I got to rehearsal, creds to Kai for picking me up. <3 He gave me a really big hug when he saw me, cause he knew that I was upset thanks to mom. ^_^ I immediately felt better. <3
We played a lot of random songs. ^_^
Linkin Park - In The End (for Jeremy) Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest (for Jeremy) Korn - Freak On A Leash (for Jeremy) Buck-Tick - Ijin no Yoru (practice for Jeremy) Buck-Tick - MUMA - The Nightmare (practice for Jeremy) Dir en grey - Red Soil Dir en grey - Ware, Yami Tote... Sadie - Meisai Sadie - Crimson Tears MUCC - Libra MUCC - Ame no Orchestra Nine Inch Nails - Closer (for Jeremy)
We took a couple of breaks and played video games, then went back to playing. <3 Then we went to the mall and watched Push...Interesting...And Kai was such a sweetie!!! We all went to Borders after the movie and Kai and I went to the magazine section and he flipped through the Otaku USA and Anime Insider and bought them when he found some stuff that interested him, then he gave them to me. O_O In Otaku USA, they had a review for Death Note II: The Last Name, and in Anime Insider, there's something about Aural Vampire and girugamesh, mainly to do with Japanfiles, which FAIL!!! And for their pic, they used girugamesh's older look where Satoshi had the blond streak thing...Then we went to the movie section and there was the movie!!! THE ONLY COPY!!! Guess what he did!!! He fucking bought it for me!!! *flails* O_O
I offered to pay him back, but he just shook his head and kissed my nose!!! \(>w<)/ Jeremy just kept milling around. ^^; So we went to the food court and I payed for their food. ^_^ In a way, I payed Kai back. >:3 Jeremy is kinda loosening up around them finally. <3 Especially around Kai. Which makes me happy, cause the tension that was going on around them wasn't good at all. But now, Jeremy seems to accept it. <3
I had rehearsal early, bitches!!! I got up at 9am to check my mail and got a message from everyone asking to have it early, mainly cause Jeremy ended up having to switch shifts with someone, so he has to be at work from 5pm-9pm. T_T But...Yeah...So I told mom what was going on and she said as long as either Jeremy or Kai are the one's picking me up, then it's fine.
So we got to Kai's at 9:30 and we were all pretty much still waking up. XD Instead of practicing right away, though, seeing as it was still early, we went to the movies and saw Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. \(>w<)/ IT KICKED SO MUCH ASS!!! COMPLETELY PWNS THE SECOND ONE!!! (Second one = suckage in the effects department and costume design) Then we wondered around the mall for a couple hours, which was fun. It would've been even more fun if the fucking arcade hadn't closed. (=3=) But we had Chinese and Thai food, so it made up for it...A little...Anyway, Kai led me over to a separate table so that we could talk. AND GUESS FUCKING WHAT!!! *dances on the ceiling, headbanging*
Our convo:
Kai: Sorry for ar se conhusion... Me: It's alright, Kai-kun. *smiles, eating a little, watching him* Kai: *shakes his head* No...I was being dumbu... Me: No, you weren't...It's kinda understandable on why you said we were better off as friends...I mean...We only saw each other once a week or so after I got let go from my job...And it's kinda hard to go anywhere without a car...Or a job in order to pay for said car... Kai: I wantu to go outu wis you... Me: *chokes a little on my food* o_O; You do? Kai: Hai. *blushes a little* I do...I knowu sat Jeremyu wanted to go out wis you...But...You seemu moreu crosed up around him...Tenseu...Not rike you are around me... Me: *smiles a little* Really? Kai: *nods* Hai. *smiles* So...Sis timeu I'm not going to be so dumbu and ret you go. *takes my hand* Me: *squees happily, squeezing his hand a little* Kai: *laughs* Sirry. Me: *smiling like an idiot* Kai: You knowu...I don't joost rend my extra bass to anyoneu, ne? *smiling happily* Me: *sits next to him and hugs him tight* <(>w<)>
THAT'S RIGHT, BITCHES!!! Kai and I are dating!!! Again!!! *flails* \(>w<)/
Then we went back to Kai's for practice, setting up and stuff...Jeremy didn't seem very happy AT ALL when Kai and I were all smiles and stuff. O_O And he (Jeremy) was the one that drove me home...Awwwwkward...O_O
Kai's camcord was charging while we were setting up, but we just got right into it. ^^; So...Next rehearsal, we'll get something, cause we kiiiinda forgot about it. @_@ And Jeremy forgot his camera, cause my Kisaki camera is a filthy whore and Misa's broke. T_T A lot of technical difficulty in the getting-pics-and-footage/samples department...T_T
But, yeah, we did the same Korn and Linkin Park that we did last night...We also got Jeremy to play Buck-Tick's 'Ijin no Yoru' and a little bit of 'MUMA - The Nightmare'. *dances* He did alright for those.
We also did: Dir en grey - Kasumi GHOST - Psycho Escape -OZ- - Mettai DEATHGAZE - Genocide and Mass Murder gemmik - ?L? - Limit -
Then we took the equipment down and played Super Smash Brother's Brawl. *nods* That was actually pretty fun. ^^; I've never played it before. ^^;
Vocal - Me Guitar - Jeremy (That's right, JEREMY!!! The dude I used to work with at Price Chopper and the dude that I went to RTOC with. <3) Guitar - Ryuu (Friend of Kai's.) Bass - Kai (\(>w<)/ You have NO IDEA how happy I am about this!!!) Drums - Misaki (Another friend of Kai's.)
We all seem to get along great!!! XD Jeremy was a little awkward at first, cause I had mentioned my dating Kai, but he knows that we're not dating now. XD Poor Jeremy. After about 10 minutes of getting to know each other, though, Jeremy found out that Ryuu and Misaki are HUGE Death Note fans. XD And yes, Misaki likes to be called Misa-misa. XD She acts like her sometimes, too. O_O
They're a bunch of fun, though. We went to Kai's place to practice, seeing as he has stronger speakers than my mom does. (Her speakers aren't meant for the screamy/heavy stuff. ^^;) So I got to say hi to Aki again.
Me: *smiling happily* HI!!! *glomps Kai* Kai: *laughs, hugging me back happily* Hi, Jessi-chan!!! Me: <(>w<)> *hugging happily* Kai: *starts twirling me in circles* Me: \(@w@)/ Kai: *chuckles, putting me down*
Then we all introduced ourselves, me introducing Jeremy, cause he wasn't sure how to introduce himself in Japanese to make them more comfortable, or whatever the fuck he was thinking. XD
NOTE: Jeremy doesn't know too much about the Jrock kingdom...*hugs and pets him* ^^; He let the rest of us do a couple songs first. ^^;
Songs we did:
Dir en grey - Merciless Cult Dir en grey - Drain Away Dir en grey - Saku (I scared the crap out of poor Jeremy. ^^;) Buck-Tick - Ijin no Yoru (Kai was VERY happy about the bass in this one. XD) Buck-Tick - MUMA - The Nightmare exist trace - JUDEA exist trace - THE COLORS (Ryuu's ADDICTED to this song, I swear!!! O_O) lynch. - ambivalent ideal
Then we covered some Korn, Slipknot, and Linkin Park for Jeremy. XD Then we went back to Buck-Tick's 'Ijin no Yoru' and helped Jeremy a little. He was really sweet about the whole thing. *hugs him* He listened close to the songs through my iPod, which I hooked up to the speakers, so he could hear the parts separately.
Then we took the speakers down and played some video games and watched some anime before we left. Kai was teaching me a little bit of bass during our breaks and stuff and he lent me one of his extra basses. <(OwO)>
We have practice again tomorrow and we're gonna decide on how many times a week we can meet and try to come up with a set time. *dances happily on the ceiling*
At 7pm, I get to decorate the house a little...I don't wanna...T_T I don't know why I don't wanna...Then I get to wrap gifts, which I suck at, so I use a whole bunch of tape. XD
And something really weird is going on with my LJ. >.< It just added two extra spaces at the top of this post and I can't get it to go away. >.<
To top things off, I really really really miss Kai. T_T
And I'm getting really really disheartened in my Japanese. T_T Again. T_T
I go to Japan in 7 months and I've been practicing and stuff for 3 almost 4 years now and I don't remember a single fucking thing. T_T
I don't like getting so frustrated that I end up crying. T_T There's things that I KNOW that I should know in Japanese, but I can't get it.
I woke up and cried, cause Kai's now on a flight to Japan. T_T
Mom made me chocolate chip and peanut butter chip pancakes to try to cheer me up...Didn't work much. T_T
And Totchi was acting weird this morning after updating and restarting him. O_O Google Chrome wouldn't load at all. T_T Took half an hour to solve the problem. T_T
And my dog is like fucking Houdini or something. O_O I decided to get him a harness, cause he keeps slipping out of his collar and I didn't wanna tighten it anymore, cause it would've choked him...HE GOT OUT OF IT!!! O_O HOW THE FUCK DOES HE DO THAT?! DAMN!!! >.<
Oh yeah...And what happened at McDonald's yesterday...Kai and I had mom stop there, cause we were craving burgers...Kai went to the bathroom and while we were waiting for our food, some guy reached his hands into our fries!!! >.<
Me: *sees movement near our food, looks* :O Oi!!! He's stealing our fries!!! >.< Mom: You serious? *looks* >.< *gets the employees attention* Can I get a new medium fry? Lady: o_O Sure...*didn't see what happened and gets us new fries, still confused* Me: You're not crazy, you put fries there...The guy in the leather jacket just took some. >.< Lady: Ah. Okay. We'll talk to him. *talk to him she did >:3*
Then Kai returned and I told him what happened and he was like >.< too. *hugs him*
I MISS HIM SOO MUCH!!! T___T I'll keep missing him like this until he comes back. T_T
But on the good side...Die's protective screen is staying on finally. :3
EDIT: My Yahoo mail updated itself, too...I HATE it. >.< It moved things around on me, among other things. T_T
My counselor called today...AFTER 3 MONTHS OF TRYING TO GET AHOLD OF HER!!! >.<
FUCKING A!!! >.<
*kicks her*
So I get to call her tomorrow (later today, cause it's 2am XD) and see what she wanted. She didn't leave a message, either. o_O; It just said on my caller id on the temporary Shinya. >.<
I miss Kai already. T_T I want to glomp him again!!! T_T And I wanna snuggle him!!! T_____T
Instead of the 15 minutes it was supposed to take to drop the van off, it took 2 hours. >.< The van wouldn't move. >.< And about 80something cars went by us. Karma will bite them in the ass. (It stopped moving in the middle of no where. T_T) So I called Kai and told him that I'd call when we were 5-10 minutes away from his apartment. He was very understanding about it. ^^
Hot Topic has NOTHING!!! >.< No mags, t-shirts, stickers, cds, NOTHING from the Jrock kingdom of Japan. T_T
I went over to the magazine section and was immediately T_T. Kai hugged me from behind and got me an ice cream, though. :3 I got him a really cool necklace I saw him eyeballing. XD It was siver with a skull and sword coming out of its mouth with flames going around and a snake crown with two red jewels in the eyes. >:3 He loved it a lot!!! :3
And my mom likes him!!! He went to look at some manga and my mom pulled me back. XD
Mom: You seem a lot happier with him than anyone I've seen you with. Me: *smiling from ear to ear watching him* Hai, I am. Mom: I'm glad that you finally found someone that can make you like this. :3 Me: ^^ I'm hoping that I make him as happy as he makes me. ^^ Mom: I think he does. I've seen how he looks at you.. :3 Me: ^^ *still looking at him* You like him, too? Mom: Yup. He's a cutie and a keeper. Now go over and look at the stuff with him. I know you wanna. I'll leave you two alone to browse the stores until I'm ready to leave. ^_^ Me: *blinks* Seriously? O_O Mom: *nods, kisses my forehead and leaves* Me: ^^ *goes over to Kai and looks at manga with him* :3
It was sooo much fun!!! We hung out and browsed the stores and stuff until about 10:30pm, then we left. We dropped Kai off at his apartment. T_T I got out and didn't wanna leave him. He gave me the biggest hug!!! He said that he'd keep in touch through e-mail, instant messenger when he gets it, and phone calls when he can.
I have 22 tabs open in Google Chrome. *head desk repeatedly* Things are downloading and uploading so...Um...Yeah. ^^
I get to leave in a couple minutes to go to Syracuse (hour and a half away) in order to help my mom with Christmas shopping. *nods* And while we're there, I'm gonna check Hot Topic one last fucking time for ANYTHING Jrock. >.< I wanna see at least Uroboros there. Cause if it's not, that means that they've given up on the Jrockers and shit for a while. (Not many people near there or where I live are very open to anything outside of country and rap. >.<) Musically stunted, I say!!! But if they don't have Shoxx or any other magazine that I usually get (Shoxx, Shockwave, Purple Sky, which I know's no longer printing anything, but they still had a back copy from almost a year ago o_O) then there's no reason for me to go there anymore. I know of a couple places that have the same quality of stuff and the same amount as Hot Topic, but a hell of a lot cheaper. *nods*
Sorry for my little rant. ^^ I'm kinda hyper and emoing at the same time. ^^
Wanna know why? Do ya do ya do ya?
CAUSE KAI'S GONNA BE GOING WITH US!!! *dances happily on the ceiling*
I asked my mom if it's alright if we take my Japanese guy friend. XD
Mom: You want your Japanese guy friend to come with? Me: Yup. ^_^ And his name's Kai, mom. ^^ Mom: Okay. Me: :O Really?! Mom: Yeah. He has a BMW right? They do shitty in the snow. Me: WOOOOO!!! *dancing around* Oh, btw...Kai's not just my Japanese guy friend...He's my boyfriend. *pauses and waits to be yelled at, head down* Mom: Really? Good for you!!! *smiling from ear to ear and pats my head* Me: O_O Seriously? Mom: Yeah. *smiling* Me: WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! *runs around the house*
Yeah. ^^ Very hyper and stuff. ^^
Bad thing is...Today's the last day I get to see and hang out with him, cause tomorrow morning, he's going back to Japan to spend two weeks with his family and stuff in Kyoto. T_T He knows that I wanna go, but there's no way I can swing the plane ticket. T_T I'm $600 short. T_T He said that he'd cover it, but I didn't wanna do that to him. He needs the money. I told him that we'd be going together in July and he was like 'Oh yeah!!! *glomps*' XD He's such a silly. ^^ (We talked about it yesterday on the phone. ^^)
AND I FORGOT TO ASK HIM AGAIN!!! *head desk* I had a list of all the stuff I wanted to ask him/talk about (myspace/facebook/ameba/etc.) and I forgot where I put it. >.< Next time, I'm putting it on my computer, that way I know where it is. >.<
But, yeah...Gotta go drop the van off in the shop...again...Then pick up Kai, then we're on our way to Syracuse!!!
So...
Um...
Ja matta!!! *waves hyperly until arm falls off* O_O *stares at arm* O_O *runs away screaming* XD
