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clark + 25 + he/him my carrd (eyestrain warning) ... my art ... blacklist #0315 if you don't want to see my personal posts

(snaps out of it) OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!! HOLY JESUS CHRIST FUCK WHY DID NOBODY TRY TO STOP ME (eases back into it) ahhhh. yeah this feels right

guy with dissociative amnesia voice: yeah i just don't think i have any sort of amnesia with the dissociation. i would remember if i was forgetting something

telling my therapist how i categorize my life in stages between certain ages and see them as different parts from me and he starts furiously writing on his little ipad

(snaps out of it) OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!! HOLY JESUS CHRIST FUCK WHY DID NOBODY TRY TO STOP ME (eases back into it) ahhhh. yeah this feels right

My toxic trait is that if I find a product I like I want to keep using the same product forever. It's not even brand loyalty. It's called stop changing and discontinuing everything.

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a lineup of a few ocs that i did with my left hand yay nothing can stop me from drawing

my brain isnt comprehending it at all it wants to convince me this is all just a dream i want it to be a dream so fucking bad but it isnt its real and it hurts so so much i cant believe this. I cannot fucking believe this i cant. I am breaking mentally my brain is shattering so many voices in my head trying to calm me down its so fucking awful i hate my life. I hate my life i hate being alive It just keeps getting Worse and Worse like ill think It cant possibly get any worse. And then it does. Over an dover and over again it does.

"i don't know.. that's scary.." has become such a core part of my vocabulary that I forget people will not immediately understand that I'm making a reference when i say that

praying to god this rental i applied for isnt a scam or infested or anything Please god i dont care how much it costs i gotta get outta jere i gotta get outta heeerree