razzisami, posts by tag: internet - LiveJournal

Google Homepage! IS AWESOME!!!
It's all DC comics-upped for ComicCon (which amuses me that Google actually accepted an entry to celebrate ComicCon...but whatevs its still awesome). DC designed it, so there's a realllly awesome Batman, Robin, Wonder Woman lookin' lovely, an acceptable white Green Lantern, and a few others.

But there's no Superman.


um....DC....newsflash? Not ONLY is Superman OBVIOUSLY the best Super hero in the world, he is kind of your MAIN superhero. People who know the difference between DC and Marvel know Superman and Batman for DC. Robin just looks stupid, and you already HAVE the Dark Knight himself. SUPERMAN SHOULD BE THERE.

It's good as it is, I do love it. Just...I miss my boy. <3

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My mom got me new nail polish. :) It's just white and pale-pink-clear, but I LOVE IT. It goes on amazingly, is completely consistant in texture, smooth and ridiculously controllable, and hasn't chipped ONCE. It's only been 24 hours, sure, but that's a record for my nails. Ahh! <3



Also, we went to Caribou Coffee today. The art teachers at the school chose 16 pieces to put up (or Caribou chose 16...I'm not sure exactly what went down) in a laid-back public gallery type of thing and one of mine was there. That was very exciting. :)

I don't love the piece, but I really really don't hate it. And it looks good in a coffee shop, with people sitting around it. Pretty cool stuff.

:D :D :D

okay I know it says "roflrazzi" to sound like "paparazzi"....but this is still quite amusing to me.
Enough to make me rofl.
Maybe even roflrazzi.
( Collapse )kind of scared me to see it at first.
Even considered making it an icon! (I don't have very good laughing ones) But it would look like very stupid text by itself.

The site is fairly amusing. I checked.

So today I got an email from nimily regarding a fanfic she wrote in response to this post. I really loved it and still do. C: Mikari is the sweetest girl on the internet, I think.

But anyway, so she forwarded me this review she got on "In Appreciation of Steak"

Review: I wondered why it was so similar to Change of Heart. Wait,
does that mean you and Razzi are friends? I am so jealous right now. I
would be honored to be friends, or even acquaintances with the author
of a masterpeice like that! Lucky... Anyways, I loved how you changed
her responce from Change of Heart. Just for that you are on my
Favorite Authors list, again I say your lucky! =)

:P Besides feeling a bit bad she had her comment hijacked, it's really weird. I mean, it's weird anyway when I google "Razzi" (aw come on, who doesn't google their online name every now and then?) and find like whole forum topics devoted to CoH that I didn't know about.

It's really not that good of a story. The storyline and characters and everything could be so much better....but our fandom I guess gets hungry for fanfics and we don't have a ton to choose from...mine's just the longest.

But still. It's so...bizarre...to get comments from people wanting me to look over something or tell me how good it is or...other things. My "fans" are the sweetest people and I love them to death, but goll is it weird!
And BxP isn't even that big of a fanbase!

My friend on our ebtwisty account is HUGELY popular in the Twilight fandom. Which means that she has like 20 new reviews everyday or whatever. And there's a lot of you guys who are similarly popular in the TLK fandom. 
I'm sure y'all get the same surreal feeling all the time, right?

Asking because I know maaaany of you will have had this issue or very similar ones.

So you guys ooooobviously know that I'm involved in the internet. Duh. But I'm starting to get more and more involved irl in things....acrylic paintings, deeper friendships, school, hand cartooning, offtopic art, movies, stories...a lot of stuff. And most of it comes from my "life" on the internet, actually. Well, not the school part XD. But as I'm getting more involved, that means I have less time for my internet responsibilities.

TLKFAA is my biggest issue. The archive is getting so -large-, when I just want to look through favorite artist pictures, I really don't have time to a)finish them all b)comment like I like to. Anyone of you on TLKFAA know how much I love biiig, long comments...those are my favorite kind to give (and get...but mostly give) and just plain impossible to give like I would. Obvious answer is cutting out some artists from my list, but that's not really fun either. It should also help with controlling my drama intake abilities though. XD
Mostly my deal with TLKFAA is the strain for artwork. I had the brilliant idea to ask for 2-4-1 trades which are fun, but since I am inexcusably behind, I feel guilty and almost sick doing anything else on the computer. D: Then there's the issue I mentioned last post, but I'm not so self-centered to have THAT kind of drama keeping me from TLK art. I honestly love TLK art. Love it to death. But, like I said, I'm expanding my horizons a bit and tlk doesn't always fit. And when it does, it just makes me feel guilty for those trades again. UGH. I'm gonna get a hernia or something from them!

Then there's CoH, which is a whole different thing. You guys have no idea how much I love writing this story. I have all these other stories (nonfanfiction) ideas floating around my head but I never put fingers to keyboard because I just dont have the passion for writing them like I do CoH. But I don't even write that because of my stupid trades! And time restraints!

Spam also annoys me to no end. I really don't need a new watch or viagra, thank you very much. Also easily fixable, but its just like a daily reminder when I get the "100 new emails!" reminder thing that I'm always so behind online. Sometimes I just wanna shout "y'know what? I'm taking a break!" which would be nice, but...I'd kill myself (hokay not really! don't worry!) before I left my i's dotted and t's crossed. Especially with those trades- I know how much it stings to be forgotten/ignored and I wouldn't ever wish that on someone else on the archive.

soooo...advice? I have no idea what direction I could go at all...

I've been feeling quite depressed all day today. Have no clue why...for a bit I thought it was because my dear friend ditched/missed school. So I was gonna text him today but Seal (my phone) is off and hiding from me, so not gonna happen. But I just keep thinking that maybe if he was at school today, in math with me, or even that I had just said that he missed a lot and he texted back with a "how was the quiz" I'd be happier. Which also makes me depressed.

And my body was annoying today.
And I am feeling a bit bad that no one online 'cept Mikari (who was amazing btw) and my penpal remembered my Bday. Yes, Razzi's feeling jelous of all the dillie/anguloke pics being dumped, it's true. D: After I post this I'm gonna go read my bday fic again. <3
Mostly I'm just plain depressed for stupid reasons. Like that I now have anime ads on LJ instead of the african ones. And that the computer with the memory card slot is being used so I can't upload my Scar Pumpkin.

I just hate being depressed, that's all. I'm not a depressed person at all. Like, ever. But clinical depression runs in my veins so when I do have my down moments they scare me and make it worse. Plus I've just been meh all day, even eating my roast beef.

Maybe Office will make it go away...?