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Hi there! I'm Shelly. Feel free to follow/subscribe/add to your circle! If I know you, we've chatted in comments, or I see we've got stuff in common, I'll most likely follow back!

I started using LiveJournal back in 2004/2005 mainly to participate in the Harry Potter fandom. I migrated over to Dreamwidth in 2009 and slowly stopped crossposting other places. DW is my home, and I adore it here.

I used to post mainly about fandom, but as the way I interact with fandom changes, this journal is morphing into more general thoughts about books I'm reading, shows I'm watching, games I'm playing, and occasional life stuff. Life stuff is always locked, sometimes the other stuff is too, but I'm pretty easygoing about granting access if you're interested in that sort of thing!

I'm anti-censorship and a huge believer in YKINMKATO.

My fic is posted at AO3.

You can find me on tumblr at [tumblr.com profile] unmistakablyoatmeal [Sporadically active]

In no particular order...
Current obsessions: Murderbot, Dexter, Squid Game, World of Warcraft

Forever Obsessions: Community, Star Trek (DS9 and TNG mostly), Haruki Murakami, Shirley Jackson, Shark movies

Other things I love: The Venture Bros., The Good Place, The Walking Dead, Killing Eve, Ted Lasso, Grey's Anatomy, Atlanta, Another Life, Gideon the Ninth, The Machineries of Empire trilogy, 7 Days to Die, Tron, many things I'm probably forgetting!

Old fandoms that I look back on with fondness: Alles was zählt, various kpop groups (I still listen, just am not at all current) and various kdramas



"Not all great things come from great pain. Sometimes it's love. Not everything's a sacrifice." ~Darius from Atlanta


last updated 7/24/2025
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Last night I fell down a YouTube rabbit hole thanks to landing on this performance of Bolero by Hayato Sumino. I then proceeded to stay up way too late mainlining his videos. This included not one, not two, but three different performances of Rhapsody in Blue. In my defense, I love Rhapsody in Blue. In my further defense, Sumino's improvisation is a little different each and every time, and I became addicted to seeing where he was going to take it next. The love and joy he has for that piece when playing makes me vicariously happy.

His performance at Royal Albert Hall with the Royal Scottish National Orchestra is my favorite of the three. The surprised titters from the audience when he picks up the melodica and his little smile? Delightful. The interweaving of a cell phone ring into his improv? Brilliant. Ugh, the whole thing is amazing.

(the other two are great as well!)

Other Highlights:

Chopin: Piano Concerto No 1 in E minor, Op. 11 with the Polish National Radio Symphony Orchestra (The fact that my ADHD brain could sit enraptured for 42 minutes is telling.)

Human Universe - one of Sumino's original compositions

Clair de Lune - Unfortunately not a live performance but beautiful all the same

Nocturne I - Pre Rain - another original composition. I love the way he describes it as a gift from the cold sky.
sdk: close up of the character Dexter smirking awkwardly (Dexter - Dexter's face)
(This post was originally called 3 quick things. And then I started rambling about Dexter, and now I have no idea what the other two quick things were going to be.)

I've been on a Dexter binge. Not the original series (possibly starting that up again soon!) but I watched the first three episodes of Dexter: Resurrection and then found out there was a whole prequel series (Dexter: Original Sin) that I'd missed. I did watch the initial Dexter sequel (New Blood) when it first came out and remembered not being very impressed and kind of dissatisfied so my hopes weren't high for Resurrection, but honestly? I'm here for it. They seem to have gone back to the original formula with giddy fun serial killer vibes and not taking themselves too seriously. YAY. Plus Harrison (Dexter's son) is not just a whiny teenaged brat and is actually interesting. (Please don't screw up his plot, show.) YAY. Also Uma Thurman is in it? Which is an unexpected surprise. And she is as awesome as ever. (And apparently doesn't age like the rest of us mere mortals.) Fingers crossed they keep this going and don't fuck up by the end of the season (which I am sadly used to!).

But as there were only three episodes of that available (I think a new one comes out today?), I flipped over to Original Sin to give that a shot. I, again, wasn't expecting much. Actually, I expected that I'd hate it given that they'd had to cast all new actors to play younger versions of the characters I knew and loved from the OG series, and 9 times out of 10 that never goes well (for me, at least). But omfg, they nailed it, somehow? Young Dexter is AMAZING. Patrick Gibson (the actor playing him) is incredible at capturing Michael C. Hall's physicality, his awkwardness, his weird-ass charm, and I am so impressed. I can't leave out Molly Brown who plays Deb, Dexter's sister--she also does an incredible job in capturing Jennifer Carpenter's mannerisms and speech patterns while making the younger character her own. Also Christian Slater is Dexter's still-alive dad, and while he doesn't echo the ghost of Dexter's father we see in the OG series and beyond like the others, he is excellent at the emo-single-father-trying-to-raise-a-budding-serial-killer-but-full-of-man-pain thing. Bonus Points for seeing Sarah Michelle-Geller on my tv again. ♥
SPOILER FOR THE ENDING OF SEASON 1ALSO it was super fun watching McDreamy be revealed as the big bad and end up on Dexter's table, ngl.


The show itself also is just very fun and leans into the ridiculousness of the whole concept of a serial killer with a "code" and I love that.

One kinda eye-roll-y caveat:
SPOILERS FOR NEW BLOOD The whole premise that Dexter's life is flashing before his eyes while he's dying from his gunshot wound at the end of New Blood is okay, I guess. It's a framing that allows Michael C. Hall to narrate the whole thing, which helps it feel like Dexter, but then they proceed with his dad also having flashbacks in the middle of Dexter's flashbacks, and the whole concept breaks. Dad's flashbacks are really interesting and add a whole new layer to Dexter's origin story so I lean on the side of handwaving the "this-doesn't-make-sense" aspect, but IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.


Obviously both of these shows deal with a lot of violence (and a lot of gore) and maybe I'm a weirdo for being like "oh yay they've gone back to giddy fun vibes for this!" but iirc, the original show aired kind of right before prestige television became such a big deal, and for New Blood, I felt like the show runners got caught up in trying to make the Dexter franchise more "prestige" and less pulp. But it is pulp. Dexter is the kind of show that has to be able to wink at itself. (See opening credits of the OG show and Original Sin for examples!) And I'm just really happy they've returned to that original vision and hope they stay the course and not try to force Dexter into becoming something it's not.

[h/t to both [personal profile] lee_bella and [personal profile] pauraque for helping me with the spoiler coding for this entry!]

Unrelated Aside: I am slowly working on reorganizing my journal (updating my sticky and profile, reorganizing my tags--which are a mess), and I'm realizing it's going to be a bit of a project! Slow and steady, self, slow and steady.

Help?

Jul. 24th, 2025 08:21 pm
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I might be misremembering, but is there a way to use spoiler tags in DW entries? I can't find anything in the FAQ and searching leads me to a lot of years-old possibly out-of-date info. But I thought for sure there was a tag for them here.

If not a natural built-in tag, what do people usually do when they want to spoiler cut something? Just make a regular cut for it? Or use code to have a highlight-to-read effect?

I swear to god, I used to know this. I stop posting for one whole year and I forget how everything works here, geesh!
sdk: (venture bros - dr girlfriend laptop)
[personal profile] torino10154 and I just announced the 10th annual Salt & Pepper Fest over at [community profile] hp_goldenage! All the info is here and we're accepting prompts here until the 16th. Take a gander if older Harry Potter characters are something that interests you!

We also will be announcing a new round of [community profile] firewhiskeyfic soon for December (as soon as I can get a banner made, tbh!) so look out for that.

stuff I'm watching--Venture Bros., Game of Thrones, Quantum Leap--and general fannish feelings )
sdk: (awz - celine sunglasses)
TMI, but I'm in the middle of a horrific crampy time (thanks, uterus) and have been couch-bound for the past couple of days.

So it's random list time.

+ I am highly amused that Tumblr has made up a "lost" Martin Scorsese film (Goncharov) to the point that there is a flash fest now based around this "canon." (Amusingly, that's how I found out about this phenomenon. Saw the flash fest promoted on DW, was randomly browsing Tumblr later that day and caught a few references to it, then finally put it together that this was a wholly and completely made-up movie in a way that only Tumblr can do.) There are now articles out on the web about this. This polygon one is fun.

+ I've been binge-watching Leverage after finally starting Leverage: Redemption just in time for its second season and this has confirmed to me that Nate Ford was the worst character and completely drowned the entire show in his manpain and oh, it is such a relief to be free of him. Though Leverage: Redemption does suffer a little bit from angst over the death of Nate (Sophie, he sucked! Get over it!) and a lack of Hardison (I think the actor had conflicting jobs during filming maybe?), Noah Wyle is a charming addition and I love Hardison's little sister taking over as the hacker. Parker and Eliot continue to be perfect. I hope they get at least as many seasons as the original.

+ I signed up for The Cocktail Hour, a low-pressure prompt fest in which you get a random cocktail and create whatever you want in response. Since it's not anonymous and everyone can see, I can state I received "Ruby Dutchess" as my prompt. I immediately got an idea and brainstormed it out a little bit, realized it would take 10K at the very least to tell this story, and promptly despaired because I'm so out of practice with writing that the idea of finishing a 10K+ fic by Dec 30th is laughable at best. Fortunately, I have come up with a backup idea that will be much, much shorter. Still, fingers crossed.

+ And speaking of fests, The Salt and Pepper Fest is open for claiming here on [community profile] hp_goldenage. There are lots of fun prompts for Harry Potter characters aged 50+ (regardless of their ages in canon itself) so take a gander if that's of interest. Pieces aren't due until February, so there's a nice long creation time built in. Claiming stays open until basically the due date. So as long as you have time to create something, you can claim it!

I think that's it for me. The couch is calling again. Hope y'all are having a good week! ♥
sdk: (ds9 - awkward silence)
In case you missed it, there is a poll here on [community profile] firewhiskeyfic to determine the date of our next event. If you're a regular participant or never participated before but would like to, please go fill it out! (Also there are some silly comment!fics for your enjoyment.)

We also have about 5 days left of accepting prompts over at [community profile] hp_goldenage for our upcoming Salt & Pepper Fest here. We allow up to 7 prompts per person so come give us all of your ideas!

An update to the spam situation I spoke about in my last post: I have continued to get cryptic messages (with attached porn, naturally) almost daily. I shared a new one with [personal profile] pauraque the other day and they decided to google it and found the random sentence I'd been given was from an older sci-fi novel. I looked up the novel, thought it sounded interesting, and now have it checked out from the library. Are the spam bots winning?
sdk: (gen - fear and loathing batcountry)
Just finished watching Weird: The Al Yankovic story and all I can say is LOLOLOL.

Okay that's not all I can say. I am completely unsurprised that Dan Rad took this role. It's offbeat, quirky, and well, weird, which fits him, but I do remember being surprised by the casting when I first heard about the movie. light spoilers )

In other news, I've somehow ended up on this spam list that writes random sentences in an effort to avoid spam filters (so far successfully) in hopes that I will click on their porn video attachments. Tonight I got this: "$7993 Intrigued her. A limit our minds impose to simplify our lives." Why am I trying to find deeper meaning in this? insert laughcry emoji here
sdk: (sg-1 - not now sam's reading)
Oof I haven't updated in forever. I keep meaning to! I have trip pictures and fandom things to talk about but I just haven't sat down and made the time to actually write an entry. When you go a month without updating, it just seems so hard to get back into the habit.

But I've been under the weather for a couple of days and yesterday I spent most of the day in bed and binge-read two books, and it's been so long since I just sat and read. It was fantastic. Besides the feeling ill part of things.

I used to always have a library book on loan digitally, but since the last few times I'd checked things out, I ended up returning the books without reading them, I had nothing in the app to turn to. But my library app has this section called "Rainbow Reads" for queer books "resonating beyond pride month" and none of them had wait time so I dove into that!

some book rambling )

In fandom news, [community profile] bbtp_challenge is officially back and I still can't believe it's been running for 16 years now. I have an idea of what to write thanks to [personal profile] torino10154 and [personal profile] pauraque brainstorming with me but now I have to conquer actually writing, always the toughest job.
sdk: A great white shark about to breach with a rainbow filter and text that reads sdk (hp - hufflepuff)
[community profile] hp_goldenage's Salt and Pepper fest is now posting! We have two weeks of creations featuring Harry Potter characters at ages 50+ for your enjoyment. You can follow along at the community or at our collection for the 2022 fest on AO3. Always a good time! ♥
sdk: (coffee prince - exercise)
+ Last night my winding street turned into a rushing river. It was a crazy sight and I thanked the universe my house is set up on a hill and we don't have flooding problems because yeesh. But I was reminded of a time in my late teens when I lived in Kansas City, was driving through a storm and ended up in a full-on flood, water up to mid-car doors, like I thought my vehicle was suddenly going to turn into a boat? I managed to get out of there with my car still running in some kind of miracle. What is the saying? Angels protect the young and foolish?

+ I think I've been playing too much World of Warcraft because my dreams are now filled with questing but in real life. I'm not in the game, but I'm running around my actual town and picking up quests from people for things I actually need to do like "Get your car fixed" and "Schedule that doctor's appointment" and "Donate that pile of clothes sitting in the spare room" etc., and so on. Maybe I'd be more motivated to do these things in real life if I got a new mount at the end of the quest chain, lol.

+ I'm having such a hard time writing this month. January I made my habit goal easily, even posted a few small things. I was excited to sit down and write every time I scheduled it. February, I've been dragging my feet, making excuses, giving myself the "I don't wanna" toddler routine when it's time to write. Which sucks because I have actual due dates that are coming up quickly (never mind the one that just passed) and I'm regretting committing to even the smallest drabble. Blegh.

+ Happy Saturday! I want to end on a positive note but... I guess that's all I have right now. It's the weekend, yay? ♥
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A while back I was making a playlist on Spotify for my favorite musical numbers to belt out when I'm alone and no one can hear me*. I searched for Fascinating Rhythm and was listening to the myriad of versions available to decide which one(s) I'd add (the Fred Astaire and Ella Fitzgerald made the cut) and singing along and then realized the lyrics could so easily be a metaphor for ADHD. Or at least, how I experience it.

*Except for my pets, of course. The cats just ignore me but sometimes Molly howls along lol

lyrics here )

And then I found a cover by Jacob Collier (or more accurately, by 14 Jacob Colliers) and I have never heard a more accurate representation of what it's like inside my brain when I go full ADHD. Including the random musical genre change in the middle?? It's chaotic and so random but also beautiful and fun but also uncomfortable and very overwhelming. So if you've ever been curious about what it can be like in my brain? Here's a song for you.

youtube embed under the cut )

And in full ADHD fashion, I abandoned my musical playlist and went down a rabbit hole of Jacob Collier songs. My favorites thus far (links to Youtube):

Sleeping On My Dreams (I <3 the dancing in this video especially)
All I Need (Performed in his bathroom, which as Jimmy Kimmel says in the intro, is not as gross as it sounds. I'm amazed at this guy's creativity.)
Time To Rest Your Weary Head (Simple and beautiful; the time-lapse video is a perfect match for the song)

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