also I don't think parents "these days" are uniquely terrible, I just think neglect is showing up in new ways as technology progresses. today's ipad kid would've been wandering around in a ditch alone all day and night before. parents not wanting to have to deal with children is not a new phenomenon.

i need to go to the eye dr but i dont have faith in them anymore 😔

I tried calling and the lady over the phone grilled me like an idiot for only using eye drops 2x a day instead of 3-4x a day 😐

i do not think eye drops are solving my problem

-1 day to Annecy and all I can think is old women Yuri

kabooommmm

i need to go to the eye dr but i dont have faith in them anymore 😔

I tried calling and the lady over the phone grilled me like an idiot for only using eye drops 2x a day instead of 3-4x a day 😐

let's dance! 💃💃

My healthcare team has officially decided i am a drain on the system & no longer care to look deeper and try to help me. They decided that i am not worthy of help. They would rather i die like this than ever ever help me. All i want was to get better. Get treatment . Have a life. But they don't care. They never have. I will be severely disabled the rest of my life with no treatment. And if they "missed something" then its my faulr. They decided its in my head now. that i'm not trying hard enough.

I am at a loss of what to do. I just have to go on living suffering everyday feeling like i'm dying from lack of treatment. I can't do anything. I already graduated and finished CBT&DBT therapy but apparently since its all in my head now it doesn't matter. All my therapists and psychiatrists have told them its not mental health related but they don't care. They don't want to look anymore.

There is nothing I can do anymore.

I'm not sure what to do anymore, my last resort was "medical tourism" -- AKA traveling to another country for better healthcare, but I don't even have money to live alone for a month, let alone travel or anything. It's not a viable option right now, so as of right now I am without help and care. I have been abused and neglected by the medical system so badly I have such bad trauma with doctors and hospitals now. I truly believe there is no doctor out there that didn't go into it for a selfish reason.

I would appreciate any help, even 1$ helps me save up for a better future. It's totally okay if you can't, I understand money is tight for everyone, so please don't feel obligated.

oh sorry when i call you "girl" i use it gender neutrally actually! yeah me calling you "girl" isn't actually misgendering you. stop making such a big deal out of this "girl" is literally a gender neutral term

if you're not playing mermaids with me then i have to assume you're playing mermaids against me

t-shirt that says I ❤️ AVOIDING GOING TO SLEEP

literally a cartoon bad guy

if you're having trouble sleeping the best you can do is put a bright object close to your face and look at it for at least 30 minutes. if that doesn't work you can close your eyes but make sure to think really hard about a bunch of bullshit

our age of blogs is collapsing