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I wish I had a camera, there was a big homemade sign on a bldg. coming into downtown a few minutes ago. People are really happy. "O" "B" "A" "M" "A" is what it says, big white sheets ripped from a roll of paper, markered on in pink and blue letter.
I'm downtown and I guess and hope I forgot my Starbucks card. It's probably home on the floor, and I feel like an idiot for that, but I hope that's all. I'm hungry dammit.
Well, it would just have been expensive nuts and coffee. I am grateful to Bridget for the card though, I wish I were a giver too. But I'm not I just soak light and everything else. I try to give and do nothing but screw up.
I really have been screwing up, I can't even say how, I just am.
Well, that aside I figured out part of the reason why I have such a hard time making and keeping friends. Making them is not so hard, but after a while I change, well, duh, my personality changes.
Okay, well, just weird and not cheery. Crabby in fact.
Empty Bowls was good. I was given half n half & some really good coffee, forgot to bring them today, meeting tonight, darn. Would have been nice. But I'm preoccupied.
I'm downtown and I guess and hope I forgot my Starbucks card. It's probably home on the floor, and I feel like an idiot for that, but I hope that's all. I'm hungry dammit.
Well, it would just have been expensive nuts and coffee. I am grateful to Bridget for the card though, I wish I were a giver too. But I'm not I just soak light and everything else. I try to give and do nothing but screw up.
I really have been screwing up, I can't even say how, I just am.
Well, that aside I figured out part of the reason why I have such a hard time making and keeping friends. Making them is not so hard, but after a while I change, well, duh, my personality changes.
Okay, well, just weird and not cheery. Crabby in fact.
Empty Bowls was good. I was given half n half & some really good coffee, forgot to bring them today, meeting tonight, darn. Would have been nice. But I'm preoccupied.