Tags: struggle

stained glass

2014 last hurrah

this year has brought about the beginnings and endings of many beautiful things. i am not sure what this coming year will bring, but i know i'm not ready yet to say goodbye. 

things are changing, and change is hard. i feel like i am losing people, gaining empty space in the absence of friendship. it's hard to always be the one to get left behind. to be stalled and stagnant while the rest of the world advances in leaps and bounds. i am selfish, and i wish people wouldn't. 

thank God for His perfect peace, because i know He will sustain me. He MUST sustain me, for i know what i am losing even if i am the only one who see  it clearly. He will carry me, because there will be nothing else. no one but my Lord. 



happy new year, everyone (: