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Planet Beautiful Brickfish

Im entering contests on brickfish.com

www.brickfish.com/beccamarie
Vote for my entries please!!!

wow. so like. LJ. yeah.

I have ignored thee for so long.



There is like so much junk since my last post i could write a book. tho i decided to go back and read some of my old posts and i realized that im not as funny as i used to be. = /   thats unfortunate.

so yeah I'm a junior at SU. I bought a house in 2007. Im engaged to James. and I have no idea what i'm gonna do with my life.
cool huh?
no.

alright well i guess thats the most basic update on life i can give, so .... im done!

Today is going to be a heck of a busy day for me. I have school, then goin with my dad to pick up the new motorcycle from the shop, then lunch with amy, then to bennett for the math meet, and back to school for nhs, and then im off to CMP class. AAAAH! and I have to write/type the rough for my senior paper today b/c its DUE tomorrow. *sigh* soo busy.

A - Age: not old enough
B - Band listening to right now: Ashlee Simpson
C - Career: hs and college student
D - Drink or smoke: ew no and no
E - Easiest person/s to talk to: Ashley and James
F - Favorite song/s at the moment: Nickelback Animals, Ashlee Simpson LOVE
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: worms the sour ones. bears make me sick. bleck
J - Junk foods you like: chocolate
L - Longest car ride ever: Florida, Illinois
M - My favorite Sport/s: Softball Lacrosse
N - Number of relationships you've had: plenty
O - One wish you have: none
P - Phobias: not being able to breathe, choking, drowning, etc
Q - Favorite Quote: Don't make fun of nerds, because some day you will probably work for one making three fold your salary.
R - Reason to smile: James, my successes
S - Song: uh. already named a few.
T- Time you woke up: 6am
U - Unknown fact about you: its unknown
V - Vegetable/fruit you hate: okra, celery
W - Worst habit: trying to please everyone, cracking nuckles, procrastination
X - X-rays you've had: wrist
Y- Yummy food/s: tropical fruits, chocolate, baked chicken...
Z- Zodiac sign: gemini

*yawn* good morning. I dunno if anyone will even see this entry. my livejournal never really was a hoppin place to be; Im sure its def not now that I havent updated in forever. I have that habit. I make a website, journal, etc. and stay with it for a little while and then.....nothing. I think school is the only commitment I have ever fulfilled; Im slacking on that too, now. I think I'm failing calculus. Mrs. Austin gives so much work that everyone loses all motivation to do it. You get like 25 problems everynight and wach problem takes 3-5 minutes...and then you get stuck on number 5! Who wants to do homework like that? And then at school the next day, she can't answer the questions we have! "Hold on, let me check what the book says." "I will talk to so-an-so...they taught calc for a few years." "I will check with Mrs. Royal..." etc. It gets old. Our whole class is going to fail the AP test. *yip* I don't have the motivation to teach myself at home. Dad might get me a calc tutor. bleh. (maybe i will just try harder?) Anyway. Im soo busy. My to do list is never ending. Everytime I complete one thing I find 2-3 other things to do. Indoor Lacrosse is over now. We got 2nd place in playoffs. Wor-Wic is over in 2 months. I graduate in 3. Well I have to get ready for school and prepare my english essay to turn in today. (it sucks...one of the worst essays ive ever written. And i even worked pretty hard on it....*sigh* im just not a writer) I have to apply for more scholarships! gah. My dad keeps bothering me. "How are all the scholarships coming?" "Applied for any more lately?" "Have you gotten any for sure?" no. gotta do that today. and run an errand for my sister. and drop off my essay. and go to the MVA. and clean my room. and do my homework. and sew my prom dress. ok yeah anyway im really leaving now. bye.

bex.

Yeah, so Im grounded now. That's cool. I decided that I would write in here before my dad grounds me from my computer. Im sure its in the fine print somewhere. Being grounded is really cool like that. So i guess I will tell the story even though its probable that my sister or dad will read this and i'll end up even more grounded or something. So last night James' family went to a friend of the family's for a dinner, games, and gift exchange...tradition. I was invited. It was a lot of fun. Started at 6. Told dad I wasnt sure waht time we would be done...I guessed 9. Around 730 i guess i checked my phone to make sure i'd missed no calls. *YIKES* I missed a crap load. So I called my house back right away it had been my sister complaining that dad was not going to take her to a friend's house because he was drinking and he didnt plan to stop drinking. Nothing I could do, I was like 20 minutes away...wasnt gonna leave to go take her somewehre and then go back. So she then asked what time i would be home....Ms. Rhonda said uh 10 10:30 and then Emily said 11! 11! 11! So I said to Alysha on the phone: idk 10, 1030, 11. Well she heard 10. And she didnt tell dad anything I said. So i was still supposed to be home at 9. And i was like hmm my ringer must be off i didnt hear you call...when i hang up i will turn it on. Got of the phone, turned the ringer on. And i was content...thinking my ringer was on and that Alysha would tell dad that I was going to be home later. wrong and wrong again. My phone never rang after that!!! and i missed like 3 calls! We left the house at like 11 and on the way taking James home he was like your phone is vibrating...i just said no its not, the ringer is on...it will ring. but he insisted, so i checked it. sure enough. i called dad back and got yelled at for being over 2 hours late and he hung up on me before i could get a word in. When i got home I explained everything and he was like well you cant trust alysha to relay messages like that (well thats obvious to me now...) and he told me when my contract on my phone runs out its going to be completely up to me to pay for it and sign all the paper work and keep up with it. fair enough. when the contract runs out I will go buy the phone and service i have wanted for the past 4 years and never gotten. Id pay for it now if i actually believed nextel deserved the money. sometimes i dont get text messages at all, sometimes a day later, sometimes people never get them from me, or a day later, theres nothing on the phone except a phone and a walkie talkie...the text is thru this crappy internet thing that you cant eve retrieve numbers from your phone book...i miss calls all the time bc sometimes it just never rings, its always a pain for people calling me "Please hold while the nextel subscriber you are trying to reach is located" and then goes right to my voicemail. it has noooo alarm clock! the sound controls on it are completely retarded. I put it on silent and the DC is still on speaker....i turn the ringer on and it vibrates. Its so big that i cant keep it in my pocket so that i do hear when it vibrates. I dont wanna wear it on my belt bc its so big and heavy and ugly. I DONT GET IT. I HATE IT. IT GETS ME IN TROUBLE. I want a little phone that i can slip in my pocket or set the sound and actually be able to rely on it and not just keep checking it every couple hours to find out my sister wants me to get in trouble and didnt tell dad where im going. omg this is so long that i bet noone will bother to even read it. whatever. So im grounded. I guess thats all i wanted to say. it sucks. I blame nextel.

becca

THE "I" SURVEY

I Live: with my dad
I Work: on getting a job
I Talk: when necessary
I Wish: it were summertime
I Enjoy: life
I Look: like my mother
I Find: myself nodding off
I Smell: prolly like i could use a shower
I Listen: to music
I Hide: a lot
I Pray: when i see an ambulance
I Walk: fast
I Write: notes
I See: a computer screen
I Sing: along to the radio when im alone
I Laugh: often
I Can: get ahead
I Watch: the time
I Yearn: for success
I Daydream: a lot
I Want: to go to college
I Cry: when im stressed out
I Burn: matches....i love the smell
I Read: road signs, the computer screen, books occasionally
I Love: someone
I Sometimes: get mad at my dad
I Touch: the keyboard
I Hurt: other people but i really dont mean to
I Fear: choking, lack of breath, being trapped in a small space
I Hope: my sister moves in with my mom
I Break: hearts (according to people)
I Eat: a little at a time, often
I Quit: uh....jrotc
I Bathe: in the mornings
I Drink: water
I Stop: at red lights
I Save: some text messages
I Hug: my friends
I Play: softball, lacrosse
I Miss: my mommy, lauren, when life's choices were simple
I Forgive: as much as possible
I Learn: everyday
I Dream: all the time
I Have: so much to be thankful for
I Don't: want to go to school tomorrow
I Made: pretty pictures in photography
I Kiss: James
I Believe: in God the Father Almighty, maker of Heaven and Earth...sorry! I had to memorize it once and that was the first thing that came to mind.
I Wait: for June
I Need: money
I Owe: nothing. People owe me....i lend money, not borrow
I Feel: like falling over
I Know: that Im a strong person
I Wonder: about my future

Abc's
A-Age of first kiss: on the lips-dont remember, french-middle school

B- Band you are listening to right now: none

C- Can you remember the last thing the one you love/loved said? yes, im talking to him now

D- Drink you drank last: glass of water prolly

E- Easiest person to talk to: James, Amy, Allie, my mom

F- Favorite ice cream: butter pecan

G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: worms - the sour ones...gummy bears make me feel sick

H- Height: 5'3.5"

I- I wish I were a (an): employed teenager

J- Junk food place: bk

K- Kids: not yet! geez...

L- Longest car/bus ride: florida, illinois

M- Mom's name: Dawn

N- Nicknames: Beckers, Bex, Becca Again, dorkus, angel fish.....

O- One wish: it were morning

P- Phobia: not being able to breathe

Q- Quote: "What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger."

R- reasons to smile- God, church, friends, family, james, chocolate, good grades, summer, computers, shopping, lipgloss/chapstick...

S- Store: Wal Martttttt

T- TV Show: none

u - Unknown fact about me: I was expected to be a boy

V- Vegetable[s]: artichoke

w- Worst Habits: procrastination

X- X-rays you've had: 1 on my wrist

Y - Your favorite Person: James

Z-Zodiac sign: Geminiiiiii


ok im realllllly really tireeed! Good Night!

Its >>DECEMBER<<
Im happy. I love Christmas. Im having a hard time believing it's here already though. So I have been trying extra hard to make myself realize it. Lets see...Thanksgiving was great. I ate a big fat dinner here. Dad had his boss, plus boss' wife, and mother. Then James picked me up and we went to his family dinner....which was friggin huge. There were so many people there. Then we went back to my house and watched a movie. Then we left again waiting for his mom to get done partying. We were the designated drivers haha.
Indoor Lacrosse started. We have had 3 practices, but I have only been able to make two of them. The second one was last night. After practice I came home and talked to James on the phone for a few mins. Then I decided to go running (at like 9:30 lol) and he was like OH wait Ill be there in a few minutes! and im thinking are you serious? Youre going to come over here to run? yep. about 6 minutes later. It started out with me him and my sister, but allie turned around pretty quick. James and I ran about a mile, and then I stopped and he kept going. He went about a mile and three quarters. That was interesting.
Okay so I guess Im gonna keep getting ready for school. cya!

yeah been like forever since ive updated. my bad. been busy? idk what i do with my time anymore!
So my report card was awesome. I was so excited! For the first time everrrrrrr I got straight A s.
GAH! omg...i have to make a cake for the NHS silent auction tmrw.
ok im getting off. i have to finish cleaning and then make a cake.


becca

havent updated in a long time. This weekend was chapters. we got an 83.6! woooot wooot. um not much else going on. Im really excited because i might get a job at SPN construction management. I really hope. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but I can't help it. If I'm hired, I will be putting up their website, designing it, and updating it. I would love that sooo much. I really hope it works out. If it does and I start to get really good, I might start my own little business on the side....hmm?
cute little survey
have you kiss someone..?

[ ]i have never kissed anyone before.
[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[x] in ur room.
[x] in their room.
[x] of the same sex.
[x] of the opposite sex.
[x] related to you.
[?] younger than you. (im not sure)
[x] older than you.
[x] with jet black hair.
[x] with curly/wavy hair.
[x] with blonde hair & blue eyes.
[ ] with flaming red hair.
[x] with straight hair.
[x] smaller/shorter than you.
[x] bigger/taller than you.
[ ] with a lip/tongue ring.
[ ] who was drunk. (ew)
[ ] who was high.
[x] who you just met.
[ ] who was homosexual.
[x] who you didn't really want to kiss.
[x] on a holiday.
[ ] who was going out with someone close to you.
[ ] who was your good friends brother/sister.
[ ] who was your brother's/sister's good friend.
[ ] in jail or has been in jail.
[ ] in a graveyard.
[x] at a show/concert.
[x] at the beach.
[x] in a pool, jacuzzi, some type of water.
[ ] who was legally too young/old for you to have sex with.
[x] with dyed hair.
[ ] with a shaved head.
[x] who was your good friend.
[x] who was in a band. (marching band)
[x] who had tattoos. my mom has a tattoo...not plural
[ ] who was of a completely different race then you.
[x] in the rain.
[ ] who you knew his/her parents better than you knew them.
[ ] in another continent besides where you were born.
[ ] with an accent.
[ ] on a boat.
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[ ] on a plane.
[x] at the circus/carnival.
[ ] with a missing body part
[x] in the movies.
[x] ever given someone an eskimo kiss.
[x] or a butterfly kiss

now wasnt that fun?