dreamz
I had this dream that i was finally best friends with Jeff Bridges. It was one of the most satisfying experiences of my life.
Closer
Now i'm thinking maybe i was stoned.
I felt my feet lift off the ground
and my heart was screaming
at my bones.
I need you closer.
I felt my feet lift off the ground
and my heart was screaming
at my bones.
I need you closer.
hot dog fingers
I remember one time my ex came home from work and came into the bedroom and he got real serious with me and he said 'Its like you don't even care! Its like you just don't care!' I got really worried for a second because i had no clue what was going on. He continued, 'the fryangles are supposed to go with the fryangles!'
Could
not
stop
laughing.
Could
not
stop
laughing.
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nostalgic
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im not gonna raise my voice
Seeyount: you've messed up that poor innocent kitten
Seeyount: this is why i should have taken him from that household
Seeyount: so he could have grown up to be a respectful young cat
Seeyount: who graduated from kitty college
Seeyount: with a degree in advanced purring applications
prick
I had a dream where i was showing Gordon Ramsay how to play Metal Gear Solid. But then Gordon got really huge, like a giant. What kinda hax is he using?
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cynical
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I'll fight like hell to hide that i'm giving up.
give up
On my worst,
i'll do my best
to make it seem
like i am happy.
I've grown numb,
dry as my tear ducts,
i've grown dumb
and empty
but don't give up on me.....
i'll do my best
to make it seem
like i am happy.
I've grown numb,
dry as my tear ducts,
i've grown dumb
and empty
but don't give up on me.....
very strange
I had a dream that i was on a bus full of people and the driver was the governor from The Walking Dead. He was taking us to cape Canaveral to board a cruise ship. My childhood best friend, Sam, was sitting in the seat in front of me. Everyone was excited and happy and singing, anticipating their trip out to sea.
Suddenly the governor slammed on the breaks, whipped out a gun and, one by one, shot everyone in their seat as he made his way down the aisle. Sam and i were toward the back of the bus and had a little longer to live than those toward the front. We saw no way to escape so we began to cry and i grabbed her hand and squeezed it as he shot her in the head. Then he came to me and i heard the bang and pretended to slump over as if i were shot. He continued down the aisle, not missing a step, not batting an eye. Everyone else was fatally shot. For whatever reason i was the only one on the bus who he missed.
I remember telling myself in the dream to wake my ass up before he got to me and i tried so hard and when i realized that he was getting closer and i couldn't wake up i actually braced myself for the pain of being shot.
Run-on sentences are a sin, children.
Suddenly the governor slammed on the breaks, whipped out a gun and, one by one, shot everyone in their seat as he made his way down the aisle. Sam and i were toward the back of the bus and had a little longer to live than those toward the front. We saw no way to escape so we began to cry and i grabbed her hand and squeezed it as he shot her in the head. Then he came to me and i heard the bang and pretended to slump over as if i were shot. He continued down the aisle, not missing a step, not batting an eye. Everyone else was fatally shot. For whatever reason i was the only one on the bus who he missed.
I remember telling myself in the dream to wake my ass up before he got to me and i tried so hard and when i realized that he was getting closer and i couldn't wake up i actually braced myself for the pain of being shot.
Run-on sentences are a sin, children.
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crappy
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help me out
I got rid of my art desk. I don't really try to create things anymore, though i still enjoy doing the occasional collage. I think thats the only art-related thing that i'm decent at, making collages. I've only drawn 1 thing in the past year and that was a secret santa gift on DeviantArt and i procrastinated so god damn hard on it because i genuinely did not want to do it. It wasn't enjoyable at all drawing it either, it was more of a chore than anything. I don't get any pleasure out of drawing anymore. I also have absolutely none of my own ideas and am never inspired either. Its all really sad.
I also have no idea why but i've been feeling very sick to my stomach lately but its like a nervous/anxious sickyness just out of nowhere. I feel kind of panicked but nothing is actually going on to make me feel panicky. Everything is actually going pretty well for the first time in over half a year. I feel good in general so why am i so nervous about nothing? Impending doom maybe?
Also haven't had my period in a few months. Not that i'm complaining. Just a little unnerving.
Been spending a lot of time volunteering for Peacable Kingdoms helping kitties get adopted and giving them attention and playing with them and cleaning out litter boxes and taking care of them. Feels good, mane. There's this one old gal, Gretchen, and she just sits up on my shoulder while i clean out litter boxes or pet other cats. Just chillin' up there.
I also have no idea why but i've been feeling very sick to my stomach lately but its like a nervous/anxious sickyness just out of nowhere. I feel kind of panicked but nothing is actually going on to make me feel panicky. Everything is actually going pretty well for the first time in over half a year. I feel good in general so why am i so nervous about nothing? Impending doom maybe?
Also haven't had my period in a few months. Not that i'm complaining. Just a little unnerving.
Been spending a lot of time volunteering for Peacable Kingdoms helping kitties get adopted and giving them attention and playing with them and cleaning out litter boxes and taking care of them. Feels good, mane. There's this one old gal, Gretchen, and she just sits up on my shoulder while i clean out litter boxes or pet other cats. Just chillin' up there.
bollocks
My mom seems to think that i know everyone on the internet. I could be scrolling through tumblr or some other website or watching a video on youtube and if she happens to be in the room she always asks 'who's that?' And almost 99% of the time its usually someone totally random that i don't even know and she kinda gets pissed when i say 'i dunno, just somebody on the internet'.
She doesn't understand the internet. At all. Wut, mom? Wut????
She also thinks that google is the entire internet.
She doesn't understand the internet. At all. Wut, mom? Wut????
She also thinks that google is the entire internet.
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indifferent
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