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theo raeken apologist

@th30ra3k3n

always missing that reformed chimera of death and his angry werewolf boyfriend

About Me

First and foremost, I am an adult, so minors, while I won’t say don’t interact with this blog, just proceed with caution. I don’t always post/reblog 18+ content, but it’s there.
Welcome to my little corner! I’ve had this blog for at least 3 years and never introduced myself. I’m in my 20s and my pronouns are she/her! ✨
I mostly post little gif sets with lyrics or quotes that I associate with any given ship. I reblog a shit ton, too. Y’all are way too talented to not hit that reblog button every time. 🖤
My main fandoms atm are:
• Teen Wolf (Theo + Liam and Gwen + Hayden)
• Supernatural (Dean + Cas)
• Stranger Things (Robin + Nancy and Steve + Eddie)
• BBC Merlin (Gwen + Morgana and Merlin + Arthur)
• Marvel MCU (Sam + Bucky)
Fic Recs:
Thiam (Theo Raeken + Liam Dunbar)
My own little writing can be found under the tag: t.r.writes
My asks are always open for requests, music/quote suggestions, or just to say hi! 🫶
You’re a beautiful soul and I’m so glad you’re here! <3 <3
Also, I don’t tolerate any hate. If you don’t like my shit or ships that other people like, obviously it’s not for you. Just move on or you’ll be blocked.
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✨️🎵when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (positivity is cool) ✨️🎵

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I despise people like you because I like every song on all my playlists and I can never choose one 😭💀. I don’t like 2,312 songs for no reason but fine

  1. REDRED - Cortis
  2. WASTED - Magnolia Park
  3. Sharpest Tool - Sabrina Carpenter
  4. Afterlife - Evanescence (been watching the Devil May cry Netflix adaptation and it’s kinda fucking fire, just finished season one)
  5. Smiling out of Habit - Archers

Now to tag my followers… there’s so many of you guys...

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Thank you for the tagggg @roccosgirl 🫶🏼

1. Moonstruck - Enhypen

2. It’s me - Illit

3. Aquel Nap ZzZz - Rauw Alejandro

4. Si te vas - J Balvin & Jay Wheeler

5. TNT - Cortis

IM SORRY FOR THIS BEING SO LATEEEE 🙏🏼🙏🏼

ty for the tag!!!

1. who is it - michael jackson

2. this place hotel - the jacksons

3. blow away - kate bush

4. cloudbusting - kate bush

5. lightning - mitski

Tysm for tagging me!
1. Oh Yeah? - Steve Lacy
2. My Boo (Hitman’s Club Remix) - Ghost Town DJs
3. Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides - Pierce the Veil
4. Death of an Executioner - Pierce the Veil
5. Death Cup - Mom Jeans

chemical light - Josie edwards

dog prophecies - Josie edwards

orbiter - noahkahan

hayloft ii -mother mother

VOICES.IN.MY.PHONE. - changeline

and of course: @pukicho just to see if the fucker responds. little banana ass will probably not. howver. it would delight me to be wrong

My Girl- The Temptations

The Film Flam Cider Song- My Little Fucking Pony

Fabulous- Phineas, Bobby Fabulous

TALK SHIT!- PEGGY, Thomas Sanders

Shine A Light(Reprise)- Heathers

coffee - jack stauber

angelfuck - misfits

for all the hatred you have twords us - in which divides us

hell awaits - slayer

yeah boy and dollface - ptv

+ open tags

thank you pookie wookie

go go dancer - lana del rey

put it in my video- childish gambino

my moon my man - feist

im on fire - bruce springsteen

horns of a bull - fiona apple

idk ten people so @tisiphonestrash and @honeymoonybaby + open tags

thank yooooouuu

fireworks - mitski

tongues - joywave

the cure - olivia rodrigo

jump - tyla

superpowers - daniel caesar

thanks for the tag @honeymoonybaby

i like too many so this is like the current

1. август by сироткин (yes, bc this is about august but again no one gets me like them)

2. stupid song by olivia rodrigo (i listened to it way too many times for the last few months)

3. bad omens by 5 second of summer (this song makes me feel feelings)

4. the death of peace of mind by bad omens (tickles something in my brain, i can't explain it)

5. coraline by måneskin (gOD ITALIAN LANGUAGE)

am i ranting? i am. do i care? nor really

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Okay but what if Nancy got blackout drunk at a party one time while Jonathan was in cali and then wakes up in someone else’s bed in the morning, panics and climbs out the window.

At school she’s super anxious about how she’s such a bad girlfriend and how she betrayed Jonathan, but at the same time she can’t stop thinking about the mystery person who she slept with. All she can remember is their hands and how safe she felt.

She sits with Robin at lunch. Robin notices that she’s not eating and asks if anything’s wrong. Nancy tells her everything. Robin reacts a bit weirdly but Nancy doesn’t really notice since she’s feeling so guilty. Then Nancy asks for her help in figuring out who it was.

Robin seems conflicted and suggests that Nancy just puts it behind her, since she’s obviously feeling so bad about it. Nancy says no, because having a person who knows what happened is a risk until Nancy talks to them. Robin says she’s sure they won’t tell anyone. Nancy says we can’t be sure.

They spend all night going through the list of guys at the party. Robin was there too, and has better luck remembering who was there since she wasn’t as drunk. Then they narrow it down to any guys Nancy would find attractive enough to sleep with when drunk.

They make some calls, even talk to some of the people irl. Nancy says it’s all fruitless, and maybe Robin was right, but she just feels so so guilty and she doesn’t think she can live with herself or look at Jonathan the same again and at the same time she can’t stop thinking about mystery person.

Robin is a bit awkward but tries to comfort her. She tucks nancys hair behind her ears and wraps an arm around her shoulder, just trying to be there for Nancy when she needed her.

But those hands… they felt too familiar. Nancy puts together the scenes she remembers, but with Robins face. She never even imagined she had slept with a girl. And yet… everything seems to fit.

And then...

Idk should I write it?

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my head is full of doubt, part 1

Part 1 babey!

Content: Sex (not between Steddie. yet), Shrondinger’s cheating, didn’t know they were dating, Steve Whump, TW for brief Munver

Tagging everyone who asked for more: @apomaro-mellow @corrodedheartsclub @babygirlsteveharrington and thanks to @scoops-aboy86 for being my sounding board!

Steve knew that even if he swore he’d never give Dustin a ride again, he’d break that oath within the day, so he didn’t even bother. But, the kid’s teasing was getting under his skin.

He ever so kindly offered to take him and Lucas with him to Eddie’s place, to grab some stuff for Hellfire that they’d left. But then, Dustin saw the black flowers he’d spent hours painstakingly dying and the VHS of a horror movie Steve would never choose for himself and burst into laughter.

Good-natured laughter, calling Steve a sap, but still. Steve had already worked himself up about whether someone as nonconformist as Eddie would think flowers were lame, if it was too much when they’d only been dating a month. But, that was who he was. Too much. If it bothered Eddie, better to know now than in a year.

Them tumbling into bed together hadn’t been planned, Steve resigned to nurse his hopeless crush in solitude like he usually did. But then, one night after the kids had left, Eddie invited him to stay for a beer, and things escalated.

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Tag game: make yourself as a little guy

Tagging: @thiamsxbitch @rhyslahey @myinnerguineapig and whoever else is up for doing it 💙

AYEE new tag gameeee tyy @itsindeedarid

My hair are not actually green rn but its just cause its summer i swear 🙏🙏

thanks for the tag @the-lady-stardust28 !

npt @xamlovuathoi @th30ra3k3n @honeymoonybaby and whoever wants to join

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He can’t be alone where Chrissy died, but he can’t tell anyone that. So he sleeps in his van. Parks it down the street from Steve’s, close enough to see the light on in the living room. And Close enough to feel like he isn’t actually alone. It works for three nights but on the fourth, Steve finds him. There’s a knock on the driver’s window. Eddie jumps so hard he hits his head on the roof.

There’s Steve standing there in pajamas, hair a mess, holding a baseball bat like he was ready to swing. “Eddie? What are you doing here?”

“Shit—hey, Steve.” Eddie forces a laugh, scrubs a hand over his face. “Uh. Thought you’d be sleeping.”

Steve doesn’t buy it for a second. His eyes go sharp. “Are you okay? Are the kids—”

“God, no, they’re fine,” Eddie says fast. “It’s not—” He stops. Bites his lip hard, trying not to cry. His voice cracks anyway. “I can’t sleep in my trailer, man. I can’t even be near the thing. Ever since—”

He doesn’t finish. He doesn’t have to.

And Steve’s face does something complicated. Then he just says, “Come inside.”

“No,” Eddie shakes his head. “I’m okay here. Really. Van’s got—” he gestures vaguely, “—seat reclines and everything.”

Steve stares at him. “Eddie.”

“I’m fine—”

“Like hell you are.” But Steve doesn’t push. Not yet. He just stands there in the cold for a minute, then says, “Lock your doors,” and goes back inside.

Eddie thinks that’s it. Until the storm hits two nights later.

Rain slams the van so hard it sounds like the sky’s splitting open. Thunder cracks and Eddie’s right back in the Upside Down, back with the bats, back with Chrissy—

The passenger door wrenches open. Steve’s soaked, furious, not asking this time. “Get inside. Now.”

“I—”

“Eddie, please.” Steve’s voice breaks. “I can’t sleep knowing you’re out here.” And Eddie looks at him. Rain in his eyelashes. Terrified and stubborn and so, so tired.

He climbs out of the van.

Steve doesn’t say I told you so. Just throws a blanket around his shoulders and walks him inside.

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That's weird, Eddie thought to himself as he pulled into the driveway. Steve's car wasn't there. Maybe he had stayed late at the school? But Eddie didn't remember him mentioning any work he had to catch up on. And it wasn't parent-teacher meeting season yet either. Maybe he had gone out with other teachers for a drink after work? Eddie would have to check the machine to see if Steve left a message. 

The house was quiet and dark as he slipped through the door. He toed off his shoes and made his way towards the kitchen. The light on the answering machine was decidedly not blinking. It made Eddie pause and frown. It was rare for Steve to go out without leaving some kind of message. Maybe he had just forgotten. Eddie sighed through the pang of annoyance and tried not to think too hard about it. Instead, he grabbed a beer from the fridge and shuffled towards the living room. He switched the light on and was almost startled when a deep groan sounded from the couch. 

“Oh, there you are,” Eddie breathed as he flicked the light back off. 

Steve let out a little relieved sigh as the room plunged back into shadows. He was face down on the couch. Still in his work clothes. Still in his shoes. As if he had arrived home and immediately collapsed. 

“Migraine?” Eddie asked lightly as he set his can on the coffee table. 

“Mmmphfmm,” Steve's voice muffled against the cushions. 

Eddie knelt down near the end of the couch, taking Steve’s left foot in his hands and gently loosening the laces of his shoe.

“Robin drive you home?” he asked as he slid Steve’s sneaker off.

Steve gave the smallest of nods as Eddie reached over for his other foot. 

“She’s the best,” Steve murmured. 

“Yeah, she’s pretty great,” Eddie smiled as he set the second shoe on the floor beside the first. He knew how much energy it took for Steve to talk while he had a migraine like this and he found it incredibly endearing that he still took the effort to compliment Robin.   

“Do you want your jacket off?” 

Steve didn’t say anything, but lifted his arm weakly in response. Eddie took the invitation and gently tugged at the sleeve. He shrugged the coat off of Steve’s shoulders and set it on the floor by his shoes.

“Jeans?” Eddie asked next. 

Once again, Steve didn’t say anything, but he slowly reached under himself to undo the button and zipper of his pants. Eddie stood and grabbed a blanket from the basket they kept in the corner of the room. Then he helped Steve shimmy his jeans down his legs and draped the blanket over his boyfriend. 

Eddie sat himself on the floor by Steve’s head. Steve shifted slightly, turning his face so that it was a little more towards Eddie and a little less smashed into the couch. He kept his eyes closed. 

“Sorry,” he whispered, “I haven’t started dinner yet.”

Eddie just shushed him gently and reached a hand up to card through his hair. Steve let out a soft sigh at the touch. 

“It’s a bad one, isn’t it?” Eddie asked as he continued to run his fingers across Steve’s scalp. 

Steve’s expression pinched as he gave a small nod.

“Hurts,” he replied quietly. 

“I’m sorry baby,” Eddie leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Steve’s temple.

“It’s okay,” Steve sighed, “better now. Always better with you.”

“Good, I’m not going anywhere.” 

Always better with you.”

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Last Sentence Tag Game 𓂃🖊

RULES: post the last sentence you wrote (fanfic/original/anything) and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence

Here's the last sentence I wrote from my wip Forgiving Bullet:

"If you win, I'll leave you alone for good…" he says it like it hurts to get the words out beyond the weight of what they really mean.

While I was looking for an older post on my blog, I found this little tag game and decided to bring it back for a bit of weekend fun 💞 I didn't realize how many words the last sentence I wrote was 💀 so I'll try my best to tag as many moots as I can 😂💖

Last Sentence Tag Game ~🖋️

Rules: post the last sentence you wrote (original/fanfic/anything) and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence.

It’s been a while since I’ve had time to sit down and write properly, but I think this was my last sentence? It’s part of a Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt I was working on.

Floorboards squeaked behind you as Frank slowly approached, and you flinched when warm hands draped gently over your shoulders, carefully turning you away.

Anddddd that sentence is 23 words long. 💀 Do I even know that many people?? Let’s find out.

Last sentence tag game ✒️

"I do nothing but recognize the merits of a promising Knight." it's from a Ser Gwayne wip i'm trying to finish writing so i can get on writing the next two i have planned lol

*if anyone didn't want to be tagged or doesn't want to be tagged in the future lmk please

Last Sentence Tag Game 🖊️

He can't sense their intent, tries anyway and stumbles empty handed, and that just adds to his desire to get out of this hellhole, to get away from the stomping grounds of all his worst nightmares; he’s not safe here if he can't even trust himself to know what's real and what's not anymore.

- From Chapter 14 of Locked Inside My Head (Say You Won’t Let Me Drown)

The game is tag as many people as there are words but I don’t think I have 54 people to tag because my sentences are obscenely long so imma just do 5 lmao

Last Sentence Tag Game 🖊️

“I’m not trying to be clever.” Theo’s voice had gone flat again, and his eyes dropped briefly to the ground before returning to Liam’s face. “I’m telling you to leave me alone.”

“Then stop looking like you’re about to collapse.”

“Then stop looking at me, problem solved.”

— From It’s Not Love I Swear (It’s Despair)

Thanks for the tag, @royal-callahxn ! 🖤

From Baby, I Swear It’ll be Us in the End:

Here we go, Romero. Don’t fuck it up this time.’

She's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doin'

She pushed me in the pool at our last school reunion

She laughs at my dreams but I dream about her laughter

Strange as it seems, she's the one I'm after

'Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off of my feet

And I can't help myself, I don't want anyone else

She's a mystery, she's too much for me

But I keep comin' back for more

She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret for more than an hour

She runs on one hundred proof attitude power

And the more she ignores me, the more I adore her

What can I do? I'd do anything for her

'Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off of my feet

And I can't help myself, I don't want anyone else

She's a mystery, she's too much for me

But I keep comin' back for more

She's just the girl I'm lookin' for