so this is my 691st post. somehow that feels special to me.
my brain has been running in circles and i find the slightest things beautiful, not mundane -
i told chris today that i was peeling and i was so excited. i've never peeled because of a sunburn before and something about it is so fascinating: the patchy circles of ragged skin, the intricacies of wrinkles imprinted on the falling pieces, like a strange topographical map of your body. it's like looking at a blueprint of you, a map of the world when all you've seen is the neighborhood in your nearest vicinity. no one has ever traced me like that before, painted me so exact.
i am the polaroid queen of high school prom dresses and sweetheart dreams. clichés and all, flying higher than the flashing lights, and smiling through the overexposure. insanity, lovely, wax poetic on-
omg avril lavigne's "girlfriend" is So. Addicting. XDDD;
...and the music video is awesome. omg i am such a girl. *g*
and i may be dressed like avril lavigne tomorrow. and before you ask, of course i haven't been watching "girlfriend" on repeat for the past...several...hours minutes. ;3
OMG i want to change my layout. *spaz!* :D
ETA: OMFG there's an italian version. and like a ton of other versions in the links. omg. omgomg ahahahaha CRACK. XDDDDDDDDDDDDD *dances!*
old layout was fired. new layout in! inspired by the new trashion/technoinsanity/electronica/love/child.ecstasy/mixmissmatched thing going on in my head right now. blame it on the hipsters. ;]
die-sel is my friend, and neon blues and oranges. uncensored partying, late night spinning. friendly djs and whhhhisper breakbeats. life is insane-ity.
had a v. large long good talk/cry with mother saturday night. good stuff. much of the restrictions lifted; now, i only need to hand over my cell phone every night. allowance reinstated ♥.
loved
crazy
amused