🎭🐾︶︶﹒𝒮hadow 𝓜ilks n1 ﹕✶

coughs this up politely ...

i have been not really doing the best for the past month and its ended up affecting my art & participation in my yume heavily ,,, so i decided to do a simple comfort piece (´꒳`人) i always find a lot of comfort in art pieces like this ; the closeness , the soft ambiance , the warm glow of stars / lights ... its just nice to imagine being with shamil like this

hopefully ill be more active in my yume ... soon. im still trying to find a balance in my mental health and keeping up with my yumeship in a healthy way. i love my f/o a lot and it helps to lean on him in times like this , its just kinda scary when ive plunged back into some habits pretty badly. either way he's stuck with me tho hehe , im just finding my footing again

thank you shamil for always being the light guiding me through the darkness , even when i cant seem to make my way out he's still there with me. its nice to have a place to sit without any judgement or fear , and he's that for me. i love him so so much <3

ok sorry for the rant and kinda dark topics ,,, this blog is basically silent so i think im just talking into a void anyway ( ´∀｀ )b no promises on being more active again but im still here and going strong with my dearest ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

shadow milk doubles , proship/darkship/adjacent dni ! ! your f/o loves you so much <3

new edit yayayayaya .... this took me FOUR HOURS to do omg. i was fighting with capcut the entire time i never wanna touch that stupid app again ...

its so cute though im so proud of this ,,, i learned a new editing style just for this video , the zoom in/out transitions are something ive never done before so im really happy with it :)

im gonna yap in the reblogs about this btw expect that in a little bit ....

song ;; ill believe in anything - wolf parade

shadow milk doubles , proship/darkship/adjacent dni ! ! your f/o loves you (*≧з≦)

new hyashadow art yayaya !!! the time on this canvas ended up being an angel number (5:55) ghehehe .... i really like this one , i struggled a lot with the background but it ultimately came out pretty good :)

also ive already soft launched new hyacinth design but this art piece shows some of his outfit a little better ... i really like his design now , it feels a little more *me* if that makes sense

ok its like 4am so im probably gonna go to bed soon but ya ..... enjoy 🎉🎉🎉

shadow milk doubles , proship/darkship/adjacent dni ! ! do not repost my art without credits or use any of my art for your personal or yumeship purposes. remember your f/o loves you to bits (ゝω・´★)

wip ,,,, 👀👀

this is actually turning out very good im excited for lineart . doing all the flowers is going to be evil but worth it ,,!

shadow milk doubles , proship/darkship/adjacent dni ! !