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Gay astrology. Naked truth. Dark art. I give all myself into this posts; neurodivirgency. 35y.o. UA ; DM open

Astrology Notes: Moon-Pluto. Your Soul is Wider

As I said previously, the Moon with Mars brings instinctive power, passion and challenge. But Pluto is more massive in its symbolic impact. I see it as some combination of Mars and Jupiter, where desire, willingness and fulfilment go above the cap

So lil sis Moon, like a litmus paper immersed in this radioactive ocean, becomes very hot and even more moist. I use the essences of Mars and Jupiter to explain the essence of Pluto. It’s questionable, I know

With Moon conjunct Pluto, the native may become a hunter. The psyche is inflamed with struggle, passion, deep and profound ideas of life and death, and survival itself

If this conjunction is afflicted, the houses ruled by the Moon and Pluto may come under pressure. The native may fiercely protect what is their own, and sometimes this protection turns into aggression, especially with difficult afflictions from Mars or Saturn

Moon sextile Pluto

The native may have sharp intuition, deduction and the ability to gaze through words into the deeper meanings of other people. But sometimes even this position makes people anxious and suspicious. You see too much, then spend another hour wondering whether you actually saw anything

Moon square Pluto

Moon square Pluto may bring a lot of struggle. These people may fall into victimised positions or become controlling and harmful themselves, especially when the Moon is strongly significant in the chart. They expect danger and rarely trust easily

Often there is some major event or long period of experience that changes them for a very long time, sometimes for most of their life. From another point of view, this may be a useful position for grey-zone professionals, military or police work, investigations and emergencies, places where somebody has to keep their eyes open when everyone else would rather look away

Moon trine Pluto

Moon trine Pluto may make people very talented in social relations, psychological matters and social engineering. These natives have an inner sense of the hidden roads into the human psyche

But there is still danger during hard transits, when these people may turn that talent into a weapon. Knowing where the buttons are does not automatically make you a saint

Moon opposite Pluto

Moon opposite Pluto may correlate with difficult or destabilising experiences, especially when the Moon is strongly involved in the rest of the chart. But these lads may also become talented detectives, forensic specialists, inspectors, investigators or support professionals

They know something about the depth of wounds. And when their own wounds are no longer running the whole damn office, the next step may be helping somebody else

Astrology tips: Points of Support for Now

Right now we have two strong planets in the sky, and they will stay strong for quite a while: Jupiter in Leo and Venus in Libra

Venus gives us the ability to listen, weigh things up and look at the same situation from different points of view. Especially for the Fire and Air signs, she may bring a greater ability to accept another person’s position and look at things, processes and ideas from a slightly more compromising side. This is a symbol of reconciliation, calm and the search for the most reasonable option, when not every disagreement needs to become a small civil war

Jupiter in Leo draws attention to the feeling of self-worth and the inner backbone of personality. It enriches the ego, fills it, adds qualities that complete the image of a person who knows something about respect, honour and dignity. Jupiter lets us notice festivity and joy even in basic everyday activities, decorating them a little and focusing attention on the better sides of life. Sometimes the grand royal feast is just good coffee, clean clothes and the feeling that today you actually like being yourself

This is especially relevant for the Fire and Air signs

Just a reminder: Fire is Aries, Leo and Sagittarius. Air is Gemini, Libra and Aquarius

"View in the Park of the Villa Aldobrandini, Frascati" by Maurice Sand.

Published in the French magazine Le Magasin Pittoresque in 1856.

Venus Opposite Saturn

culminates 21th of August (already active now)

On the Aries-Libra axis, there is no easy compromise, only a violent storm glittered with aesthetic strips and knightly promises

Opposition, from my point of view, is about pro and contra, where after calamity a clear road to success may finally open. This is a harsh configuration, where Venus accepts Saturn, but Saturn does not return the favour. So if you want to push some diplomatic take, you better have a magic ace up your sleeve and something solid behind all the pretty words

On the other hand, don’t rush into agreements, because you may not be able to handle everything they bring. Now is the time to take notes, make contacts across conflict lines and watch where people are actually willing to move. Any unions formed under this aspect may be painfully unbalanced, where diplomacy runs fast but real power keeps pulling every present force back to its own side

Fast Astrology Note

Next few hours Moon in Scorpio goes in trine to Mars in Cancer. Nice reception, and here we have this small water mess, where subtle desires, old emotional patterns and some manipulative strategies may cook in one pot

Sounds awful? Yep, in practice it kinda is. Scorpio Moon rarely wants to put all cards on the table, Cancer Mars rarely goes through the main gate, so there may be a lot of side roads, shadows, hints and little tricks around things that otherwise could be said in one sentence

If you want somth, go and get it. Just today the straight road may be the stupidest one

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Meanwhile, Mars in Cancer

(till 28 of September)

And this is my lovely position in the astral circle pit

Mars here coils itself into the patterns of the Moon: cyclical, weary, anxious and jealous. Here Mars is cooled and moistened like a hot stone on the ocean shore. Time passes and the stone heats up under the sun, time passes again and the water moistens and cools it down

But the real problem here is this: don’t try to make every long-term decision at once. Do the work you usually do on a routine, cyclical basis. Love the people you already love. Grab a shopping bag and go buy groceries and pizza for the family, even if you don’t have a family. It is time to pay attention to ancestry and inheritance matters, check your family medical history, and make sure you actually know what happened to Grandma’s chair in the attic

It’s also a damn good time to wrap yourself in cozy, warm vibes and radiate them like a good neighbor who bakes tasty pies and sends slices to every house nearby. It is time for grouping, tribing and communion in various forms, based on the oldest and most basic principle of kinship: these are my people, therefore I care

Astro Notes: Moon and Mars. Instinctive Power

Moon aspects with a malefic have a tone of their own. The Moon is like a bowl of rice, absorbing whatever is poured into it, and on the other hand making visible, felt and manifested through reactions the principles of the planet that aspects it

Moon conjunct Mars

The Moon in conjunction with Mars has strong reactive potential. Those who have Moon-Mars are often very rushed in their decisions, physically intense, interested in sports, prone to risk and equipped with an adventurous mind

Painfully, Moon-0-Mars may have a very aggressive tone of communication, often blaming others and rushing to judgment. They may struggle to see the gradient of feelings, being overwhelmed by radical polarities. This position may be softened when the Moon is in Cancer or Taurus, where Mars has less power than the Moon. The inner warlord still screams, but at least somebody gave him tea

Moon sextile Mars

These are proactive people who just can’t sit in one spot. They are like wind, like a river, like anything that is always in motion

But on the other hand, they may be conflict-prone and rarely care enough about the consequences of their actions. Good entrepreneurs, fast starters, brave improvisers, but often bad at big strategy without the support of Saturn. Somebody starts the engine before checking whether the road actually exists

Moon square Mars

Probably the most aggressive of these aspects. These lads and chicks may walk around looking for some trigger, then start blaming, gossiping, bullying or scheming when something hits the nerve. They may have strong physical drive, while traditional interpretations also connect hard Moon-Mars configurations with inflammatory or feverish tendencies

Their strong side takes root in their weakness: when fights, scandals and emergencies begin, their prime time is on. Peace may confuse them, but chaos suddenly gives everyone a job title

Moon trine Mars

Probably the most harmonious power aspect. They have uplift, a second wind and an ace up their sleeve for difficult situations. But they are still challengers and rarely ignore a challenge when one appears

The difference is that reactions here are usually softer and better integrated than with the sextile. Mars still moves, pushes and fights, but the Moon has enough room to understand what the fuck is happening before joining the battle

Moon opposite Mars

These people may often find themselves in victimised positions or situations where pressure comes from outside. They suffer, complain and emotionally react, but in danger they may suddenly mobilise all their resources for one final push

And often this transformation from prey to hunter brings a situational victory. The problem is that they may discover their own strength only when something has already cornered them

A man may be desired, watched, judged, reduced to a pretty body and a convenient role, and still remain unread like a page everybody touches and nobody bothers to understand

Vision of Love #1 is objectification, male vulnerability and shame, about that weird moment when your own body stops feeling like home and starts working as somebody else’s symbol, fantasy or little private possession

I don't obey you now

No way, you shan’t possess me, I take not your gifts, your pleasures, your renown My utter heart is boiling in the rage eternal, I forsake your enslaving altar, throne and crown.

Nevermore

I don’t accept such gods who are cold to prayers, Who wish a one-sided mass, without deliverance Who cares about appetites of spirits in the far end of a hell If you, my lord, can’t even hear a plea amid blood rivers spilled for you

Never

You break my faith in you, The altar burnt, temple abandoned  And this my last embrace with your cruel dominion, Go away, my lesser god, begone, your sanctuary stands empty

The fallen priest goes to another temple

Never leave me alone

Don’t leave me in a silent empty room, From gloom, from fear, despair, doom, By whispering your name I’m trying to survive Taking your hand in this unequal fight

You call me through the early dawn, When sunrays strike a weary mind , When joy goes from your eyes sight But there’s dusk and a secret bowl

The taste of honey, wine and poison, A panacea of the dancing snakes, I took it to you in the morning As promise given: not be afraid

But when you gone out of the doors, I’m stuck in shock. I’m going lost When silent room with empty rage, Becomes my mirror-cruel cage 

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Toyboys Cry Too

Today and yesturday He hasn't answer. Hope He's alive. Now here is no safeny This photo tribute to my dom about whom I weary

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Astrology: Eclipse diaries

Two breakups between couples in my circle, directly in the day on eclipse. So what? From my side we talking about various sides of relationships with so cnc nostalgia with bf and I have not so bad session with dom in leo manner. So what? Other gay tells that his GF trying to ssd herself. So what? Eclipses, especially fully seen, in Babylonian time are sign of fall of dynasties. So eclipses seems in nowday like a big shit on the central roads of life

Bare winds

I walk aside, I wander with no dreams, And with full sack of ashes turn my steps, For strangers cheerfully share a kiss, With snakes alive inside my hollow chest 

I run in forest full of whispers hectic With will-o`-whisps of trapping bliss, I run so far, so quick and so hysteric, That counting not my true love's kiss 

I fell, I fell beneath, out of mirrors, Where is a gallery of grievous faults, I cry, I beg, I try to deal and figure, Why every wandering turns to dust

I’m a dissolved shadow of tomorrow, I weep for chance that is long lost. My lips have poison that has borrowed The taste of wine, milk and true love