work was ridiculous and i am glad it is a 3 day weekend.
ive had this piece of shit for about 4 years. so i made a new journal. my thoughts will go in it, rather than a recap of the day...which if i feel like writing about, i will do so in here. ...dont be offended if i didnt add you and if you would like to be added, then BY ALL MEANS! ADD ME! UHK UHK UHK!!!
damn it all. i set my alarm to get up around 11...that definately didnt work. now ive got to rush to have some free time before a full day of work. and its so nice out. blah. i had better get a damn good check this week...
there has been a lack of emotion in my posts lately... life has been great and full and beautiful and busy. so i usually just write the small events that happened from day to day. which is okay, to a point...but the bigger emotions are left for me to think about to myself.....i started this journal years ago to reflect and think about life by putting it into words, and even though i may be doing that by spewing out the events from my days, it doesnt seem like enough for me. hmm. who knows...maybe if i have time today i will start a new journal. for now: sleep, regain conciousness, shower, go to work. have a good day.
i woke up way too late today...it was really nice out and i hate to waste days like this. went into work at 4...it gets alot busier than passerelis ever did, but i think ill be able to handle it...i am a twenty third degree ninja after all... so now im sitting here, deciding what to do with the rest of my night and waiting for my pizza to get here... it figures..i work at a pizza place making pizza i cant eat all day, then i come home and order pizza from somehwere else... good times. well thats all ive got for now. goodnight.
so i got 8 hours in at work tonite. easy work. and a bunch of cigarette breaks. and 2 meals for free. then came home around 3am. awesome. it turns out that that place is a piano bar...so i got to listen to descent music(for the most part) the whole time i worked. it also turns out that staying until a bar closes really makes me not want to go to bars ever. especially in milwaukee. small and personal drug/alcohol pow-wows for me, thank you very much. tommorrow i go to drop off my papers for the appartment finally..which i had been putting off until i had a job to write down on the application. then krunk time at austins.
but right now.
im going to go sit outside and enjoy....everything.
fuuuuuuuuuck yea. i am now employed. start work today in milwaukee with cassandra and then i begin at derangos on the 18th. ill be making enough to pay my rent and live pretty comfortabley. we move in to that place on june 1st. by then i will have enough to pay escrow and the first month, and i will even have enough to pay off that ticket if they dont end up dropping it altogether.
im glad that everything is turning out the way i had hoped it would when i made the final descision to move. it couldnt be any more perfect.
wheres that phone call at derangos...mother fucks...im just gonna call them in a few minutes...
today was pretty nice, painted some more, made some food, hung out with kyle and maya, then me and maya got some coffee at home run. i need cigarettes.
oh yea and wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!! we have that place for sure and they said we could move in on june 1st. fuck yes. perfect. perfect perfect perfect.
second peice i did, trying to get back to the level i was at stylisticly half a year ago. i wish it was a bigger board to i could do something more technical. oh well.
groggy
mellow
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