ego in the fire.

[misunderstanding really badly] so if i get really good at not caring if things are good or bad i can win reality and escape?

Being told what to do is great because then you know what to do

Give me jelly beans you fuck head

I will do anything to be free

Even escape?

I dont know. Can i do that

soon I will be euthanized due to my various behavioral issues and also they just don’t like me

you pet me

you Pet me

Today's Seal Is: Bigs My Eyes At You

man i just dont know why im so afraid all the time (<- has the disorder that makes you afraid all the time)

i’m like if a pervert was a sweetheart

i want freedom i want freedom i want freedom *is granted freedom* noooooo my attachments

(eating a pill i found on the floor of the club bathroom) hope it's a placebo. i don't need any effects right now

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

— Melissa Cox

Margaret Atwood, The Animals in That Country; from ‘Speeches for Dr Frankenstein’

TEXT ID: you dangle on the leash of your own longing; your need grows teeth.

i’ve been diagnosed with needy and annoying disease. i will be put down now.