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@ashkav

bisexual | she/her | 23 ao3
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Reblogged wowa-bublord
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when bella didn't want to get married at 18 because she saw how her parents' marriage crumbled and she was opposed to the patriarchal nature of the whole institution, and is bitter about it until the moment she is walking down the aisle, but as soon as she's married she realizes that being mrs. cullen is actually the best thing to ever happen to her and she's immediately ecstatic to have a baby with her husband. the way jacob says "you don't even belong to yourself anymore" about imprinting and is repulsed by the very idea, but then when he imprints he realizes it's actually what he was born to do & nothing could make him happier & he leaves everything behind to live with his mate's family. man once you become aware of the mormon agenda present within the twilight saga it is ALL you're aware of lol

#twilight#writing
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Reblogged avtorsola
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The thing about a good character flaw is that it has to be the same thing as their greatest strength just turned up too high. the person who loves deeply and therefore controls. the person who sees everything and therefore trusts nothing. the person who is so loyal they lose themselves. there are no clean villains and no clean heroes and once you understand that in fiction you can't unsee it in people. everyone is just their best quality at the wrong volume.

#too narutopilled at the moment but this is naruto to me#his ability for empathy comes from and informs his crushing loneliness#which also makes him unable to let go of relationship he has successfully formed#even if those relationships are actively detrimental to him#see: sasuke's time as a terrorist and jiraiya and the third's terrible treatment of child naruto#if it isnt outright betrayal naruto will forgive or gloss over it. and sometimes he'll do it for betrayal too#naruto#writing
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Reblogged imadhatt3r
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Piracy is the most beautiful thing in the world every time i see a fake ass leftist be anti piracy i get so disgusted you hoes dont want solutions

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putting these screenshots together on a metaphorical corkboard with red string. is the gaping hole where their parents should be bothering anyone else or just me. why are all mentions of home connected with their sibling and their sibling alone.

#is it not weird to anyone else that jesse and dylan never mention their parents ever#even when discussing their shared past#this is not concrete enough for a theory post but i feel that something is here#control remedy#control resonant#dylan faden#jesse faden
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codependency elite relationship dynamic of all time especially when they're aware and a bit resentful of it. can't live without them no matter what you do, even if you don't want to be this way. you have to drag that connection around behind you even if the weight is heavy because if you let go it's no different from cutting part of yourself off. it's not true love, it's something worse.

#i want to write a#narusasu#fic like this sooo bad but alas#my degree distracts me from my yaoi#writing
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Reblogged owlswatch
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The key to writing good fanfiction is to harbor a deeply humiliating desire, and the trick there is that even pretty basic and societally-accepted desires like “being held” and “being wanted” CAN and WILL be humiliating if they’re intense enough. Become so estranged from human connection that the idea of someone playing with your hair fills you with yearning so deep you feel like you’re going to throw up and you will write some banger fanfiction. It might have some other consequences too but idrk about that.