ama july #9

Jul. 9th, 2026 09:36 am
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all caught up for now! two questions this time haha.

9. What are your favorite parts about drawing and about writing, respectively? [personal profile] alatus_nemeseos


writing, i love that i have the ability to pants and come up with plots as i go. writing also takes so much of my stress and anxiety away, and i can put all of it onto my fictional blorbos. i really love to create and i’m much more of an imaginative person than a visionary, which is probably why i have a hard time watching tv or reading manga.

i’ve been writing ever since i learned how to read, which was before i even knew how to talk (i think i was 8 when i first started speaking in full sentences). i’d always write stories about egypt and vampires and medieval times, and when i joined the world of fandom at 9 years old on a website called bookrix, i knew that writing would be my calling.

as for drawing, i only just started recently and it’s honestly been pretty fun. i still use a lot of references, but i’ve been trying my hand at artfight and everyone i’ve attacked has been so kind to me, especially since i’m still learning. i’ve been drawing nonstop for a few days, and i can honestly see my progress.

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Ha, I found you through the yumejoshi tag and I was just thinking "oh Aid is doing an AMA July" when I saw this, and then saw you mentioned them :p yumes rise up

9. Do you have go-to music or videos when creating art or writing for your OCs? What are they? :] - [personal profile] sp00kery


hi! glad to see another yumeshipper!

i have a lot of playlists, yet i tend to loop one or two of the same exact songs depending on which character or story i’m writing/drawing. i mostly have playlists for my fictional others, but i have a playlist for me and my partner’s oc x canon ship.

lately i’ve been fixated on my original novel, and one of the songs that inspired its creation is year zero by ghost and sympathy for the devil by the rolling stones. i need to make more story/hobby playlists.

ama july #8

Jul. 9th, 2026 09:11 am
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Which fictional character do you want to put through a blender (lovingly/hatingly) and why? (I say this as someone who has a beloved character I adore and my love language for him is wishing he'd covered in his own blood) - [personal profile] asuraid


so many of the identity v characters including mike (lovingly) and antonio (hatingly).

blood, yandere themes cw )

ama july #7

Jul. 9th, 2026 09:02 am
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a very late submission, i’ve been addicted to drawing lately.

What fictional animal is your favourite, and why? Could also be a real animal!! - [personal profile] asuraid


this might show my age, but i really love the pinixy from petpetpark. god i miss that game so much, i still think about it. i still remember my old username and how i always wanted a membership but i had a webkinz one lol.

my pinixy was named after my brother and i remember always emoting in the plaza and roleplaying before i even knew what it was… good times. 😔

my real life favorite animal is of course cats. i go to cat cafés and lounges at least twice a week, and we also just rescued two baby kittens that we plan on possibly keeping. i also have my own cat who’s now officially a senior! 🥹
nautastellaris: (luca lovey)
oomf [personal profile] asuraid has her own ama july activity, so i might as well join the bandwagon early. i've been drawing so much lately that i feel bad for not sharing much writing.

so let's give it a shot! :D

feel free to pick a date and ask me a question or two.








  1. What fictional animal is your favourite, and why? Could also be a real animal!! - [personal profile] asuraid

  2. Which fictional character do you want to put through a blender (lovingly/hatingly) and why? (I say this as someone who has a beloved character I adore and my love language for him is wishing he'd covered in his own blood) - [personal profile] asuraid
























artfight...

Jul. 6th, 2026 03:51 pm
nautastellaris: cr: me (adelaide yapping)
i'm honestly terrified of joining since my skills aren't exactly... attack worthy?

but i have a profile here if anyone wants to attack! revenges are guaranteed.

my first attack )

i wish that artfight would allow writing since i'm visually impaired and drawing isn't always easy, especially since so many people post images without alt text. :(
nautastellaris: cr: me (adelaide yapping)
i spent all day drawing ocs for other people on toyhouse, since i posted an art freebie on the forum. something i noticed is the more i draw, the lower the quality, and i have no idea why it's happening. but honestly, i'm super proud of some of these.

Read more... )

you can see my art examples on my toyhouse profile! you do need an account, but i have premium so i can give out two invites per week! just let me know!
nautastellaris: used for yapping. (emil dead)
i've always been the biggest pantser when it comes to long fics.

i can hardly sit down and outline because to me, it just kind of takes away the fun and desire to write, but i really wish that i could outline! i've tried it before, but it's just a painfully slow process. i like to write as i go, i don't like to plan things when my writing is meant to be for fun.

but then i end up not updating a fic for months because of writer's block.

i'm trying to rewrite my very first identity v fic, ars moriendi, which was my magnum opus at one point in time. it's a forensics fic, and i once had 12 chapters pre-written but then i completely lost the plotline and ended up writing something entirely different because my brain tends to go in 400 different directions.



i'm basically just going through each of my drafts and cherrypicking what plot points i want, the dialogue i want to keep, etc. it's a slow process, and i did write AM during a hypomanic episode back in december of last year so it's been MONTHS. i did attempt to rewrite the entire chapter one, and i even added new characters (ithaqua, aesop), but i have a tendency to write long chapters which is... not ideal for many. i might try to split up chapters and aim for about 2k at most, maybe 3k depending.

also, i want to write in other characters that're "new" to me, specifically antonio, since AM does have some light supernatural themes but they're not very prominent. (i won't spoil yet.) i'm also trying to consider who the best antagonist would be for the fic, since i have a hard time really making anyone in idv an antagonist. everyone in the game is very morally grey, and there are certain plotlines where they can fit as an antagonist, but for AM, it's a little hard since it's about murder lol.

i'm still kind of trying to figure this bit out. i might consult my friends or gf for this one.

and so i'm sitting here trying to outline the fifth (or sixth? god only knows) draft of AM, and my brain just wants to write. ;-; i do have some other outlines, namely for my joscarl the queen's knight au, as well as a silly norton-centric love triangle fic.

so right now i just have this cast of characters:

main characters
othis is just the main list i have for my current draft that might change.
- joseph (main protagonist, forensic photographer)
- alva (love interest, physician)
- orpheus (lead detective/PI)
- norton (forensic geologist/suspect)

other roles
- frederick (role is a spoiler, but let's just say he's having a bad time)
- edgar (died like a true knight victim; orpheus suspects a "transaction gone wrong")
- ithaqua (joseph's acquaintance)

forensics unit
this isn't set-in-stone except maybe mike, aesop, and florian's roles.
- aesop (pathologist)
- ada (psychologist)
- antonio (audio analyst)
- luca (alleged paranormal investigator)
- florian (arson/fire investigator, volunteer firefighter)
- mike (ballistics expert)

i also sent this to my partner:

i would really love that! and of course i'll credit you for all of the help. see i have the entire plot in my mind, and i know where and how i want the fic to go, my idea is [SPOILERS]. the original draft had (and will have) supernatural elements (i was kind of thinking that maybe ghosts are involved which was my original idea from the very first draft; frederick technically is/was a ghost but not like... the see-through type? he is corporeal though.) and i also want to throw in a few other new characters in the forensics unit.

so far outside of the main four i just have for the forensics unit aesop (pathologist who does autopsies, probably a major character), antonio (audio analyst, minor role but a pretty important one since the killer will send disturbing messages to alva in the fic), florian (arson investigator, so not too different from canon) and mike (ballistics expert, i was thinking of adding joker originally into the forensics unit but i also might need a witness character). since i'm adding supernatural elements i was thinking of changing luca's role to a paranormal investigator who isn't taken seriously until he's reluctantly added to the unit.

uhhh, i was thinking that joseph can see certain people that the others can't, like in my new draft that's something i definitely want to keep (along with the subplot with nortpheus and the hematite).

i'm yapping but i've been thinking about this fic for months.


so... yeah! this is just a stream of my thoughts and ideas for AM, and i might think on this for a bit. my partner offered to co-write and beta read which is a huge help, and hopefully i'll rewrite this fic and publish it. i really do miss the original AM plot, but i lost it completely. i'm not sure if i'll return to the original supernatural element type (with the mannequins) but i'll think on it.

i've never written for some of these characters before so it might be a pain in the ass to try and portray them. i hate when my own writing is OOC but sometimes it kind of has to happen for the plot.

i'll probably keep working on the outline and maybe i'll move some old subplots to this outline i have currently, as well as maybe add a few new little things. there's one scene in my head i want to keep, with alva and joseph being told not to investigate frederick's house and orpheus shows up and takes something from frederick's dresser drawer.

(i need to seriously write this all down somewhere else too.)
nautastellaris: used when ranting. (eli breaking point)
i was thinking about how there are places like c.AI where people have basically dropped roleplay for to move over there.

fandom is insanely lonely, i get it. i can't find anyone to roleplay identity v with because my ideas are always canon divergent and my portrayals always lean towards a personal interpretation. and i once was so fucking desperate to RP that i went onto reddit to look. biggest mistake of my life.

ai really fucked over RP culture.

i'll never understand people who give up on their friends or loved ones for a non-sentient robot that replies with things that it thinks you want to hear. like, i just wish that it didn't feel like finding a needle in a haystack. i joined an RP server the other day, and pretty much all of them were inactive and dead, and/or they used gen AI.

i dunno... i miss staying up all night anticipating replies from my friends who lived +12 hours ahead of me. i'll stick to writing my novel for now. :/
nautastellaris: used when ranting. (eli breaking point)
one of my longest fics is a jokermike fic that i haven't updated since february because:

1.) it was a winter time/channukah fic
2.) i just... lost motivation because of the pressure i've been feeling, asking myself if people will like the next chapter.

the same is happening with my other long fics, i'm worried that people will give up on my fics because i'm either too slow, or too disappointing. one of my biggest fears is someone taking all of my hard work and just throwing it into an LLM.

which reminds me of a video i watched last night, about a woman whose book idea was put into an LLM by someone else and later emailed to her as a "gift."

it's not an unheard of phenomena, people stealing incomplete or orphaned works to give it an "ending" which is just... heartless. someone put so much time and love into a fic, and while it is sad to see a favorite discontinue, it does NOT give you an excuse to steal someone's beloved fic just to satisfy your selfish algorithm-brained cravings! we're NOT content creators, for fuck's sake! if the author gives you permission to transform their work, THEN USE YOUR OWN FUCKING IMAGINATION AND BRAIN POWER.

my friend [personal profile] overmore posted his thoughts on something related; how somebody created an AO3 skin that "detects" AI. honestly, i don't know how to feel about it. like... on one hand, i guess it's fair to want to know what exactly it is you're reading, and if the work was legitimate. on the other hand, people are getting harassed and mistreated for it.

i don't ever condone harassment, but i deeply condemn the use of AI in any shape or capacity. i'm reluctant with even using spellcheck nowadays because a LOT of them (like grammarly) use AI now and i'd rather have my raw, ugly voice instead of something polished by an LLM that damages our waters and harms peoples' jobs.

i think that just by doing the bare minimum of tagging LLM works or AI generated "fics" then we wouldn't need a skin for this shit.

also, i took down MANY of my works due to paranoia about people scraping my works for AI. AI detectors are bullshit, because i've read articles about how these "detectors" think that novels like frankenstein were "written" by AI. mary shelly is rolling in her grave right now.

writers are not content creators. for many fic writers, it's our OUTLET. i'm disabled and can't work due to being very sickly, so writing is my only escape. other people write because it's fun. i understand those who want stats like kudos, but if you're not having fun, then honestly... do something that you will have fun with!

i don't know squat about the heated rivalry fandom (which is what the doc links to), but all i know is, either tag your shit so i can block you, or stop using LLMs and being a lazy nuisance to us actual writers.
nautastellaris: used for the captain's log. (joseph cinnamonroll)
finally, the end has come. some of the fanfic links will lead to NSFW, so viewer discretion advised.

writing


i can't really say how much i wrote this month, but i did post a couple of drabbles and a short introspective one shot for [community profile] ficwip's fairytale week, good stepsister, which is inspired loosely by cinderella III and the original disney movie.

i also posted a few drabbles, swimming is a ficwip prompt fill, and i also stumbled across an old little drabble of my two ocs, misha and sasha, called bite. i also updated one of my long fics, someone to hate, though i'm... not super happy with this.

the drabble i'm proud of most right now is vacate et scire, which is also a ficwip prompt-based drabble.

for the [community profile] intoabar event, i was assigned to write a fic with mike meeting dimitri (from fire emblem) in a bar (my life's a mess, but i call it mine. i was super stuck with this fic, and writer's block was super unkind to me, but managed to get something out. i think it's a cute little short fic. i might have gotten the prompt a bit wrong since i wrote from dimitri's pov, something i haven't done in a long while.

for the rewind event, i wrote a long fic of my OTP under the spitefest category, spatium. (you'll have to pry latin titles from my cold, dead hands.) this fic is very explicit and self-indulgent/self-centered, so be aware of the tags.

finally, this was originally going to be another ficwip submission for tiny ships fleet, but i decided against it. thus always to tyrants is just a random one shot that i ended up writing out of nowhere, and it's orpheus/joseph which is surprisingly a super niche pairing on AO3, even in the CN fandom. but i was one of the very few to have written for the ship.

anyway, i think that's all of the posting i did. i've been struggling with brain fog and writer's block, but this month was pretty successful.

reading


you can see my progress on my storygraph. so far i've made a huge amount of progress reading too old for this, which is actually getting super intriguing. the entire book is about medium-paced, but once you hit the 30th chapter, it really draws you in. i love the main character and how she actually feels like an old woman rambling about her past days. i don't have any grandparents anymore, and i don't remember any of them, so this book is honestly super fun.

i've barely made any progress on woman down. i hate the cheating trope, but i was so curious about what people on booktube were saying about this being a "self-insert" that i had to dive in. i normally don't like 1st person POV, and avoid it as much as i can, but i've made some exceptions (namely too old for this). but it's... not horrible? i don't like it, but it's a book that i'll finish since i don't like to leave things unfinished. i know there are people who DNF books, but honestly, i paid for it so i might as well get use out of it before donating it.

roleplaying


i actually... did a little bit of RP, but it didn't end up going anywhere. i'm working on my worldbuilding for my 5k fantasy AU, which my partner and i have roleplayed a little bit of before.

spending


i... honestly cannot remember anything except the trip to buc-ee's.

closing thoughts


i might get rid of the "roleplay" activity and replace it with something else, maybe travel? since i did travel to buc-ee's and it was a four hour road trip. we went for my belated birthday, and it was honestly the most fun i've had in a long while. i really hope to go back next year, or even for christmas lol (when the holidays are over). i don't even wanna think about christmas yet though.

i've been super fixated on my ocs as of late, and i think that's probably why i've been struggling with my writer's block for identity v. it's not burnout from the fandom, though the fandom sucks, but it might just be that i've been wanting to write with my own ideas and these ideas don't really... fit idv? i have a lot of ideas regarding high/epic fantasy and my original indie novel is heavily influenced by epic fantasies like runescape, LOTR, skyrim, etc. and idv is more of the historical victorian fantasy genre, which is fine in itself but my brain really wants to default to medieval swords & sorcery.

i did have an old fantasy fic with elf!joseph, but i lost interest. maybe i'll pick it up for the 5k.

which speaking of, it begins today officially, but posting doesn't begin until august. i really hope i can be patient for that long, since i LOVE to post immediately after finishing something.

so... yeah! i think that sums it all up.
nautastellaris: (luca cat)
update: i found a pretty cool scrivener alt, penpoint, which is AI-free and is developed by one person.it's $40 USD, and they offer a 14 day free trial and a pretty detailed tutorial. i think it's promising, but i won't cave in just yet.

i'm trying to look for sites that i can track my writing progress, since i want to see how many words per day i actually write (none). i remember using trackbear all the time, and honestly i should give it another shot. it's really simple to use and it doesn't use AI at all. the creator is pretty chill and although i wish it had certain other features like notes, it's really good. i have a public profile although nothing is on it yet.

i've already made an entry about ellipsus, specifically ellipsus plus. other than the monetization of a writing tool that has features i can google for free, i really love ellipsus and its firm anti-AI, pro-human/pro-freedom approach. they actively support all types of creative freedom. they also defend the beloved em-dash.

calmlywriter is another site i've used, and what helps the most is the fact that it has a full screen option, and i also really like to toggle on the typewriter sound. it's soothing and makes it feel a little more immersive. i just think it's one of the best tools if you want a distraction-free writing site. i think you can save your work, but i haven't used it in a while.

the creator of calmlywriter also has justwrite, which is a free writing tool for writer's block. apparently you can't edit or delete anything, which might be a little annoying at first but it's a great place to lore dump and write anything that comes to your head.

and finally, my favorite site, written kitten is a HUGE motivator for cat lovers like me lol. you can set a word goal, and once you hit that goal it'll show you a photo of a kitten. you can also edit the site a little so it can show you pictures of whatever you want, though i just like my cat pics lol.

all of the websites are free, although some like ellipsus offer freemium subscriptions. otherwise, i think these are all of the free sites i can think of at the moment. lemme know if you have other recommendations, especially free/low-cost. i tried scrivener which is $60 USD (though they sometimes have sales), and it's a little tricky but i got the hang of it. other than that, many of these are cost-friendly/free to use!

(no i am not affiliated with anyone lol.)
nautastellaris: credit: https://toyhou.se/5sun (Default)

fandom: cinderella (disney)

characters: anastasia tremaine

rating: G

warnings: no archive warnings apply

word count: 1,000

AO3 link: good stepsister

at the ball, she couldn’t focus on dancing with the prince, with the way the guilt hung heavy in her chest and how she could barely meet his eyes as she watched her feet sway clumsily

all she could think was: why am I so angry?


anastasia contemplates what it means to be a sister.

Fairytales always end this way: the beautiful damsel is swept off her feet by a handsome prince, whisked away to the castle, and they all live happily ever after, while the villains suffer the consequences of their evil schemes. Does that sound familiar? Every single book that Anastasia has flipped through as a child is the same old song and dance, despite sympathizing with the villains. Sometimes it’s okay to be jealous, sometimes it’s okay to be angry.

Sometimes, it’s okay to cry.

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nautastellaris: used for yapping. (emil dead)
have a silly antonio/adelaide doodle because this is how i feel at the moment.



honestly being an oc/canon shipper is lonely because, well, not many people want to read about a character who isn't pre-established or in the lore. but honestly it's also very freeing because i don't feel pressured to write the things i don't want to. as a fic writer first i try to make myself happy and entertain myself first before ever caring about what others say or want.

i yapped about antolaide (my ship between antonio from identity v and my oc adelaide) extensively in a private entry but they've grown to become a comfort ship of mine, and i'm going to probably write a fic or two one day about their story. i remember shipping adelaide with another character but i'm not comfortable disclosing who that character is.

anyway i honestly miss the days of having a little group of friends who i could RP and chat with about my oc/canon and even oc/oc ships. of course my partner and i have our own oc/canon ship happening, and we do a LOT of oc/canon roleplay! it's just the nostalgia of having group RPs where your oc could "claim" a canon character and it was all first come, first serve... i remember being in a large wattpad RP group, but it was so overwhelming that i had to drop out. now i'd prefer to RP with at maximum 5 other people.

i know it's wishful thinking but i'd kill to have an antolaide RP. (also no, i refuse to use any LLM garbage like c.ai. it sucks that RP has been replaced by useless AI. yuck. never.) i also remember being so desperate one time that i even went as far as to look for an RP on reddit... it was the worst time of my life.

in any case... maybe i'll stick to writing since i'd rather be alone than ever touch a stupid LLM or the cesspool of the internet.
nautastellaris: (luca lovey)

locking in because i only have two months to prepare for [community profile] ficwip's the 5k event, where i have to write an AU in 5,000 or less words. i want to aim for the 5k on the dot, though we'll have to see how it goes. i was thinking of doing a chapter fic where each chapter is exactly 1,000 words. i remember as a kid i used to write tons of chapters that were under 1k words, and honestly i wouldn't mind doing it again.

as for my ideas, i have to really sit down and think about it. i've been pretty hyperverbal for the past couple of days, and it's a little harder writing a journal entry because unlike discord it's not "live" until i hit the post button. anyway, i'll list my ideas under the cut.

be aware that some of these are oc x canon or yumeship!

ficwip the 5k ideas

Read more... )

this list will very likely be updated before the 5k begins on july 1, 2026!

nautastellaris: (luca lovey)
just expressing how much i love (/p) my mutuals and friends on dreamwidth! and discord too, of course. even if we don't always talk, i really appreciate you guys just being here in general. i really always have fun browsing my mutuals' journals, even if i struggle to comment. i tend to be super shy about reaching out first, but i promise i'm alive! comment anxiety is annoying, because i want to talk to y'all but then i end up blabbing and i always worry that i won't make sense or will derail topics.

i'll try to pop up in your journals every now and then! no pressure to do the same. i just want everyone to know i do listen, and i'm always here if anyone wants to chat or even needs comfort.

it would be pretty fun if i made a little discord or community journal for mutuals, though i've been thinking about making a community/server for yumeshipping. it won't be public since a lot of public spaces make me anxious, so it would just be something more quiet and kept to the side. i likely won't, but maybe i will some day.

for now, i care about all my mutuals even if we haven't talked in 500 years. i still think about all of the mutuals and friends i've made on dreamwidth, and they really mean a lot to me. so thank you guys. you're all amazing!
nautastellaris: used for longer yapping entries. (luca big head)
not really much change, but i added some fun things! i also finally started working on my about me page, though i need to finish the last little info block. i also messed a little with some animations.




i have zero clue if my website is mobile-friendly, i doubt it is since i spend nearly 90% of my time on my PC. (which i'm trying to take a break from, but coding is just so addicting... i like my silly little html brackets. i LIKE spending over 7 hours on one block of code.)

i have an MRI tomorrow at 7:30pm so i don't think i'll have tons of time to code then. i'd bring my laptop with me to camp but the wifi isn't very good and i really need to break out of the tech habit, which is why i've been trying to push myself to read.

i find it so weird that i can only read in a moving vehicle but if i'm sitting still it's hard to.

anyway, you can check my site out right here!

buttons!!!

Jun. 16th, 2026 08:26 am
nautastellaris: used for longer yapping entries. (luca big head)
i love buttons so much i might have to make a page for them.

man the nostalgia is real, i remember being obsessed with badges and buttons/stamps on deviantart back in the day. i kind of miss it. 😭

also i found a jewish button! :]



i'm having fun, i miss the headaches i get from coding lol. i have a small roadmap that i actually managed to jot down, all i have to do now is figure out the css. i suck at css so i just use templates and whatever else is out there that makes the headache less obnoxious.

psst, my website is here.
nautastellaris: used for longer yapping entries. (luca big head)
i've spent hours trying to make my site look a little cuter, but gave up and just reused the same template as i have in the past. but this time i discovered the wonderful world of buttons, and i decided to give it a shot once again. i really want to crosspost my works to my site, as well as post my indie/non-fandom projects over there, but i'm very fried from coding for hours nonstop.

also the website didn't have a jewish or ashkenazi button, so i just went with polish since that's where my jewish family comes from.

it's not really any different from my last website, and i kind of wish i took more screenshots of my other sites. i think i sent them in my partner's private server, so maybe i'll make something later.

for now, i'm kind of satisfied with how it looks. i plan to change the colors to pink and maybe add a dark mode since i know tons of people use it. i'm one of the weirdos who prefers light mode.

anyway, check it out!

and for those who do have a neocities, i have my own button there. i'm not sure what hotlinking is, so please don't hesitate to tell me how to properly use buttons! also, i'm not sure about joining webrings since i'm really shy and an anxious person, but if there's any profic friendly ones (or even ones that don't care about shipcourse) i'd love to join in, maybe.

nautastellaris: credit: https://toyhou.se/5sun (Default)
i've always been a really shy and anxious person, but sometimes i just want to browse my mutual's mutuals and see if maybe i could try to be friends or journal buddies. it's a little anxiety-inducing since i always worry about doing something wrong or coming off as weird. :(

my favorite phrase when it comes to people: "i'm more afraid of you than you are of me." (an exaggeration, but i am timid when it comes to new folks. but i don't bite!)

off the top of my head, i post a mixture of fandom and real life entries (like my cat lounge adventures and random thoughts). i'm very timid when it comes to public posting, so most of my entries are locked beneath access. i have a good amount of information on my about me sticky, and i always use cuts when i feel that they're necessary (such as when i cross-post my works, or if there's something that might be triggering in an entry).

i'll admit, it's hard for me to make friends. i'm not good at replying to comments, and i tend to get nervous commenting first because i don't want to come off as weird or strange. i tend to ramble a lot when i get super excited or hyperfixated on a topic of interest and i tend to change subjects at times. which are all bad habits i'm doing my best to work on.

i think i just need to try and remind myself that we're all unique and there's no shame in being who we are. it's just a lot of anxiety has to do with FOMO, peer pressure, etc. and it's... a lot. i honestly haven't made friends since maybe 2023, when i had a falling out with my longtime friend group.

as for the mutuals i have here on DW, i adore reading through their journals, especially if those entries come from way back in 2008 or the early 2000's when i was just a wee lass exploring the world of fandom and queer identity. i think i was 12 when i first realized i was sapphic, and 16 when i realized i was asexual).

soooo... yeah! and if anyone new happens to read this, hi!
nautastellaris: credit: https://toyhou.se/5sun (Default)
i went to another kitty lounge today and met some of the spiciest little guys. cat lounges are way cheaper than therapy.





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