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@raemanzu / raemanzu.tumblr.com

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@zexalmonth day 6: Scenery

Heartland City looks great, it has reliable public transportation and a giant heart tower. HowEVER. At night is so bright???? The light pollution is off the charts, there's no way at night people don't see an orange tint all over the sky. And it's near the woods so you KNOW there's woodlands creatures that are disturbed by this. I know that Yuma is shown to have the goddam milky way over his house, but I'd pay good money to say that that's actually a projector dome that mr. Heartland put up to make his citiziens complacents that he didn't steal the moon

sometimes i wonder if we have forgotten that sharing creative work is, fundamentally, a bid for human connection. like I'm not posting art or fic for 'engagement' i'm posting it looking for other sickos to play with! i'd be making it anyway for my own gratification because there's something wrong with me, i'm sharing it hoping we can have something wrong with us together <3

@zexalmonth Dog: Favourite Secondary character/sidekick

I feel like Akari deserves a lot more love, and I wish she'd had more episodes! She is the only reasonable Tsukumo, even given her bad taste in guys lol, she actually cares about protecting Yuma from all the trauma a 13 year old shouldn't have to face! Unlike Yumas parents and granny. She really cares about her brother and I love that she has her own thing going on with her journalism too. She's got a great design that is unique to her but also subtly marks her connection to Yuma through the hoodie vest.

fun fact about character development by the way. you can make them develop worse.

like I mean this very seriously as writing advice. the character should experience events and make decisions that make them different at the end of the story. they should be changed. they do not have to be improved.

they can get worse. they can make decisions of an increasingly terrible nature. they can stop taking risks on kindness. they can discover how much they can get away with. they can find religion, or abandon it, with negative effects on their moral creed. the character has to develop. the character does not have to grow.

how manual wheelchair users move (explainer for non-users)

frequently when i’m out and about with someone walking, they can’t anticipate what path i will take and therefore they’re in my way pretty frequently. this is fine! i can politely ask them to step to the side. but it makes me think about how little non-wheelchair users understand the way wheelchair users move. as someone who used to walk everywhere, it was an adjustment period for me to figure out how to navigate the world in a chair. here are some things that didn’t occur to me so that you don’t cut off your friend right as they’re building momentum to go up a ramp 😆

for context, i use an active manual chair. the world is very different in a power chair. even among active manual chair users, there is a huge diversity in physicality and strategies for getting around. this is a general guide that i think will apply to most manual wheelchair users. i’m starting super basic and getting more complicated as i go.

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1. manual wheelchairs are a momentum game. it is very easy to maintain speed and direction. but speeding up, slowing down, or turning, is hard. one thing this affects is if we’re on a wavy sidewalk or other twisty-turny walkway, that is a pain in the ass and i am taking as straight a path as i can.

2. wheelchair users also have to pay attention to the slope and condition of the pavement, so our path somewhere will be different than yours, even if we’re taking the same route to the same place. for example, i usually have to go down slopes straight, not diagonally, to avoid tipping over sideways. one area this affects is crosswalks. many intersections have one curb cut for both roads you could cross, which means i will go down curb cuts to a crosswalk as if i am aiming for the middle of the intersection.

your path in orange, mine in blue. to you it seems indirect, but to me it’s the path of least resistance.

i also will be building speed in the second half of the crosswalk. this is a much easier way to tackle a ramp. if i approach with momentum, i won’t have to drag myself up the slope once i get to it.

3. building momentum and maintaining it is only half of the job. the other half is stopping. manual wheelchairs cannot stop on a dime if they’re moving with any kind of speed. if i tried to stop immediately when going downhill, i would fly out of the chair. so don’t walk right into the path of a wheelchair in motion and then stop! i will have to turn to the side very quickly and hope i don’t tip. i can’t tell you how often parents pushing strollers will stop their stroller directly in my path and then get offended when i am alarmed and turn sharply to avoid hitting their child. from their perspective, i was being careless and going “too fast.” in reality, normal walking speed takes a few feet to slow down from and stop.

4. in terms of slope. see this street in san francisco?

i can’t go down this street, it’s way too steep. i would give myself friction burns on my palms trying to control my speed. if i was in a situation where there was no avoiding this street, like in an emergency, i would be breaking my straight-slope rule and zig-zagging in the middle of the road.

this would require several zig-zags back and forth, more than the four that i drew. i also could not go up this road other than with this method. up or down, i risk tipping over sideways if i’m not careful.

4. in a similar vein, consider terrain. slopes with grass or carpet take huge amounts of energy to get up. this grassy hill isn’t insurmountable, but it would take me like thirty minutes to get up there. honestly i would probably go backwards, because it’s easier to pull yourself up a slope than push yourself.

other types of terrain can be completely immobilizing, though. this decorative gravel pathway is beautiful, and inaccessible to me. my casters (front wheels) simply will not go through that.

5. in terms of walkways and obstacles. if there’s a deep gap in the pavement lined up the way i’m going, and it’s, say, an inch wide, that is an obstacle for me. my casters are one inch wide, and my back wheels are an inch and a half. i’ll get stuck in it like a train on a track.

i have to straddle this, even if it means being too close to the middle of the sidewalk and preventing us from walking side by side.

similarly, if a crack is greater than an inch high, i’m gonna wheelie over it. at two inches, i have to. a wheelie may require a change in speed, either faster or slower depending on the person.

i have 4 inch casters, so a lip as little as 2 inches will stop me in my tracks. a lip as little as one inch, hit with any speed, can knock my casters out of square. casters can get knocked out of alignment pretty easily depending on the chair. i’d rather not have to pull out an allen wrench and a level, so i’m gonna wheelie.

this happened when i hit about a 1.5” lip on a pavement crack when i was going downhill at maybe 3mph.

6. putting it all together. see how diagonal this crack is?

this is another situation where i have to go straight relative to the slope. because that crack is wide, it will probably also require a wheelie. if i tried to approach that straight relative to the sidewalk, my left caster would get up the slope, i’d wheelie, then my right caster would land in the crack. i have to go this way.

(also lol at the trash can blocking the curb cut)

these are just a few things to keep in mind when walking about with a wheelchair user! ofc the best strategy always is just to listen when someone asks you to move out of their way 😆 but i think being able to anticipate movement a little better will help it seem less random. feel free to ask any questions!

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TAG GAME: tag your moots and ask what their username lore is!

Tagged by @061325 ^^❗❗

I really like watching novels in the television with my parents and some time ago there was a character named Mavi(a man) , i never had saw that name anywere so i found it really cool and a little later when i was looking for a masculine name for myself i remembered it and decided to use it. The thing is that the majority of the people who i told this name about said that it were a female name and it made no sense to change to it, so i picked a closer name that is undeniably masculine, Ravi

Plus i always found really cool to change letters for numbers and constantly find myself adding letters in the end of words to an animated effect

No pressure tags 🏃‍🏃‍🏃‍🏃‍ @gloomymelody @osoroh18 @comeonreginaldd

TAG GAME: tag your moots and ask what their username lore is!

tagged by: @r4v11 🙂‍↕️

Wish I had a cool story like this one 🫠

I opened my AO3 account to read and write Julie And The Phantoms fics back in 2020. My favourite character was Reggie, so I wanted something to do with him and this was the opening of one of the songs

So I was like Yup. This the one

Also, here is with a double D because comeonreginald was taken (and I think that account is also mine but I have NO IDEA how to access it)

Oughhh thanky for the tag >:3

My lore.......... Is that I got tired of deepfried-shortpeople because that had been my url for One William Years, and I had a sideblog already titled deathicus-sling because that was supposed to be my irl publishing pseudonym. I just liked the name Deathicus Sling though so now everything is Deathicus Sling. The end. Rip deepfried-shortpeople you were an ICONIC url.

Hmmmm I tag @accidentallyadorable @menotthatkindoforc @curufiin (as if we don't alr know what's happening there xD) @three-two-six and @fromthedeskoftheraven gimme ur lore 🫵🏼

Okay, so while I do have a what-these-words are referencing but that’s not really the lore behind the change to analogousstructureamrod.

Let’s begin, I was thinking of changing my name bc the previous user name was heavily associated with my old accounts which I didn’t really want and—while this is so silly in retrospect and I know it—the previous user name was reading as too feminine for me (trans man here). So, I started thinking of changes.

I wanted a science-y term in the name, and I originally thought of convergent evolution but then I switched to analogous structure because it was related and made more gramatical sense (I guess). Also it would make someone question ‘wtf is this user being similar to/wtf is an analogous structure’

Then I wanted something silm related bc I’ve been obsessed with it for a bit and I liked that others in my fandom could easily identity me as a member as well, so I went to thinking of characters. Then came Amrod, who is a twin like me and not too popular character (at least on his own) and I liked the repetition of starting with a.

So that’s it. I did float the idea of a funnier name or Dr.Analogous but I didn’t really like it.

Thank you for tagging me! No pressure tagging: @rana-temporaria @pastelchaos242 @pigsducksflowers @starshadeemilyart @psstwantsomecheese & anyone else that wants to join

Rana Temporaria is the scientific word for the European common frog! (Also known as the grass frog!!!) They're my favorite frog and I love them dearly, glad I chose them as a username cause it makes it easy to nickname me (I get a rush of joy everytime someone calls me Rana lol)

Tagging @starships4birds @ariagreenleaf and anyone who wants to join in!

Tysm for tagging me Rana!

Aria Greenleaf was my (starting out in the first few weeks as a) self insert character (that’s why her name is now my name after ages help), my first OC in the Silm and the narrator of the huge AU I was working on (hence her as the "author"). She was supposed to be Legolas‘ mom hence the "Greenleaf"

That's an easy one, my dear iel. I was making a tumblr account. The user names I wanted were taken and so one after the other was rejected. In frustration I typed *comeontakemyname*. It worked.

when I was a baby teenager and me and my future partner were first getting to know each other over the Internet, we got into Yu-Gi-Oh and I was assigned the character of Anzu for some reason. Then later my birth name got shortened to Rae as a nickname which is now just my name. The M is my last initial!

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best thing tumblr ever did for me is the term "rotating it in my mind". it's really true that sometimes you think about something real hard but you can't tell what the thoughts are exactly. it's revolutionary stuff, i might even say

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vulpineprince

sometimes the subject of your thoughts is just in this thing

Ah, there it is!

The TUMBLER!

The tumblr blorbo in the blorbo tumbler.

mild addendum

Zexal Month 2026 Day 5

7th - Virgo: Favourite female character

The sign for Virgo is often represented by a maiden, typically with wheat, to symbolise the harvest. Show us your favourite female character in Zexal! 

My favorite female character is going to have to be Rio. I love her strong and feisty personality, and I enjoyed every scene she interacted with Shark. The Kamishiro twins bickering was always fun to watch. I personally think they did her dirty and wish we had seen more of her and her dueling prowess. There was also her being introduced as a strong and independent female character, and she just gets pushed to the sidelines. Rio deserved better, along with the rest of the female cast.

Zexal Day 5! Virgo

August 7th - Virgo: Favourite female character

The sign for Virgo is often represented by a maiden, typically with wheat, to symbolise the harvest. Show us your favourite female character in Zexal! 

Ooh it’s kind of a split between Rio and Droite but I think Rio wins it.

She’s such a baddie, I also love her interactions with Ryouga aka her brother >D<

I have a ton of pictures of them saved to a folder but I’ll spare you guys that

Also she is so pretty as Merag! I love her design sm, it’s a damn shame I don’t draw her more often (foreshadowing?)

Wish she got introduced sooner, and I will accept the thing of “barian magic healed all the burn scars” but I think she should’ve gotten some scars or some lung problems :p

(Sorry that this is so short lol, I’m not sure what else to write :3)

The main girl. the beloved.

7th - Virgo: Favourite female character

Look. she is an icon she is a legend she is The Moment. my favorite female character in zexal is Rio and i hate how dirty she was done in the third act of the show

like i got nothing to say about her she's just so fuckin cool. I wish she was given more agency and maybe made a comeback in arc-v because if any character deserved to show up alongside kaito in arc v it would be rio

anyways RIP in peace girl you would have loved Chappell Roan

Ok, so, bottom surgery recovery is going ~splendidly~ tbh, I’ve been off opioids basically all week, she’s healing well, she even looks pretty which at under the one-month mark is making me feel pretty optimistic. The only problems it’s giving me are that sometimes if I see something really gross it makes my body feel like it’s trying to suck itself inward from my vagina, like a black hole generated by the power of “ew ew ew,” and that healing is really tiring so I’m like…always sleepy. But tbh most of bottom surgery recovery has been peaceful, I’ve had a lot of time to do some self-reflection (which I hate, doing my own therapy as a patient suuuuuucks), BUT, I do have one funny story:

Right as I wake up there’s a nurse there who hustles over and says he’s glad he saw me wake up and tells me he’s giving me some pain meds and then he gives me IV Fentanyl and so I go from like “Ow ow ow ow awake awake awake” to “ooooooh fuck I’m floating on clouds made of rainbows” in like 6 seconds and so I was pretty out of it. The hospital had all the recently-post op patients all in one big-ass room, and they see patients for ALL sorts of surgeries, so I was next to an old guy who got his knee replaced on one side and some young 30-something dude with some kind of mechanism on his leg. So I asked him what happened since I was high as fuck and feeling kind as a result, and he said he broke his leg hiking off-trail when his leg went down a literal rabbit hole and snapped his shinbone. I say something like “damn dude that blowssssss” while giggling because I’m high as FUCK on actual fentanyl and he’s like “Yeah, for real, I’m feeling great right now though! What about you? What are you in here for?”

And I fully was not thinking like a person, I was thinking like a fentanyl-addled tgirl so I just go “Oh, haha, they cut my dick off!”

And he just kinda stops and is like “Hah-WAIT what? Why?” and I was trying to think of an acceptable answer to tell this cis guy because it’s dawning on me through my drug-induced haze that not everybody wants their penis gone and before I can think of a response two nurses just came up and…wheeled him away. Idk where to, and I don’t think he did either, because he kept looking back at me and frantically asking the nurses where they were taking him and I never gave him an adequate response so he probably thought he was gonna get that “Transgender for Everyone” shit before he was probably actually delivered to whoever his ride home was.

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I remember when I first watched this show, I played this part at least 5 times

Narrator: “Water. Unlike other cats, long-haired Persians need regular baths to keep their luxurious coats healthy and fluffy. Reginald doesn’t care if he has a prize-winning coat. He just wants the ordeal to be over.”

Reginald: *meows in distress*

Narrator: Unfortunately for Reggie, there’s one last step. He’s about to learn that getting wet is nothing – compared to getting dry.”

♫ TRIUMPHANT FANTASY MUSIC ♪

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