Uni work
Fun to paint but the deadline is eating my ass out


@troglobytes / troglobytes.tumblr.com
I’ve been a little quiet lately but that’s because @kiwiitin and I are brewing up a little Hansry romance/mystery visual novel!!! Her INCREDIBLE art and my dubious poetry combined into a fun, choice-based and multi-ending VN!
We will let everyone know more details when we are further along but I thought you guys might enjoy a maasive little glimpse 💜
men at some time are masters of their fates
gonna work the rest of the night on thesis probably so reading a lot about red dead and frontier myth in video games. this post is not about that though this post is me asking fans of the hit video game duology kingdom come deliverance 1 and 2 who are doing graduate degrees and/or working in academia to produce more materialist critique of it in the name of the father and of the son

there are corners of this website where the year is still 2013. and sometimes, on beautiful nights when the veil is thin, you can find them . if you know where to look
gay people have imagination of what they might even be
It may be possible to participate in sporting cultures without becoming complicit in the current dehumanization of both athletes and spectators. What this requires is a rapprochement between players and fans. Capitalism systematically separates, distances, and commodifies individuals, destroying the bonds of human connection and community. The solution to this dehumanizing social arrangement is not spectacular surrogate forms of fabricated community predicated on athletic sacrifice, but rather, the re-humanization of the relationship between fan and player. It is through an acknowledgement of shared humanity, pain, and passion that more authentic and humanely productive forms of community are possible [emphasis added]. This is not simply idealism. During the 2011 National Basketball Association lockout, players and fans came together to organize their own version of elite athletic performance. That experience transcended anything professional athletic spectacle had ever previously offered for at least some of the players and fans who participated. It remains a beacon for how sport might be resistant to rather than complicit with the dehumanizing and totalizing demands of capital.
Kalman-Lamb, N. (2018). Game Misconduct: Injury, Fandom, and the Business of Sport.
something i have always found really weird is when english texts italicize words from other languages.
i remember reading a book as a kid and the author continually italicizing the word tamales
making a pilgrimage to tumblr & getting conned by a blogger claiming to sell scraps of the shroud of pjackk
fanfiction is lowkey cloth mother
no one says big mood anymore. no one even says mood. no one says anything. all thats left is a dry wind, that scours my face until i bleed
repeating this to myself as a list of daily affirmations