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Two Tumblr posts to read re: fandom racism and recent choices by people in (or previously in) the OTW.

A pattern of dismissal and retaliation: the experiences of Zixin Z. and the Chinese volunteers by [tumblr.com profile] fandomantiracism

former otw board candidate's attempted take-down of a volunteer of color is cruel. and racist! by [tumblr.com profile] fiercynn

I know it's a lot to take in. I know the past couple of months have been a relentless stream of revelations about racism, toxicity and dysfunction inside the OTW. But especially us white folks need to speak out against it. We can't turn away because it makes us uncomfortable, or harshes our squee, or whatever. Fans of color don't have the choice to ignore racism.

You can listen to and uplift the voices of fans of color and others speaking out about racism. You can boost posts like these on Dreamwidth and other social media.

You can even write the OTW. Their contact form is right here. (Now, I've never received a reply from the Board, and there are only two of them left at this point. But writing them can't be more pointless than not saying anything at all, right?)

The election is uncontested, which means all five candidates will join the Board. But votes will determine which candidates get seats for the full term, and which will take on the remainders of vacated seats. So if you're a voting member of the OTW, you can vote for who you think is most qualified for full terms. You can find candidate Q&A:s and hopefully soon chat question replies through the Election tag on the OTW website.

So while none of it is a quick and easy fix to racism, there are things you can do.

The one thing that won't do anything, however? Remaining silent on where you stand.

ETA: Or as [personal profile] clevermanka so eloquently put it,

I mean, it will do something, which is help to reaffirm the current status quo.

Silence is never neutral.
naye: Inclusive rainbow flag cartoon picrew of me with "END OTW RACISM" over my face. (#EndOTWRacism)
Ex-Board candidate Emyn wrote an entire post blaming Kutti, a fan of color, for dropping out bc she talked so much about racism but not nicely enough (!!!). He also lies about her actions. Linking to [personal profile] impertinence's great rebuttals: https://stopthatimp.tumblr.com/post/724125416782200832/so-first-of-all-the-very-basic-answer-is-that

Kutti's own post sheds even more light on the racism she and other volunteers face from the OTW. She also points out Emyn has gotten her mixed up with another POC: https://dhobikikutti.dreamwidth.org/135655.html

ETA: Kutti has updated the post with a story from candidate Zixin about a question even OTW realized was over the line and so didn't originally share in the Q&A. Now she's decided to share the question, and her answer, and it's something everyone should read. Even if you think you understand how precarious the Chinese AO3 volunteers' position is, this will really drive that home. And it will show that members of the OTW are willing to weaponize this in a way that is truly horrifying.
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Alex Tischer and two other members of the OTW Board (two who were on hiatus) have just resigned: https://www.transformativeworks.org/resignation-of-otw-directors/

For context see my previous post: https://naye.dreamwidth.org/2398548.html
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Boosting dhobikikutti's post on OTW Board Member Alex Tischer here: https://dhobikikutti.dreamwidth.org/135023.html

There's a comment here with a message to the Development and Membership Committee & OTW Board both: https://dhobikikutti.dreamwidth.org/135023.html?thread=1794159#cmt1794159

I posted slightly edited versions of this through the OTW's contact form here: https://www.transformativeworks.org/contact_us (The URL popped up in my autocomplete, and despite being a frequent Writing The Board person I've never gotten an actual reply. Still! Maybe someone is reading their mail?)

For anyone reading it without context what Alex is quoted as saying might not seem all that bad. So just know that the Board were the ones making decisions that endangered volunteers, and that the "common language" thing was Alex scolding volunteers with Chinese as a first language who struggled with the communications they were receiving as part of their work for AO3. It was so bad the Board apologized for Alex's behavior in the disastrous Board meeting on Discord (July 2nd I think?), and yet here Alex is completely unapologetic and saying they'd make the same remarks again!

ETA: More context can be found in [personal profile] dhobikikutti's post here: https://dhobikikutti.dreamwidth.org/134659.html

CCAP is short for what the OTW calls "Constructive Corrective Action Procedure".

ETA2: More on Alex's behavior here: https://synonymous.dreamwidth.org/8886.html

ETA3: Alex has resigned: https://www.transformativeworks.org/resignation-of-otw-directors/
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I can't even summarize how racist the OTW is being to [personal profile] dhobikikutti, a volunteer who has spoken out about the racism she has experience within the org. It's absolutely mindboggling, especially knowing the kind of toxic shit people have been pulling for as long as the organization has existed without ANY official pushback, much less this kind of attempts to silence an individual. Go read her post, and learn how it's more important not to make people "uncomfortable" by speaking about racism than it is to NOT HAVE A RACIST ORGANIZATION: https://dhobikikutti.dreamwidth.org/134659.html
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If you only read one (or one more) thread on what Rahaeli/Denise/synecdochic has said, please make it this thread by thingswithwings. For a version with ALT text I think you can't use the Nitter link, but have to go to the original here.

“Critique is not censorship, though it is often “mistaken” for such when there is motive to ignore the critique.”

But really, you should also read this thread right here.

Back on Dreamwidth, and focusing on an actual institution that needs changing rather than a single person with locked social media:

[personal profile] doctorskuld has done a Preliminary rundown of the candidates for OTW Board 2023

And [personal profile] runpunkrun is doing her usual fabulous job of asking relevant questions of the OTW Board, and they share info about how to do that and more links in #EndOTWRacism turns its attention to the OTW Board of Directors
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I've made my own feelings on Denise's total derail of incredibly important conversations to attack Stitch clear already.

The feelings have not gotten less full of despair since Denise doubled down, in a thread that Tanndell masterfully refutes here.

[personal profile] amara1783 shared their feelings in a super informative post with lots of good sources.

[personal profile] no_detective just wrote brilliant post with anger and poetry.

And here, [personal profile] clevermanka says it like it is. (If you're not speaking up about racism in all your communities, including fandom, your silence supports racists.)

New reactions, same as the old reactions )

Meanwhile: has Azarias gotten an apology from Legal for implying she had done something horribly unethical and also illegal? Why did OTW shut down the AO3 Weibo account? Did they seriously not inform the Chinese volunteers about it before it happened? Did they really risk connecting Mainland Chinese volunteers with pro-Taiwanese independent sentiments?? What do we think of the OTW's response to #EndOTWRacism? What should the next step of that campaign be? Or should more people organize similar efforts focusing on different aspects of fandom racism? (I know I'd be up for 30 Days Of Posting About Antiracism or something like that!)

Oh, and OTW Elections are coming up! I...got pretty burned out on OTW elections in 2020. It was just after their statement on how the OTW had failed fans of color and needed to do better, yet the candidates didn't prioritize that issue at all. (And the ones that got elected continued to not prioritize it (see the OTW's own recent statement re: not doing enough until now), so hey. In hindsight their lukewarm answers are even more telling.) And I have told the OTW Board I wasn't going to donate unless they fixed their hearts on racism.

But. I'm going to put that behind me and pay attention this year. I'm going to look at the candidates, and ask questions. And I haven't been able to bring myself to fork over the $10 membership fee yet (I have until June 30th), because I hate that they have a good $2.5 million around that they are doing absolutely nothing useful with at all.

I mean. I don't even know if the OTW as an organization can be fixed.

But I loved what [personal profile] chestnut_pod originally wrote in the post I think everyone's read by now: It will never be perfect, but it will be better. So. I'll try to make it better. At least one more time before I give up.

And in that spirit: some more anti-racist resources to read and reflect on (no_detective lists several from a great Twitter thread).

[personal profile] wistfuljane's magnificent Timeline of Racism in Fandom. (You need to know what it looks like before you can fight it.)
How to be antiracist in fandom, and other spaces: identifying white supremacy culture and stepping away from it
A To Do List for White Fandom
An Eye-Opening Prespective (Original here on Instagram)
Robot Hugs Comic on Tone Policing
Some Advice from XiranJayZhao on Twitter.
A list of things you can do to be antiracist

Finally - a very simple primer on fucking up as a white person in fandom by Buttonthemdown on Twitter.

Apr 18, 2022:
And if you ever fuck up, because we all do, apologize. Learn. Fix it. Try to be better. Don't do it again. Don't make excuses, don't tell us you did it by accident, we know. Being anti-racist is not about your feelings or intentions. We just want you to STOP doing the thing!

I see so many white folks get super defensive when asked to stop doing a thing/do a different thing. So imma say this again:

1️⃣ Apologize.
2️⃣ Stop doing the wrong thing.
3️⃣ Start doing the right thing.

It's literally that fucking simple.

Under no circumstances should you ever say, "I'm just being targeted bc I'm white" or "I'm not a racist, you're the real racist for pointing this out."

These two responses show you care more about your own tender feefees than being anti-racist and doing anti-racist work.
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Turns out I feel quite differently being on a hellsite owned by a cartoon villain fascist and being on a site I thought was a tight-knit fandom community but where the co-founder doesn't show any proof but is repeating lies about a Black person for being vocally antiracist in a way that some people disagree with.

Literally not a shred of proof - as Renay on Twitter said, this is "Lurkers support me in emails" levels of bullshittery.

And I am mad, and sad, and it doesn't feel great at all that someone with that much influence over the platform (and probably admin access to my account!) derails what was a very important conversation about volunteer abuse and racism with "citing Stitch's work undermines (word used on Twitter, not in the linked post) #EndOTWRacism".

REALLY??

From where I am standing, lies are undermining antiracist work in fandom, but okay?? Did you read Stitch's work before deciding it "undermined" the movement? Do you demand that every single cause you believe in is run by (and apparently cites work by) people you yourself find morally pure enough to support?

If so: interesting position coming from the co-founder of the home to Fail Fandom Anon!

But if not: why do you apply this kind of moral purity requirement on an antiracist fandom movement, and not all the anonymous people on FFA you cite as a reliable source in this post?

It's really interesting how white people set extremely high standards for who they will listen to about racism in fandom.

Tweet by @maidensblade: If the only anti-racism that is allowed is the kind that doesn't make white people uncomfortable, that means anti-racism is not really allowed.

In fact...as far as I know there are only two people who have published reams of work about racism in fandom (lots more have obviously written about it in general), and they've both been the target of ongoing lies and harassment campaigns! So if you want #EndOTWRacism to cite someone else - why don't you find other voices to uplift without attacking someone who has already been through so much? (For those who don't know: someone got so upset about Stitch's writing they decided to try to get them fired from their job at Teen Vogue, and also called the cops on them. This is SWATTING, and it kills people. Especially people of color! Stitch has had to lock down their social media because of sustained harassment campaigns that didn't let up even when they publicly posted about grieving their father's death.)

Anyway. I have followed Stitch for years, and have seen none of this infamous harassment. You'd think if someone was organizing harassment CAMPAIGNS those of us reading their blog, and following their Twitter account(s) would know about it? That someone would have screenshots of this terrible behavior, if it's so prevalent? But no!

Sure, Stitch has expressed some very human frustration and acerbic takes in their own space, but nobody is forced to follow them, or read their blog?

"Oh but they're antiBlack--"

Let me stop you right there.

Tweet by @DarthRevanaRen: I'm just going to say it. Pick me POC etc, were exactly the right terms for how this still continues to unfold. The fact people tried to claim them as slurs when they are not is projection. It's mean but it's true and that's the problem.

Here's the Wiktionary definition for anyone who hasn't come across this term before.

Pick-me )

So yeah, Stitch is not the only writer to use this expression when writing about, essentially what in anti-faminist circles looks like "Well I'm a woman, and I think catcalling is fun!"

Pointing out patterns like this (e.g: some women will shut down other women and support misogynists) is not racist.

And if someone feels like going off on Dr Pande's work - Dr Pande being the other person who writes a lot about fandom and racism, and who I've seen people use as an excuse not to support #EndOTWRacism who cited their work - then please read this Twitter thread or this Tumblr post. Or both! They're a very good example of the kind of lies and harassment that happens every time a fan of color (and yes, Dr Pande is a fan!), speaks up about racism.

Anyway, all of this to say that I thought I felt uncomfortable on Dreamwidth before, but I feel much more uncomfortable now!

At least on Twitter the odds of Elon Musk personally stepping in to attack friends of mine is quite minuscule, and I can still get some use out of his crumbling platform. Here I know there is a good chance that my post will be linked by the anons over on FFA, who can then add some more grudgewank lies about me to the stew, and share the whole thing straight with the person making news posts on Dreamwidth. (Because yes, people are lying about me too, for signal boosting the #EndOTWRacism campaign.)

Not a great feeling!

Not a great feeling at all.

But I'm gonna end on a different note. Here's a thread on ways to support Stitch! If you can, do. They deserve it. ♥

And here's a very handy graphic for my fellow white folks that Amara shared on Twitter, originally from here on Instagram


Image description: a list of statements with arrows that go from one statement to another statement, and then back to the first in a loop. I'll list them as two statements, but please keep in mind that 2 circles back to 1!

Contradictions for white people in racial justice work
  • White people are a particular liability in racial justice movements ↴
    • White people have specific and critical roles in racial justice movements ↺
  • It can feel humiliating to have not participated meaningfully in racial justice work before now, and suddenly want to join ↴
    • In order to grow stronger and win, the movement requires new people to join ↺
  • When you're working on ending an oppression that you benefit from, people will rightly mistrust you and be hard on you ↴
    • When you're working on ending racism, it's good to be nice to yourself and patient with yourself ↺
  • White activists need to listen to, defer to, and take leadership from POC ↴
    • Because "POC" is not a monolithic identity that all believes one thing, white activists need to cultivate their own analysis and judgment over time ↺
  • One specific role for white people is being tough about holding one another accountable ↴
    • Another key role for white people is extending compassion, care and patience to other white people ↺
  • Racial justice work involves white people giving up or giving away their power ↴
    • Another part of Racial justice work is white people strategically using their power rather than hiding it, denying it or pretending it doesn't exist. ↺

Caption by the OP: if you’re leaning too far in one direction, try the other one

ETA: I am screening anonymous comments, and deleted the one that was posted. I'm out here posting my opinons under my handle of 20+ years across every single fandom site/social media I've ever used. If you can't at least put your fandom handle behind your own opinions on my post, you aren't worth my time, and I will not be giving you a platform. (I don't even know that the comment disagreed with me, so this is just a FYI.)
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OTW News posted this today: An Update from the OTW Board and Chairs

(It's also here on AO3.)

Gonna pick a highlight here:

But first, we have a duty to acknowledge that this work hasn’t been nearly as prompt as we had hoped, and that the main victims of our delayed progress are the people of color who continue to suffer due to harassment and slow action. In May, fans organized a campaign against racism in the OTW, and we want to take a moment to thank everyone who participated. We hear and appreciate the people who continue to reach out to us, to share their ideas and their concerns, and to hold us accountable.

Hey - that's us! Those of us who took action. Who talked about it, or changed our icons or AO3 work titles, or contacted the OTW Board, or did all of that. We made this happen. ♥

I've seen a lot of pushback against #EndOTWRacism, particularly on Dreamwidth (weird to see Twitter be more reasonable and balanced about anything, but that's been my experience). So the fact that the Board & Chairs of OTW are thanking everyone who participated? That means something.

(It means I'm gonna have this statement bookmarked for the next bad-faith attack claiming wanting OTW to be better about "making [their] organization and [their] projects more welcoming and inclusive to fans of color, and preventing and combating racist harassment on [their] platforms" is somehow censorship/the anti agenda/pro-harassment or whatever.)
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Latest development on the OTW situation: the Board & Legal have both made statements on the CSEM & firing Azarias; [personal profile] synecdochic has shared some advice for volunteers:

At this point, the only recommendation I can make, as a matter of professional ethics and a matter of basic human decency, is that every person volunteering for the OTW should resign their volunteer positions immediately and remove themselves from the organization.

So. Yeah.

Meanwhile: May 31st is the last day of the two-week #EndOTWRacism action, but it's not too late to take part! There's a form here to sign up for future actions.

As a reminder for anyone who wants to get involved: OTW Board elections are coming up August 11-14. Make sure to fork over the $10 membership fee before June 30th if you want to actually vote. You don't afaik need to be a member to submit Q&A questions or participate in candidate chats.

Finally, Stitch wrote a fabulous piece on #EndOTWRacism in Teen Vogue!

I want to quote some bits, because they're so good, but first of all I need to say this:

I am so tired of people lying about Stitch. I first heard about their work in very negative terms, and instead of going "oh I'm sure the internet is telling the truth about this Black nonbinary person" I started following them and reading their work. Which - yeah, it hit a nerve, and it took a while to process.

But guess what? In something like five years I have seen none of the rumored harassment campaigns or "racism" or whatever racist trolls are saying bout them. Literally no receipts on any actual maliciousness or lying. Only a few things taken out of context and then blown up by people so fragile they cannot handle the the fact that, yes, as white people raised in society we are all racist. We need to learn how to not act on that ingrained racism, but it's not like we're immune to it! When Stitch points out patterns in shipping, and in other fandom behaviors, those are patterns that exist, not personal attacks. But that's how people have been taking it, and that's why people have tried to get Stitch fired (!) and fucking called the cops on them. On a Black person in the US! Because some white woman thought Stitch not being nice enough to racists in their writing (that this white woman was not being forced to read, btw) was "harassment".

With that out of the way, on to Stitch's own words:

If you position yourself as opposed to anti-racism in a space or situation, you are racist. If you only support anti-racism measures from people who will talk how you want, say what you want, and hold the hands of racists in fandom like you want… you are a racist. If you're lying about fans of color you don't know and have never spoken to or read in good faith in order to devalue their work or comments on racism in fandom, you are a racist. If you are derailing, dismissing, and undermining anti-racist efforts in fandom because you think fandom will be irreparably damaged and that, somehow, AO3 will collapse under the weight of being judged for a thing that fans of color have been talking about for its entire lifetime… you are racist and so is fandom. To flip the Ibram X. Kendi quote around: the opposite of “anti-racist” is “racist,” and if you refuse to be anti-racist in fandom or anywhere else because you don’t like the tone, methods, or identities of the people of color speaking on something that has actively harmed them? You’re… you've guessed it: a racist.

There is no getting around that and no point in softening my words to be gentle with someone who thinks that anti-racism is directly opposed to the values of queer/feminist “transformative” fandom — and will actively harm and lie about fans of color to make their points. Fandom is racist, has always been racist, and is now getting worse right in front of our salads due to an increasing wave of overt white supremacy masked as anti-censorship and max inclusivity.

[...]

Something like #EndOTWRacism exists alongside the spirit of fandom activism that brought us Fandom Trumps Hate, only this is a small movement asking fans to speak up and say something about how the OTW hasn’t lived up to the promises they made to make the fandom spaces they manage a little safer for fans of color. If we want the wider world to be better, then it’s okay to be an activist in fandom. But the second fans of color want fandom itself to be better, to let us have more equal treatment and fewer double standards, then we’re outsiders, antis, and bullies? Okay. Sure.

It is deeply frustrating and disheartening to watch people tell us that fans of color don’t matter more than racist content and behavior in fandom. Fans of color deserve better, and gently demanding it from a single fandom space that promised to do so but keeps dragging its heels isn’t anti-fandom. It’s our right to speak up and be heard. If you’ve got a problem with that, yes even if you’re a POC too, you just might be racist. Work on that, perhaps, but get out of the way while you do.


And for the record, I agree with every single thing Stitch says here.
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#EndOTWRacism has spawned so much discussion it really is impossible to keep up! One of the most interesting aspects of it is the domino effect of calling the OTW out on one thing leading to a lot of people calling the OTW out on a lot of other things. They all relate to how the Board hasn't made promised changes to make AO3 safer for fans of color, and also how terrible their communication on anything related to that process has been, because it's becoming clear that overpromising, under-delivering, and leaving everyone out of the loop is the whole org in a nutshell. That and happily burning out volunteers without taking any of their hoarded 2.5 million dollars and turning it into much-needed paid advice, paid administration or paying for mental health assistance to those volunteers needing it after being targeted in the heinous attacks last year.

All of this to say that I'm very grateful to [personal profile] synonymous for creating a DW to track these discussions across different platforms.

What I've been reading the last couple of days has been so horrible as to be shocking even after I thought I knew how bad things could be for the volunteers. I've literally been so upset as to be shaking afterwards. The only actual CWs are for mentions of the CSEM attack on volunteers last year, but overall it's just... awful.
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Hi. Been gone a while. It's been good for me to take a break from Dreamwidth. However:

I wanted to post something here as soon as I saw EndOTWRacism's Call to Action (now on Dreamwidth!), because it was very much along the lines of the fandom & racism link round-ups I've been doing on and off for the past three years. But - wow. And I do mean this both in the best and worst ways: it's been like drinking from a fire hose.

After watching discussions on ways in which AO3 in particular allows for racist harassment, (and how they should not do that) go around in the same tiny circles on Twitter and DW, it's suddenly exploded over every single social media I am on. (Special shoutout to Mastodon, where Punk has been doing a lot of signal boosting, and satsuma has a been posting daily recs from the End Racism in the OTW collection!) There have been so many threads, post, and excellent discussions that I literally haven't had the time to both keep up and also round them all up to share.

At the same time, the backlash has been equally everywhere, which has been… horrifying. Because okay, at this point I'm just going to say it:

If you are on social media being loudly anti anti-racism, those two "antis" cancel themselves out, and you are now just arguing for racism.

So. Seeing so many people in fandom be racist enough that they choose arguing for racism has been rough! And it's not something that's great fun to share, especially knowing I have white friends who will shrug it off knowing it doesn't affect them, and racialized friends who can't shrug it off. It makes it hard to know if sharing the extremes of racist fandom rants is a net good (because it highlights what's going on and might be eye-opening to some), or a net evil (because it inflicts harm on those already targeted by racists in fandom).

But it's the Glorious 25th of May (a real celebration of Terry Pratchett; a fictional celebration of a People's Revolution), a week into the #EndOTWRacism's proposed action period of May 17-31, and I wanted to share what I've done, and resources for everyone who wants to join in the action.

Write a letter to the OTW Board )

Change the title of your works, add them to the collection, make something new, engage with other works! )

Change your icon/banner )

Resources



I also want to highlight some of the official #EndOTWRacism's Tumblr post account that aren't on their Dreamwidth. (ETA: The RSS doesn't show these anymore, so these link to Tumblr.) In my opinion, these add a lot of context, and I feel like anyone engaging in any discussion about the #EndOTWRacism action really ought to have read all of these before trotting out yet another slippery slope strawman or going off on some tired whataboutism.
Finally, some really good Tumblr posts reblogged by the EndOTWRacism account - again linking to the Dreamwidth post:
  • pretty-weird-ideas: A solution to the current AO3 Harassment TOS being seen as unfit for certain types of harassment (such as racism) would be to codify the already present TOS.
  • indifferentvincent: RE: End OTW Racism Derailment
  • beatrice-otter: You’ve probably seen [tumblr.com profile] end-otw-racism in the last few days, trying to get people to support their efforts to get the AO3 to actually DO something about the racism problem that AO3 has admitted that it has.
  • griseldagimpel: Steps AO3 Can Take to Minimize Racism in the Archive
  • elumish:In light of some of the backlash to the End OTW Racism protest, and particularly the concern that an anti-harassment policy would lead to abuse of reporting mechanisms or censorship of unpopular authors/ships, I want to remind everyone...
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Finally had enough time, energy, and the required computer setup to compose a 1000 character message for the Hold the OTW to its word letter writing campaign! No idea if I have enough brain to make sense, but this is what I sent over:


Vision Statement - Transparency re: Diversifying Spaces


In the Vision Statement published July 30th last year there was a lot of great stuff under the headline "Diversifying Spaces". Combined with the commitment to Transparency, I've been excited to see news about how that work progressess - and been extremely disappointed when the OTW newsletters don't mention anything about the Diversifying work at all. The question of "creating a space that is welcoming to all groups, especially Black fans and fans of color" is extremely important to me, and the extended silence on it feels very much like ongoing inaction, rather than the improvement the Vision Statement made me hopeful for. I have written several times regarding this issue, but gotten no reply from you. So today I want to keep it brief and just ask reiterate that I feel it is important to know that work is progressing on Diversifying Spaces. Silence seems like inaction. Including updates in your regular newsletter and other easy-to-find communication is genuinely important

-naye


Here's the master post for the campaign, courtesy of [personal profile] runpunkrun, who has links for boosting it on social media, and a great thread of questions to ask the OTW. They also have an update with the form letter they received in response to their own letter.
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Hey, remember my summary of how the OTW has failed to take the anti-racist action it promised?

Here's something everyone can actually do about it! [personal profile] runpunkrun has put together a letter-writing campaign - I'll copy their intro here:

It's FEBRUARY and you know what that means! That's right, it's been six months since the OTW published its Vision Statement 2022-2025. During that time there's been little communication of the progress being made on those goals despite one of those goals being increased transparency. Let's hold the OTW to its word.

There's an example of the email Punk wrote (the form only takes 1000 characters), and some more resources here:

Hold the OTW to its word.

I haven't had the time to do this myself yet - far too little sleep and many, many things to do right now, and I want to make sure my letter is as thoughtful as possible. But it's such a quick and easy thing, and it would mean so much to see some kind of acknowledgement from the OTW that their actions on racism matter. So please, especially if you're an ally - if you've ever felt that you wish you could do something to help? This is a thing you can do to help.
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Snowflake Challenge #3: Scream into the void

Honestly, I am so tired of this particular scream-worthy issue. At this point it feels more like sighing into the void? But I'm gonna do this, and I'm gonna do it with links!

Remember the Open Letter to the OTW on Racism in Fandom? )

Remember how a few days after it was published, they answered with a Statement )

So. The thing I didn't realize when I read this in June 2020 was that they really did mean "the future", there. As in, it's been two and a half years, and the whole "doing better" part is still very much scheduled for "the future". Which isn't great when, to look at their own words, fellow fans are suffering from their inaction.

But, you might think, surely they must have gotten somewhere? And have something planned? It's 2023! Isn't this future right around the corner?

Well. This week the OTW had a meeting. [personal profile] runpunkrun was there, and posted:

Notes from the January 7 OTW Quarterly Public Board Meeting )

That's...disheartening beyond words.

There's always the excuse of oh, we're just volunteer run, oh it takes time, oh it's hard.

And I am not saying it's not hard or doesn't take time, but I am saying it has been two and a half years, and if it's gonna take another five years it's pretty clear that it is also very much not a priority. Very much a case of paying lipservice in that 2020 Statement. Very, very much a case of "racism isn't our problem". (Can you hear my eyeroll?) But racism is our problem. It's all our problem. Not one we can fix with one magic trick, but one we can keep working and working and working on. To make the Archive of "our" own welcoming to all of us, not just those who aren't on the receiving end of racism!

Anyway. Yep. Typing this all out did give me screaming energy, but it does very much feel like it's into the void. (Literally where my messages to the OTW Board on all this have gone! I've sent a couple - the last one asking for any kind of reply to know they care at all. It's been way over a year, and I haven't gotten as much as a form letter back. That really says everything.)

Gonna end by linking to [personal profile] runpunkrun's post about her absolutely brilliant OTW Guest Post, and quote from a particularly pertinent bit:

About the OTW )

And if you're curious about more posts on this particular topic, everything in the tag fandom & racism should be unlocked.
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Forgot to post this here yesterday. It's been OTW fundraising time, which means that there's been a lot of talk on Twitter about how any criticism at all on AO3 must come from people who want to bring about censorship, purges, and the death of fandom. This of course ignores that anyone complaining about AO3 because of "illegal ships" or whatever can't really do anything except not donate, and that it then equates those kind of arguments with "AO3 hasn't done any robust anti-racist work, and BIPOC are getting harassed and alienated in ways OTW seem very slow to do anything at all about".

Can you imagine how exhausting it is for fans of color to hear, every six months, that actually protecting racism against some imagined censorship is so much more important than making AO3 a more welcoming space for them? I'm seeing the toll it's taking on my friends, and it just sucks. It sucks that a site that has given me so much joy in my fannish life doesn't offer the same experience to everyone.

[x.com profile] biheretic pointed out that even Wattpad has Terms of Service that calls out hate groups/extremist speech. AO3's TOS doesn't have anything similar. So that's just, you know. One small thing that the OTW already mentioned in June 2020 as something they could look at updating to help stop racist harassment and. Haven't. (Yes, I am aware these things move slowly, and are hard, and all that. But that doesn't mean I think it's okay to not prioritize working on this - and that should include communicating to the community if changes are underway but taking time.)

Oh, and for anyone wondering what solutions I have since I'm so concerned? I don't. I'm a Swedish academic librarian. I have done zero professional antiracist work in my life. I don't know shit about nonprofits. I don't want to dictate AO3 policy - I just want AO3 to have a policy that values fans of colors over racists. (A "let's be realistic" PS: no matter what happens, I am 100% certain that no fanworks already on AO3 are ever going to get deleted, no matter what policy is implemented. Not even those posted by obvious trolls. It would go against everything AO3 stands for, and there's just no way things would go from any hypothetical improvements to protect vulnerable users to THE PURGE where all noncon fic is next or whatever. And yes, the reason I feel compelled to make this explicit is that I have asked people upset at the idea that AO3 should be antiracist what they fear, and gotten that general scenario as the answer.)

Here's a pretty great thread that sums up where I stand on "so what's your solution", with a bonus bit where a friend who does know something about all this sketched out a suggestion out of nowhere because there are people who do that sort of thing. In contrast, here is a very recent, absolutely brilliant thread with a whole bunch of steps laid out the OTW could start taking today to make things better. Don't miss the QRT'd thread at the start with even more practical suggestions for internal changes!

Anyway, what I posted yesterday on Twitter was a letter I wrote to the OTW board. They have a contact form that only takes 1000 characters, but I'm kind of done trying to prune my opinions to fit that tiny little box, so I sent it in six parts instead of cutting it down.

If you want to send any comments about all this to the OTW Board, you can do so on the contact page here. Given that communications around their commitment to antiracism have been pretty much non-existent, and that other things that weren't even under discussion in June 2020 have seen priority action, reminders that there are those of us who love AO3 and desperately want it to do better would probably be a pretty good use of your time.




Dear members of the OTW Board,

I'm writing you regarding the actions outlined in and the spirit in which your July 2020 Statement from the OTW Board of Directors, Chairs, & Leads was made.

In the statement, you acknowledge that BIPOC had been hurt by your inaction, and promised to do better.

I am a white European, but since that statement I have seen continual harm to my friends targeted by racist harassers on AO3, and by your - the OTW's - continued silence and inaction.

I understand that as a volunteer run organization, progress can be slow. But since that statement there has been both communication around and action of a problem with malicious use of tags. The new limit is a great idea, and it was good to see it implement. I'm just disheartened that such swift action is possible when it comes to that one thing, but not to, for instance, the hiring of a diversity consultant.

I'm glad that such items are on your agenda. [1/6]

I wish that you would make them a more important part of what you communicate to users. Having a bullet point in each news update dedicated to how the work specifically with implementation/discussion of features discussed in the statement, or sharing a roadmap of where you hope your work on anti-racism will bring AO3, and what the stumbling blocks are would provide invaluable insight into the importance of this work.

In contrast, not mentioning it at all gives a strong impression that racism on AO3 causing harm to vulnerable users isn't something that OTW is very concerned about. I remember when AO3 warnings were first proposed, and how many people were against them. But I also remember that it was more important for the founders to make sure that authors would have an easy way to help sexual assault survivors and others come across topics that would harm them unawares. [2/6]

The fact that it's 2021 and nothing similar to help those who suffer from racism and antiblackness has even been discussed outside of your one statement is heartbreaking to me. If AO3 really is to be an Archive of OUR own, I want that "us" to include the users and creators who are currently deeply alienated by the unchecked racism on the site.

In the Board Meeting Minutes 29 September 2021, there is a question under AOB about pressure from outside groups wanting to implement censorship. This is a very familiar kind of wording to anyone who has ever talked about racism in fandom. It lumps concerns about the harm racism does to BIPOC together with people who think fictional ships can be "illegal". One of these things is a real world problem that fandom sadly cannot escape, but should do better on. The other is entirely made up. Answering the question without giving any though to the possible nuances of it seems unfortunate. [3/6]

It's also deeply troubling to see it phrased as "outside groups" wanting "unfavorable changes for creators". I personally want favorable changes for users and creators who shouldn't need to deal with the kind of racist harassment I've seen permitted under the current TOS. This in turn might be unfavorable to racist creators. (In 2021 surely it's obvious to everyone that with as many users as AO3 has, a subset of those users will be people who are racist?) But I'm not a member of any outside group. I had a Geocities page and a LiveJournal and I'm AO3 user #1417. I've got 182 posted works, from drabbles and longfic to podfic and vids and cover art for other's fanworks. For years my policy was to donate a dollar per work I had up on AO3 every donation drive, so that my contributions could increase as my ability to pay did. I'm part of this community - and so is everyone who wants to see anti-racist action. [4/6]

Again, answering without taking into account that part of the change you yourselves were promising in your 2021 statement sets a kind of precedent where discussions on potential improvements to make AO3 less racist are lumped in with "won't you think of the fictional children" nonsense.

This might seem like an insignificant detail, but by not adding any nuance, it contributes directly to the hostile environment that BIPOC speaking of their experiences in fandom face.

Your communications matter. Your silence matters. [5/6]

The last few times I've submitted questions through this form, silence is the only response I've gotten. I'm not asking you for an answer on any of the things I wanted to share today - though I hope that my email will be read, and if any of the Board would like more details about anything I'm talking about, please feel free to contact me either on this email or on Twitter ([profile] unnaye). I'm a white person who has had nothing but positive experiences on AO3, so I'm definitely not the one you owe any kind of communication or explanation. But I am asking for an acknowledgement that my message has been received, so I know whether there is any point in contacting you here at all.

Best wishes,
naye [6/6]




This isn't a discussion post, but feel free to message me if you want more links/resources.
naye: a thundercloud with lightning (thunder)
Unsurprisingly, fandom is still racist! (I mean, it's not like any of us can completely shake having been raised in a racist society. I know. I keep running into thoughts and assumptions that absolutely come from a place of internalized white supremacy. But we can do work to be our best, antiracist selves in our personal lives and our communities.)

So, since my last couple of posts on the subject, there's been a lot of discussion on Twitter.

First I wanted to link to some longform writing in the form of two relevant essays from Tumblr. They cover the sort of thing that we as white fans just don't get. For us, most of fandom is a happy escape. For BIPOC...not as much.

Original post Feb 2020, most recent addition Sept 19 2021
Reasons why fans of color leave/don't interact with fandom

September 20, 2021
Why POC leave fandoms, an essay that for some f**king reason needs to be written


The rest of this post is all Twitter links. I try to link to the first tweet of a thread, even if that isn't the tweet I quote. Timestamps are in my local time, simply to help contextualize the ongoing discussion and put it in chronological order. I'm using CopyCat to make linking easier, and that displays the users' chosen Twitter display names rather than their Twitter handles. (You can change both on Twitter, but it's much more common to change your display name than your handle.)

Okay, so this is picking up the discussion from the above-linked posts:

September 8th - 14th - lots of really good points (and some tweets by me), cut because this got overwhelmingly long but please do click to read. )

This discussion (and possibly - probably even, given Twitter - others like it) then got subtweeted by people, including these two threads that took off with many hundreds of likes each:

2:01 AM · Sep 19, 2021 niqaeli torres:
"just once, I want a single goddamned person positing shit they think the AO3 should enforce in terms of additional warnings (eg, racism) to explain to me who's going to *do* this enforcement. who are they volunteering for this trauma work? and it is trauma work, make no mistake."


3:29 AM · Sep 19, 2021 rahaeli:
"You can't have a policy without enforcement and you can't have enforcement without trauma work. A policy that places the burden of enforcement on the people affected by the behavior is unethical and one that removes the burden to those unaffected is ineffectual."



The following are, as far as I can tell, reactions to these and similar defenses of the AO3's inaction on racism:

10:33 AM · Sep 19, 2021 Fiendish 大哥 Skuld:
""It's hard and it's going to take a lot of effort to figure things out" shouldn't be an excuse to not do a thing that is worth doing. The fact that I continually see white folks saying this just tells me that they want racism to continue in fandom and they want to enable it."


8:40 PM · Sep 19, 2021 Stitch:
"You don't have to become a LVL 100 Social Justice Scribe. Pushing back against racism in fandom can start small and it can start with YOUR OWN INTERNALIZED RACISM. It can start with privately correcting misconceptions and lies about people of color (celebs and fans) from friends."


10:22 PM · Sep 20, 2021 Samira Nadkarni:
"There is an specific element of saviourism in that thread that genuinely aggravates me. Implying that there need to be perfect solutions to a racist crisis implies that anyone calling for better needs to have already resolved racism so perfectly that no POC labour is needed."


10:42 PM · Sep 20, 2021 Jenny Hamilton:
"this right here is my deepest frustration with OTW/AO3. I don't think it is or should be the responsibility of fans to tell AO3 how to solve their racism problem. The problem exists. That is very clear. Therefore, OTW should be taking action to improve it."


Cut for length, but I pasted a couple of more tweets from this thread because it has makes really excellent points about the whole discussion, and about the OTW's seeming inaction )

12:57 AM · Sep 21, 2021
Dr Rukmini Pande:
"I am tired of solutions to systemic racism in fandom being proposed that...do not name racism. I am tired of fandom pretending that it can block/mute its way out of systemic racism and anti-blackness."


3:21 AM · Sep 21, 2021
Saathi 1013:
"I love [/s] how every proposed change to make The Archive more accessible to people of marginalized identities (like dealing w/racism) is met with borderline (or outright) hostile takes tearing the proposal apart w/no alternative solutions."



...and I am sure the discussion will continue on. I would so dearly love to see some sign of the OTW having any plans, or taking any actions, but so far there have been absolutely no public statements or follow-up from their June 2020 statement from the OTW Board of Directors, Chairs & Leads promising to do better with antiracism.

ETA: someone linked this news post, which does mention the OTW Board discussing the creation of an "officer" role for someone who will research "diversity consultants".

The post is from July 2021. So literally 13 months after the statement, the Board had gotten to the point of...discussing getting a person to do research to hire a consultant (on "diversity" rather than antiracism). So. Clearly not a priority. But I'd still love to know more about how this work is going, and what the Board's plans are. If there is a timeline. Stuff like that. (The newsletter says you can email the Board with your questions, but I have done that several times, and never actually gotten a reply. So that's how well that works.)

It really is good to see (in the same newsletter) that they are starting to look at paying people, because volunteer work is thankless, and I know how badly it can burn you out. Having at least a few paid positions in the org is a super important step into making the whole thing better organised and less likely to collapse.


All previous roundups as well as some of my own posts on the subject can be found under the Fandom & Racism tag on my Dreamwidth.

And to go fully meta, here's the link to this DW post on my Twitter.
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According to AO3's abuse team's message to Dr Rukmini Pande, "my full name being tagged to extremely disturbing content on their site (in a manner designed to expose me to continued abuse) did not constitute the creation of a hostile atmosphere towards me"

Thread on Twitter, posted September 9th.

Copying my reaction from Twitter

This is absolutely vile. If using someone's full name in a tag in a negative way isn't harassment, what is? Especially if that person's name is also their social media handle. Pointing readers to a target before they've even opened the work is just...fine, actually. Says Abuse.

I can't stop thinking about how this means that if I read a fic with yucky racist shit in it, and go on Twitter to call it a yucky racist fic, the author can then put "naye hates this fic" in their tags. Because either Abuse will allow it, meaning they will always side with the person sending abuse rather than the target of it. Or, they might not allow it then, but *did* allow it when the target was a woman of color who has written critically of their org before. Neither is good.




Excellent Metafilter thread on The Guardian's censoring of Judith Butler.


Bonus: A MetaTalk thread on just how TERF-y The Guardian is.


Today was warm - low twenties, but that's warmer than most of August was. So Skuld clocked out early and we had a quick dinner and then went to the lake for a paddle. It was gorgeous.

Video and some photos on Twitter. I'll make a post, too, but not tonight.
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I cancelled my Guardian (the newspaper) membership today. I've been a supporting member for years, and a reader for...decades, probably? And they do good journalism. But their UK editors are just...incredibly anti-trans. As in, raging TERFs. As in, they cut a whole section on how TERFs ally with fascists (a true actual thing that has happened) in a Judith Butler interview.

There's lots of sources on that, but if anyone's missed it, the interviewer put the cut paragraphs here for free on their Patreon.

And here's a good write-up of what's happened.

I read the interview before it was censored, and thought it was deeply insightful and true, and moving. The way Judith Butler phrases things - it stirs things in my head and in my heart in ways I don't often experience.

Coming back to it to see that The Guardian had removed the whole bit where Judith Butler talks about TERFs for no reason except that it clearly hit too close to home was...not shocking, really, because I've seen the pieces they publish on trans people (especially transwomen). Except that I had believed there was some kind of integrity, still. Something that would let me keep supporting the parts of their organization doing good.

Yeah. No.

The only upside to all of this is the whole Streisand effect thing - so many more people have now seen those censored paragraphs (and possibly the whole interview) than would have read it if the Guardian UK had simply let it be.

And I didn't post about it at the time, but I've also cancelled (= not renewed) my OTW membership. I still love the AO3, and think it's incredibly important to fandom, but they're just...not doing anything at all to be more anti-racist. Like. At all. I've contacted the Board a couple of times asking for a timeline on some of the things they promised to do in June 2020, with a few requests for comments on the instance of racist harassment a friend was facing (and in another case, non-racist but completely horrid harassment of another friend). I have received absolutely no reply. And it's not because they haven't had the time to do so! It's just clearly very much not a priority. In my communication I did mention I did not feel comfortable supporting them financially until I saw more actions to back up their June 2020 statement and...I have not seen that. So.

Disappointed. Not surprised.

Stitch has a great summary of what's happened on the AO3 anti-racism front. (Spoilers: nothing. Or the opposite of nothing: letting a user get away with harassing a scholar of color writing on fandom and race.)

The fact that the OTW/AO3 hasn't been held at all accountable for (so far) failing to live up to their statement on being actively anti-racist is just...proof that fandom, in general, doesn't really care that much about racism. (And anyone who wants to start a slippery slope argument about censorship kindly do not. This is not what it's about, it's never what it's about - it wasn't what the OTW statement was about, at all. What they proposed were practical solutions to make the AO3 more inclusive for BIPOC.)

Finally, please consider what you want to bring to the comments on this post. I am not here to debate whether or not TERFs are bad (they are), or whether or not wanting to see more inclusivity and less siding with racists from the AO3 is unreasonable (it is not).