M0RB1D_MUTT

> ───〃𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆. . . `ROBBIE` .ᐟ 🧟

`BASICS`

6teen , itノpupノk9ノrabidノzombノnarc , nonhuman+masc terms ꒰ 🐾 ꒱

`ABOUT`

◜ gender: transfemmasc , boygirl , bigender , genderfluid , xenogender

⋮ sexuality: homoflexible , mspec gay , turigirl , gaybian , angled aroace , t4c , ambiamorous

⋮ other labels: femme , cub , anti-radqueer radinclus , permascary , transdeath, transcorpse , transpermamissing , transmortician , transmoe , transmutt , permaedgy , therian , otherkin , fictionkin , conceptkin , musickin , mlm yume , soulbond

⋮ f/os: rick sanchez-rick and morty-nonsharing soulbond , will graham-hannibal-nonsharing , discord-my little pony-nonsharing , herb cookie-cookie run-sharing , loid forger-spyxfamily-sharing

⋮ species: russian beardog , zombie

⋮ disabilities: autism , adhd , ocd , bpd , npd , did , persistent depressive disorder , gad , sad , ddh , h-eds

⋮ likes: animals , nu metal , cartoons , gacha life(2) , crime shows/true crime , psychology , horror , fashion , art

◟ dislikes: bigots , misinformation spreaders , anyone who hates even one singular animal

`MISC

◜ ask to dm , use tone tags , nicknames okay , taken

⋮ italics+color = important

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What is Captain Owen Strand doing on my YouTube ad⁉️

I think we need a pokeball emoji

This is why I am the way I am

I have bpd because the first song I ever sang was better dig two /j

When I say “schools aren’t safe enough to ban phones” I don’t just mean school shooters

I mean:

Bullying/harassment

unsafe teachers

discrimination

disabled students not being able to call for help

fires/tornadoes/earthquakes/other disasters

Parents needing to give urgent messages to kids that the staff can’t be trusted with or won’t get to your kid fast enough

Needing to keep record of symptoms

Needing to record proof of illegal or unsafe activities

Not having your health taken seriously

Not having access to vital medication

Needing immediate mental health care

Needing to call 911 for any reason someone would call 911

Needing to tell someone that the teacher themself is in need of immediate help

Yall even randomly realize that something you used to struggle with or are struggling with was caused by your Autism and not you just being weird

“What’s your style?” Idfk I just mix around Y2K, mall goth, and cutecore

Ignore the wet hair I just showered

I kinda wanna bring up bpd to my therapist because I have a PLETHORA of evidence of me having it, but it seems as though anytime someone mentions the possibility of having something they immediately find any reason to rule it out

I have a great therapist who I trust a lot more than many others I’ve had but I still don’t know how to fully trust a therapist to take me seriously

This is especially scary because I am also only 16 and even though many people can and do get diagnosed at this age it seems that most people think of bpd as something only diagnosable in adulthood

This would also mean that I’d have to describe my self destructive and impulsive behavior and one of them is illegal and the other might count as something that she would have to tell my mother which would get me in insane amounts of trouble

I might just wait till I’m 21 so i’m an adult, everything is legal, and she isn’t obligated to inform my mom of anything

I guess I could lie because even if I say I don’t experience the impulsive behaviors I’d still meet more than enough of the criteria (I’d have 8/9 as opposed to the real 9/9 with 5/9 being the diagnostic criteria)

Going through old posts and realizing how many times I’ve misspelled something or accidentally skipped over a word

I really need to start proofreading my posts

Yall ever want ppl on fakedisordercringe to accuse you of faking just because you think it’d be really funny to watch how a bunch of people “prove it” by screenshotting your posts

Hate to break it to you buddy but most ppl have a persona they put on the internet and they pick and choose what to post yeah I don’t go online to post in excruciating detail my trauma, symptoms, therapy, and diagnosis I simply don’t want to share my very personal experiences with strangers

I listen to a lot of people talking abt disturbing shit found on 4chan and a lot of readings of scary stories from 4chan’s /x/ board

Most of the people you see making videos abt 4chan talk abt how bad the ppl on site are, so i decided why not see what all the fuss is abt and honestly they way over exaggerated this shit

Literally 99% of the shit you see is normal shitposting, naked ppl, and ppl talking about hating themselves

So basically just like any other social media app but with a lot more anime pictures and some weird (mostly) site-specific terminology

I love sleeping wdym I can just skip time and have a fun immersive hallucination in the meantime

Honestly worst part of a special interest is when you’ve lowkey just consumed every drop of content you could find and now you feel like you already know everything and there’s nothing new and every time you go to watch something about it you just hear the same stuff you’ve already heard a thousand times