The Thief & Six Chicks
The number 5 kept coming up, about 2 weeks in a row, that preceded us finding the group of 5, Roa, Bana, Kila, Cia & Kaya. We don't even know what they do. It looks like there is a Protection Society, but think it is 3 members we know pretty well. Not sure what they do, and if it is indeed those three. So as not to possibly confuse the issue, I guess we'll just mention it and then drop it. IPart of therapy is to know Jesus, which a series of people had done one day that week. I had not heard their names before, and it seems to cause utter confusion to ask names when I already don't know them. Usually it's obvious, but since it wasn't I fiured it would come up sooner or later. I didn't even wonder about it. after a few minutes,
ered by a black robe. Pretty much just a silhouette. We have seen this person before, just a dark shadow wandering below. We saw it on July 4. We were at a party, could see this sort of 1/8 inch cut, a strip cut out of the "Real Life" scene before us in the person's living room. It was like we saw real life on acreen, the July 4 party, but through the cut we saw a black figure walking around in a room behind the screen. Also in therapy we saw this, when there were some people who had reservations about not pursuing certain issues. Some wanted to let it rest,I could feel disagreement from others. This was before Jul. 4, first time I saw dark figure on the inside. Jet black, not like African person.
So the day after the session where Don says he's concerned about the thief, and that was when I also said, naw, not concerned, I hear this when I wake up in the a.m.: "Everything's gone." Just like that. I immediately said, "get it back!" And I saw a pair of lace shoes, lined with black, a visual from the inside. I really did think it looked like something Winona Ryder would wear, and it reminded me of her. But I didn't know she was a part.
So we did address thief issue, there is a group of 6, Winona, Moesha, Moanthe, 'Ouisa, Loasha, Nienna. I was wondering if someone from LOTR was in there. I seemed to hear a lot of Elvish being spoken. I don't speak Elvish, so it comes across as eElvish sounding. This is s lot of the time. They were the ring of thieves, at least so far. Some times I misplace things, but it's pathological, not normal disorganization. Absentmindedness it one thing, but putting someone else's money away for safekeeping, and losing keys, losing a birth certificate I just relocated after years of not having it, then finding it, losing it. Ridiculous.
Moesha had a crystal ball of all things--now I remember wanting one and fantasizing about it, and going to the mall. When on of them was talking about stealing a plastic card, it was probably library card, But I did keep seeing a downtown mall where I bought the coat I was wearign in therapy yesterday. I had bought nice sweathshirt on sale at the store she kept picturing, and that and some really important stuff were in a bag I was carrying while grocery shopping, and I left it at a grocery store. I couldn't get motivated to go back and get it when I finally realized weeks later what had happened (probably), and I couldn't get myself to even call the place. I was just too discouraged and this kind of thing happened to keep going on more an more. I just had managed to avoid the facts, that there were people up in my head.
The coat I bought at that mall is pretty old, and I think that the one time I was pregnant (and denying that too). Also the one time in my life I had a credit card, that was around the time. So maybe they did steal something on the inside that made me have difficulty with it. It was through my sis-in-law, and ther were technical problems, an she thought I hadn't paid one time when I was sure I had. Aha, I had forgotten all about this. The crystal ball and the crystal heart. This makes sense that people had issues.
I think it was Winona who said it was all to get revenge on men. I have no idea what the men in the system have been up to, but I can guess some of it. It's ugly.
We got a KEY back this morning. Or at least a glowing key seemed to rise up out of the depths. Dunno if it was one of my usual visions (seemed like it), or someone actually had stolen one and gave it back. I remember having for years heard the order, "Steal".
s making me wonder about 8 and 9, the other numbers that keep jumping into my head. must more groups. I don't know what the 5 group's function is yet.
Lol at me having soulbonds of George Clooney and Winona Ryder upstairs.
miserere
...
I see myself...
I live in the soul of the world
lost in the depths of life!
Wretched, wretched me,
but I toast life!
If there is a night dark enough
To hide me, to hide me,
If there is a light, a hope
A magnificent sun that shines
Inside of me
Give me the joy to live
that is not yet there.
Wretched, wretched me
That joy to live
that perhaps, is not yet there.