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haven't been around in a while... realized that i missed this, this confessing to myself anyone else around the world what i'm thinking feeling doing, the ultimate freedom to just get outside my head and Write...

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life's crazy, car crash, destroyed equipment, meeting w the production head, writing a screenplay, thinking of another, disappointed family, falling apart, pressure pressure pressure, possibly a movie, possibly changing someone's world, possibly a finished short film, possibly possibly and a long road ahead, some happy moments, some kind of family.

chris being wonderful, escaping, away, gone, then alone, going back into darkness, going back into fear

chris pulling me out, into the light, up, out of dark waters.

saving me from drowning.


(thank god)
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my take on Strikethrough '07

okay. so my hiatus will be broken a little for now. this is important. asaiyansmoothie has linked to a lot of sites about the current controversy. go to her journal, and read up. frankly, it's disturbing what is happening.

apologies to the f-list in advance for the length of this response.

Strikethrough 2007

i don't understand. i really, really don't.

i hope sixapart and all others involved in this unfair censorship realize their mistake. if things like this keep going on, i think a lot of people will be leaving LJ to post somewhere else. (including me.)

though there's honestly nothing we can do about it right now (besides organizing a response), i'm still mad. freedom of speech, anyone? writing about incest isn't the same as doing it. writing about pedophilia isn't the same as soliciting it. how the hell can people assume the intentions of the writers? where else are people supposed to vent about their problems -- whether they are about pedophilia or otherwise? wouldn't law enforcement rather have people writing about their illegal fantasies and purging themselves as opposed to keeping it all inside or committing crime?

i don't agree with the idea that every author who writes incest fic promotes illegal actions. everyone has a right to speak their mind about such things. this is why america is great. writing about incest or pedophilia does not present a clear and present danger to the law. using LJ to allow pedophiles to gather, support one another and continue illegal actions does present a danger to the law. it is a fine line, but it is a line nonetheless.

LJ was supposed to be a safe haven for all sorts of free thinking, where a lot of good writers went to express themselves and their opinions. what happened? is it really just because ad companies are pulling funding? is LJ all about the money now? i understand the importance of the bottom line, but really. what is going on?

i hope LJ will ultimately take a firm stand on this -- one that protects its users, its readers and its writers. though censorship is sometimes necessary, in this case, it is not. it is unfair. it is wrong. and it is sad. it is sad when good writers, good people are knocked for doing what they do best -- contributing their creativity to the intellectual community. granted, some may not understand it as creativity, but there will always be that problem of communication. hopefully, we can solve that problem, and communication between LJ and its shocked, upset users will increase. hopefully, more facts will shed light on why this is happening. hopefully, someday soon, we will all be able to understand each other a little better.

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thoughts?
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fucking living the dream, man.

melrose ~ juan ~ santa monica ~ big envelope from UCSD

...today is the best day of my life! ♥
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layout + "please repeat the question," a poeme

SCORE lj increased the userpics ♥♥♥. fuck yes. best christmas present ever <33333. >:D

new layout because I CAN and because the old one irked me for some reason. i dunno. i can be SUMMERY if i want. haha, and it's like 69 degrees every day now. whatever. it's NINETY SIX IN MY WORLD HAHAHAHA. >:DDDDDDDDDDD

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ummmmmm so right. poems! because they are time-wasting and lovely even when they suck:


please repeat the question
oh, time's up, and you thought life was fair?

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wooooow where did that all come from. whatever. i don't know anymore, huh. :\
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RENT love forever

OMG I JUST SAW RENT AND IT WAS AMAZING. OH MY GOD *INSERT RANDOM EXPLETIVE OF JOY*!!!!!!111

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/omgspaz :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

also went to see HP w/ case, but dude, rent blew it away into next millenium. like omg. OMG. :3333333333 *loves*

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final quote:

You always said how lucky you were that we were all friends. But it was us, baby, we were the lucky ones.

--Maureen, RENT the movie/musical

♥ x forever and ever and ever
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*procrastinates by making a...*

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...also omg i just made a [MYSPACE WTF]. *hangs head in shame* XD;;;;;

so like, add me if you're bored? XD omg i am so lonely and without friends. i will feed you chocolate bwah. plus, AHAHAHHAHAA I AM SO INSANE. what procrastination has driven me to, i swear. omg roffle. XDDD;;

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