Suzy

So today is still sad. Jennie and I were up far too late, and then we hung out in the morning. A was still a little lovebug, and we cuddled and played with stickers and read and watched Super Why and it was lovely. I just wish the visit was longer!! I dropped them off at the airport at noon, and had to head into work. I miss them already. :( Why oh why must we live so many states apart?

It's so weird being in my apartment alone. I know Chichi wasn't here all the time, but it's always felt empty when she would go back to my parents' and now it's worse. I still have her bed and water dish out - I don't know what to do with them yet. I can't throw them out yet, but having them be the first thing I see when I walk in is not good. I kept stalling at work, chatting with co-workers and helping them just to avoid my place. I have Friday off this week, and am thinking of a downtown trip to distract myself. Sparkly Argo tea, anthropologie try-ons, new cupcake place, Disney store, etc.

Thank you all for the comments and hugs and support this last week - it means a lot. I also got two flower deliveries today - one came to my apartment, and there's no note. It's a lovely plant with a beautiful butterfly - will someone please 'fess up to being the sender? Big hugs and thanks regardless, but I'd love a name!

The other flowers came from the guy I was kind of seeing a few weeks ago - we're still Facebook friends, so he went to our mutual friend to ask my favorite flower, and had them delivered to work. As mutual friend Meg discovered when I freaked over gmail, I am not a fan of flowers at work, hee. I appreciate the sentiment, but it also feels weird for him to have spent so much money (blue hydrangeas, not exactly in season, and it was apparently a Vera Wang arrangement) when I thought I was clear about not going any farther last week. Of course, when I wrote that I was tired and stressed and I already knew he misunderstood me and thought I wanted to keep emailing, so who knows what email he actually read. Anyway, they are lovely, and the intentions were good even if I ultimately feel kind of uncomfortable.

Anyway, the important bit is - thank you all again for the support. <3