Greycleaner J (is for July)
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shadowlightrant from a feverish world
July 31st, 2009
Current Location:feels like Manila
Current Mood:bitchy bitchy
Today was a random-little-things bad day, and I didn't feel great about myself and my place in the world. I shouldn't have read all those Writers' Block posts about how people met. (The stories are never useful. I always think they will be. Most of the bloggers have nothing useful to say on the topic, and they made it sound so *easy*. Misdial a phone! Chat with your mom while ordering fries! You, too, can find love in any bloody place with grown-up non-related humans in it!)
Ironically, have been showering daily...but sweating so much in this heat, I never get that 'clean' feeling...or even that 'dry' feeling. It's so hot, I keep thinking I'm feverish until I remember. Every time I feel anger, I drench myself in sweat. Nonetheless, I don't want winter back.
July 31st, 2009
Current Location:feels like Manila
Current Mood:bitchy bitchy
Today was a random-little-things bad day, and I didn't feel great about myself and my place in the world. I shouldn't have read all those Writers' Block posts about how people met. (The stories are never useful. I always think they will be. Most of the bloggers have nothing useful to say on the topic, and they made it sound so *easy*. Misdial a phone! Chat with your mom while ordering fries! You, too, can find love in any bloody place with grown-up non-related humans in it!)
Ironically, have been showering daily...but sweating so much in this heat, I never get that 'clean' feeling...or even that 'dry' feeling. It's so hot, I keep thinking I'm feverish until I remember. Every time I feel anger, I drench myself in sweat. Nonetheless, I don't want winter back.