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i'm the girl from 日常 (2011). Call me Pocchi! I'm a 22 yr old, autistic, mixed-black lesbian on the net! My pronouns are she/kero. (*´ω｀)o I’m in a DID system, and I’m also alterhuman. I draw sometimes; I also really like web design, check out my website called Aioi!
pocchi does like BFDI. You would not especially know this about her because she's very much the kind of person who remembers waiting forever for BFDIa, and is stuck in a sort of stasis of that period.. yeah i know she was so surprised.really? oh for sure! i mean it wasn't very big just a little bug but flower went CRAZY! omg flower is really afraid of bugs.well yeah flower thinks she's so fabulous
its been about 10 years since she showed me this but i am STILL thinking about how my (then) 4 year old cousin drew birds
OBSESSED with this creature; she draws the body from above/below and the head from the side, with a giant eyeball that takes up the entire head and never looks in a specific direction. in a very old-fashioned sense: iconic
having multiple disabilities is such a joke, like i have a bunch of demons i need to keep happy every day but i have to guess what their preferences are.. (っ ˃̣̣̥᷄︵˂̣̣̥᷅ )っ⁾⁾ lately, every day i have a massive headache in my temples for anywhere from 12 hrs to after i fall asleep at night.. ok.. its new.. maybe the cause is posture or hydration, so let’s tweak those.. but that didn’t fix it! so what is the cause?? Ummmmmmmmmm Actually it’s the protein cereal you’ve been eating every day for the past year or so. YEAH you kept filling up an imaginary histamine bucket and it finally overflowed. I know I was just whining about needing protein to function but ummmm Fix it………..
T_T I wish bathroom-related disabilities weren’t still today the subject of so much baseless ableism and hatred.. When you learn that kind of shame, it can kill you. People think “it’s too embarrassing to be seen buying an enema, or to go to the ER and need a manual disimpaction. I’ll just wait this one out” and then the bowel perforates and that can kill you in no time at all. And a LOT of it is just because of the meaningless stigma surrounding something as universal and basic as.. peeing and pooping?? That’s insane! Most everyone does it! Get over yourself and stop perpetuating shame!! Knowing someone has to wear a diaper will not kill you, but the embarrassment that person feels might just kill them!!
EVERYONE GET NICER TO KIDS NOW
i want to play rimworld.. but the mods, i’ve too many, the game takes like 20 minutes to load.. but i don’t want to troubleshoot or remove them!! BUT I DON’T WANT TO PLAY VANILLA!!!! ( ᵒ̴̶̷᷄ д ᵒ̴̶̷᷅ ) i think there should just be a magical game where just about any manner of bullshit can happen, in any regard. usually this is called writing but i enjoy the relative lack of control.. if a hoard of child zombies hoard my western dinosaur-riding furry town, not only is that entirely random, but i can stream it to my friends and we can all scream and laugh together
i am thinking i might retire aioi.. which.. WOW!! if it's a scary idea huh!?! ＼(º □ º l|l)/ but the purpose is, i want to make a new website. and it will be less pocci-centric, and more for our entire system. aioi will stay up for as long as it does. but it will probably stop being my main website.
the only thing stopping me right now is, erm.. i've had such bad health problems that i kind of fell out of touch with code, amnesia has caused me to lose my sharpness in the field. i have a lot still i should relearn! and also, i'm wondering.. neocities? nekoweb? practically i was thinking nekoweb but i have an already-existing super-secret project on nekoweb, and i can't afford to make another site (free user)... can't afford much of anything recurring with the whole disabled-person-can't-work thing -w-" i'm sundowning my fediverse instance this yr for same reason. i will figure this out surely..
but yahh.. it will be not too different from aioi. but it'll be run by other alters as well! my blog posts will go there, and also blogposts from everyone else.. i think it'll be really nice.. it'll be apartment themed, every alter can have their own intro page and a cozy corner.. i can draw site mascots to rotate randomly on the main page, and every blog post will have art of whoever is drawing.. i can also repurpose my aioi blog-post faq blurb css to denote interruptions or comments from other alters! i think it will be nice.. it will be all for us but also can be a good resource to show people what life with disability, plurality, all that stuff is like..
