Happy New Year from Gaza to my Tumblr family. 🎉 I know I have been silent for a long time. We missed you all more than I can say.

Honestly? Lately, I have felt crushed. 💔 The cold here is freezing our bones right now. The wind cuts through the tent, and the weight of everything we have been through—the hunger, the fear, the exhaustion—felt like it was finally breaking me.

Despite the freezing cold and the empty stomach, she sits on the floor with her toys 🧸. She lines them up like students. She holds a stick like a teacher. She doesn't have a classroom, or a whiteboard, or even a real breakfast, but she refuses to stop playing "school."

She refuses to let the war take her imagination and willigness to learn and live.

Watching her, I realized: If this little girl hasn't given up, how can I? 💪 Donate Here if you can ❤️ ✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #720 )✅️

I know many of you have been worried because I disappeared. The truth is, I lost my phone 📵, simcard my only window to the world. I was locked in silence, unable to reach my brother, my best friend, or any of you. And while I was cut off, disaster struck: our previous campaign was deleted due to banking restrictions. 🚫

All the progress we made together... gone. We are back to square one in the middle of winter.

But because of Rokaya's strength, I am trying again. I managed to recover this account today, and we have created a NEW, fully verified campaign ✅.

We are starting from scratch. We literally need just ONE EURO 💶.

If everyone who sees this donates 1€ or simply REBLOGS 🔁 this post, it could be enough to buy our family a warm meal or a coat or Tarp for this week.

Thank you for not forgetting us. Let's make this year the one where we survive. ❤️ FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF YOU ! I will be verifying it again if needed

Previous Campaign Verified by @el-shab-hussein Here . Vetted or added to lists Here: #111 @el-shab-hussein list Here - #4 @fallahifag list Here @blackpearlblast list Here - @communistchilchuck list Here #1 @riding-with-the-wild-hunt list Here @palestinecharitycommissionsassoc list Here @kordeliiius list Here

new moot game #whatsurmootsspiritlike?

haha its yuna and yes this is my first time making a moot game i was bored lmaoo , but i do hope a lot of people participate :D

  1. tag ur moot + add their name + what you think their spirit animal is as an emoji !! ( if you cant find as emoji just write it down lol )
  2. add a song that you think is their vibe / pretty much them lol !
  3. here's an example below + the start of this thread hehe

@onlyonehee - hani - 🐆

tracy maddison wip i did to celebrate it winning the voting a few days ago i think !!!!

i hope i phrased that well uhm uhm looks away

some doodles made today !! recently got into statesmp since i knew id love cynikka alot and i was right !! expect for more content of WITM and statesmp soon !

oh also the tracy doodles are based off of the short vid just released earlier today smiles widely

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AH.. THAT'S SOUNDS BAD...

I think it took about 2 to 3 hours, Ofc I think it's different for everyone ;3

lately, i feel like there's been something missing in me. my life is great, i have a qpp and best friend, my show is getting more popular despite being unreleased and so much more, yet i still feel empty and lonely inside. i don't want to be seen as ungrateful but i literally feel like a hollow shell of myself

i don't know what to do or who to tell. i just feel so incomplete and like ill never truly fit in. i wish i could figure out what's wrong but i just don't know what to do in the first place. i feel so trapped with my own life, if that makes sense

sorry to dump this all on you, ive just been feeling pretty bad about this for so long </3

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200 followers special, Len’s advice column ! 💙🪽
this, it’s highly relatable.
I feel what you’re saying, even when your life is going great, it’s as if something is missing, there’s a hole in your heart that still isn’t filled despite you doing everything to mend it, to fix whatever is broken. Yet you cannot do that if you don’t know what’s broken in the first place.

There could be many reasons for this, but I don’t know your life well enough to just point to some reason and say “ there ! “, so I’ll touch on some things I’d suspect.

circumstance : You’re staying inside too much, working too hard. I understand you have an indie project, correct? Working towards a goal is a goood thing, it keeps you grounded and usually sane. Yet when you pile on too much work, when you consume yourself with becoming better, it eats away at you. The energy you had for day to day life is taken by your work. If this is the case, please rest. This doesn’t mean you have to drop your project, just give yourself time to heal. Lessen the expectations on yourself. I know, that’s hard and as a perfectionist, it’s hell. But you can do it, I believe in you.
lack of real friendship : this isn’t to say your friends aren’t there for you, but are you leaning on them? People like myself, and a lot of people in jiraiblr feel uncomfortable with coming to their friends about how they feel, and how they’re suffering. This might stem from trust issues, or not wanting to worry them, but it’s still there all the same. If you’re putting up an act, smiling as your inner world slowly rots, it will catch up with you. You cannot smile forever. If you’re slowly decaying from the inside, it will reach your outer persona. Confide in your friends. They love and cherish you. If a friend of mine was feeling this way and they didn’t come to me, I’d feel so awful for not seeming like a safe place. They love you, they want to be there. You just have to let them in.

Imposter syndrome : you don’t feel like you deserve to be as far as you’ve gotten. You’re getting attention online, it feels good, yet you can’t bring yourself to be happy for yourself, not in a way that’s true, and in unperformative. Does this sound like how you feel? You might be battling with imposter syndrome and insecurity. This is your fears speaking, not the truth. You have to recognize that this isn’t real. You deserve what you’ve achieved. You’ve spent so long trying to make this happen, putting in the work others wouldn’t have ever accomplished. You deserve this, you deserve every bit of attention you’ve gotten. I promise you, you aren’t ungrateful or undeserving; you’re human.

Underlining mental health issues : I am not a licensed therapist, or a professional ( I’m fourteen no shit . ) but, this sounds pretty close to others accounts of their experience with depression, and other overlapping issues. In some cases, depression doesn’t have to have a reason for arriving in your life, it’s just there. Please do your research, and if you think you might be suffering from depression or something similar, please if you can make an appointment with a mental health professional.
you might be experiencing a mixture of these issues, or I’m fully off the mark, and none of this fits. This is just my understanding based off of what I read. If you want further analysis / impartial advice, please dm me. But, know you aren’t alone in this. I, your friends, and the jirai community are here for you. There is always someone to talk to, someone to confide in. You’re gonna be okay, I swear.