Mind_Dead|spokenfromthedeadminded

The "Killed by Mo" community is sort of like this, less sex toys and more comic books though. You know, for those abnormal dorks. It's a little slow too. (yeah, I'm trying to advertise)

Throwing my advertising bullshit out the window...


and now on to new things...

The day is long in the house of shadows, yes?

I'm having serious writers block and I just need to ramble.

Trying to live is only pushing yourself closer to dying. My life seems distant. Everything is exercising to be the best and the fittest, and I'm slumped over in a heap. Closed off to the things that do make me happy, so I just can have one more "lonely thought". Just one more hit of self indulgence. I just need more time to think. Not live. Just watch the world pass by in numbers and colors. Nothing more than a blur made for shut eyes. There is a divination, a peace... but where to find it? That leads nowhere. Everything is a trap into another, all connected yet at the very angle they join is their destruction. Making the entire world seem disconnected. How is it possible to think that you are the only one with these "lonely thoughts", I have asked myself repeatedly. But when I do go out into the masses, and a simple interpretation is mangled and shoved into a false reality and hope, I realize that maybe not everyone can see the holes in this dimension. The little idol thoughts that consume our mind are only forgotten and not embraced, which causes loop holes and more ignorance. "Don't sweat the small things" they say, but when there image of the "big picture" is humanity as a well rounded rational species...everything is lost again. The little things that are taken in deeper consideration is what makes the ideals of that rational world split...and that's why being an individual is almost impossible, but very easily done.


I lost my point in the middle of that babbling...but you understand.

shakey.breathless.dizzy.my eyes are puffy.my brain is playing tag with reality, its back and fourth.i con't concentrate on more than half of one thing.dried lips.eyelashes stuck together.the moon hung so beautfuly on a hanger in my closet.
the record still spinning, the notes gape onto my walls. my time is spent my passion is gone. only you can bring me back.

Ancient Lake
Great Mistake
Swam alone
Fed the wake

Woke alone
Fireless pit
Earth around me
In mud I sit

Stay awake to feed the fire
Close your eyes for the coming hour
Found a place in need of hire
Bake old meals of stone bread flour

(Actually, my band has now turned this into a song)

iv'e gone to many poetry communiteis to check it out and all fo them are the "im so depressed i want to die" type a thing so i checked out this one and it suited my personage,

I know I haven't been a very active member of any of these communities that I belonged to..but I'm not going to be posting anymore.

A lot of shit has been going on recently..and I just think it's best to be silent. Silence is always good. -.-

As of now, my blogs are private; only I can see them.

Nice knowing all of you. Thanks for the support through the good and the bad times. +hugs+

[I'm posting this in all the communities I belong to, so some of this may or may not apply directly to you].

I don't have much to say. I just want some people to start joining. I don't feel like spamming it all over other communities, so if you are viewing this, join. You have nothing to lose, heh. Talk about music, culture, spirituality, anything...
Peace

Meh so yeah..I was bored so I just decided to look up some communities. Doesn't look like this one has too many members..and, with me being the dork I am, I don't know how to view the list of members. x.x Ahhhh fuck it.

So yeah..just saying hi to whoever's out there..

My mom's bitching..probably will end up doing an entry in my journal later on. I don't post a lot in communities..usually just in my own journal, and the odd time in communities to respond or whatever. Gah not like any of this shiiit is important. x.x So yeah..going.

P.S. If anyone actually wants to know or is curious blah blah blah..here's( a little bit about meCollapse )

Hey all, let's get this community going. Post on anything, really. Please post with semi-correct punctuation and spelling. "any1 who types like this will be banned" I am off to tweak the layout.
Peace