greensquiggle, posts by tag: recap - LiveJournal

i am writing poetry (finally!) and somehow digging my way out of college &etc. i wish i could write poetry all day and have lots of lovemaking and kittens and cups of green tea. i got some fantastic honey a couple of weeks ago. anyways. i want to kiss a stranger again.

go(figuremeout). if you really want to read my new poeme, message this. i've been very secretive lately.

♥ to you all

p.s. oh yeah and it was my birthday huh. yay me. i spent it in santa barbara, pretty (un)eventful but eventful, one of those weekends. good stuff all around. :] thanks to shenanigans, jasher and bunny for making it supa fantastiche. ♥

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so basically my roommate plays awesome amazing music - modest mouse, mika, louis xiv, killers and more amazing things i really really really (!) like but don't listen enough to. ♥ for sure. :]

also, omg, last night was so chill - just hanging out in the apartments watching superbad and eating chocolate chip cookies and talking about symmetrical decorating and our 'marriage' party (champagne, no pants, formal from the waist up ahahha). everything in life is just so good now.

i turned in all my papers and i only have logic homework due at 8. the only final that worries me is my logic final - the rest i'll study for and do well on, i'm sure. college is so much fun at the most random times -- it's like golden champagne bubbles fizzing up inside you until they explode in a burst of fireworks joy. ♥

aaand chris and i are completely together, love and sappiness and everything. it's unbelievable how this is all working out. we're such poor college kids, but the best treasures are at goodwill anyways, right? :]

...life. ♥

i am rediscovering myself.

i am re-cognizing myself -- reknowing, because in the end i know everything and i am just on the path to realizing it, right?

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CASEY I LOVE YOU. XOXOXOXOXOXO


also, today was awesome. omg. chris took me to the white house restaurant in anaheim and WTF AMAZING. the food was just...fantastic. and we dressed up and i felt lovely and everything was perfect. cappuccinos and souffles and declarations of love -- it felt like a movie. just...WOW. the decor was awesome, too, and the service was great. i felt like a celebrity, like a princess, even, and no one has ever treated me so well ever.

i love him so much. in so many little ways and in every way that counts.

...life is fantastic. :D

so this is my 691st post. somehow that feels special to me.

my brain has been running in circles and i find the slightest things beautiful, not mundane -

i told chris today that i was peeling and i was so excited. i've never peeled because of a sunburn before and something about it is so fascinating: the patchy circles of ragged skin, the intricacies of wrinkles imprinted on the falling pieces, like a strange topographical map of your body. it's like looking at a blueprint of you, a map of the world when all you've seen is the neighborhood in your nearest vicinity. no one has ever traced me like that before, painted me so exact.

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summer lovers - love within me.

melrose ~ juan ~ santa monica ~ big envelope from UCSD

...today is the best day of my life! ♥

copy pasting comments for the win:

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watching LOGO videos = so much love. also, starbucks makes every day better. especially when every day is a jasher day. ♥

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which is so true. and explains so much, re: all my past relationships. feels good to know what works and (obviously) what didn't work. and i don't regret any of my choices. amazingly - i really really don't. :]

even now, everything seems to be working out fine. ...maybe my world is finally falling into place.

Click here for a fabulous timeline.

Today we'll be making LGBT Standout Cards to put up on Mr. Benner's wall. Every card will represent a famous lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgendered person who has "come out of the closet" and promoted awareness of LGBT issues.

just updated my myspace. and it's so PRETTY. ♥

[such a traitor.]

also, so much Angela Mukul ♥. her song is the one on my profile. :D

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had a v. large long good talk/cry with mother saturday night. good stuff. much of the restrictions lifted; now, i only need to hand over my cell phone every night. allowance reinstated ♥.

also, omg 17 days until my birthday! ^____^=

hahaha, [PARODY.]

courtesy of meloveulongtime at [this awesome post.]

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love to all and sundry~