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@improper-integral / improper-integral.tumblr.com

Bri, 37F, bi This is primarily a fandom blog, and my current fandom focus changes, sometimes quickly, though I still reblog posts from past fandoms from time to time. I also reblog shitposts/memes, leftist takes on things, and anything else that interests me. Improper integrals are just a calculus topic that I think is neat! You can also find me on AO3 as improper_integral.

people love the social cantagion/"only contagious mental disorder" model of restrictive disordered eating because it's a very clean comfortable pleasant way to ignore the fact that disordered eating is quite often just the most logical response to being inundated with the message that fatness is morally and medically repugnant, socially unacceptable, sexually repulsive, a fate worse than death -- and you can see this in the very way people express concern for the visibly anorexic, lamenting that they "weren't even that fat" and "didn't even need to lose weight." these are things you will never, ever hear if you're fat and your anorexia almost kills you, btw

like i think that "role modeling" and the glorification of dangerous thinness play a part in this, i do think it's irresponsible to model this behavior for young women, but placing the whole weight of disordered eating as a phenomenon on the shoulders of ariana grande or any similar figure falsely locates the problem within the superstructure. your average teenage girl is being put less at risk by waifish starlets than they are by constant, grinding, "well-meaning" daily fatphobic jabs about food and their weight by their parents, teachers, doctors, siblings, classmates, friends etc. and moreover by the general observation that life is actually made crueler and materially harder for fat people

I've been more confident lately (for the most part) and with that has come with noticing a lot of little things that men do that seem to imply they find me attractive. Both at IOP and when I go to mixed AA meetings. But I can't possibly be hot enough to be getting that much interest. Right?

lets be so beautiful and nocturnal and endangered but with promising new numbers with mama

hello ppl giving kakapo notes... if u are interested in donating to kakapo conservation/symbolically adopting a kakapo please see here :]

another reason this is the only social media site i give a fuck to actually use is because you're allowed to add links to text instead of just having to paste a url into the body of your post like some kind of caveman.

I don't remember finding fart jokes particularly funny even when I was a child.

Five year old me, watching a movie with fart jokes: "Oh, how gauche. They're pandering to the lowest common denominator."