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@jesterdove

˗ˏˋ shadow milk yumeship / riako blog ! ! ꒱ selective sharing ◟♡ doubles dni ︶⟡

‹ ✦ welcome to the spire of shadows . . ’ ◟🕊️

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✶﹕this blog is a shadow milk yumeship / riako blog ! ! i treat my f/o as my semi-real partner . romantic doubles please dni & block me

🎭︵ directory﹒⟢

001. about me

003. about my yume

004. yumesona info

006. art directory

007. tag directory

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🌀︵ BYI﹒⟢

✶﹕selective sharing , romantic doubles dni (unless i do) ! ! familial / platonic doubles & fictionkins are welcome to interact

✦﹒i follow / int from @suprstaarzz ! ! feel free to follow me there & here :)

✦﹒ auDHD + anxiety . awkward interacting but very friendly ! ! always open to moots

✦﹒i tend to repost a lot of imagines , so if you want to find my own content i suggest using the tags i have listed below ! !

✦﹒i post yumeship art , shadow milk related content , random rambles about my f/o , and yumeship imagines ! !

✶﹕asks about my yumeship or requests for imagines/positivity/etc are always open ! ! please dont be afraid to ask , i love responding to things and interacting with people :)

note : while my requests are always open , i may not get to them for awhile. my inspiration and energy can fluctuate a lot , but i will get to them eventually ♡

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🃏︵ tag guide﹒⟢

✶﹕for an extensive tag guide , please see my tag directory . below are my most commonly used tags ! !

#✶﹕art - art by me

#✶﹕yumepost - yume gushing / posting of any sort, similar to yapping

#✶﹕repost - reposts of any sort

#✶﹕yapping - yapping about anything really

#✶﹕daydreaming - yumeship imagines

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coughs this up politely ...

i have been not really doing the best for the past month and its ended up affecting my art & participation in my yume heavily ,,, so i decided to do a simple comfort piece (´꒳`人) i always find a lot of comfort in art pieces like this ; the closeness , the soft ambiance , the warm glow of stars / lights ... its just nice to imagine being with shamil like this

hopefully ill be more active in my yume ... soon. im still trying to find a balance in my mental health and keeping up with my yumeship in a healthy way. i love my f/o a lot and it helps to lean on him in times like this , its just kinda scary when ive plunged back into some habits pretty badly. either way he's stuck with me tho hehe , im just finding my footing again

thank you shamil for always being the light guiding me through the darkness , even when i cant seem to make my way out he's still there with me. its nice to have a place to sit without any judgement or fear , and he's that for me. i love him so so much <3

ok sorry for the rant and kinda dark topics ,,, this blog is basically silent so i think im just talking into a void anyway ( ´∀` )b no promises on being more active again but im still here and going strong with my dearest ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

shadow milk doubles , proship/darkship/adjacent dni ! ! your f/o loves you so much <3

small doodle ok .... i wanna do more art but im so tired sorry </3

i adore this drawing it is so cute ゚+.゚(´▽`人) i love my f/o so much kisses him politely ♡

shadow milk doubles , proship/darkship/adjacent dni ! !

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f / o who gently fixes your posture when you are slouching , their cold hands sliding up your back to guide your shoulders back.

but . . . instead of pulling away after correcting you , they just leave their hands there , leaning down to press a soft kiss to the nape of your neck.

mmm thinking about my blue boy ,,, i love him so dearly. even when im not super focused on my yumeship , he's still there , consistent. ive been going through a lot of icky emotions , and even at the end of every bad day , hes still there , waiting. hes something soft to come back to , like curling up under the blankets after a long day. my heart still beats for him , every breath is laced with the care i hold. my sweetest bluebell ,,♡ i truly love him so so much , even on the quiet days or the nights filled with despair. despite all of it , hes here , and my feelings still hold strong. he makes my heart melt in a special way , every thought of him fills me with a warmth that softens every sharp edge.

i adore my boyfriend , so much. my dearest moon , my sweetest blue boy <3 i love him , forever and always ( ⸝⸝´ ᵕ `⸝⸝)

shadow milk doubles , proship/darkship/adjacent dni ! !

carpal tunnel .... owie ... shami come kiss it better :((( oughhh so pain so owww ...... if only there were a pretty blue boy who happens to be the master of deceit to come make it better 👀👀👀👀

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ik ive already said this before but you and shamil are really cute together !! the posts you make about him seem really sweet and really shows your love for him, which i like!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

im really sorry if the second part comes off as weird

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apologies for the late response !!!! and no worries this doesnt come off as weird :)

it makes me so happy to hear this :D i really do love him a lot and try to show it as much as possible ... he means so much to me and ive dedicated so much to him . i adore him so much ghehehe ,,, ゚+.゚(´▽`人)

ur bf looks tuff in his new costume ngl

wowie

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sorry inever responded to this !!!!! i was tweaking out about devsis completely trashing canon with this new story and this costume was in my line of fire for awhile 💔💔 i have. strong feelings about what theyre trying to do rn . devsisters im watching you .

but anyways i have grown to enjoy the aesthetics of this costume !!!!! and thank you for sharing it with me !!!!! i am ignoring canon SO hard rn but he is so cute and like all cotton candy and all of the art ive seen is so yum ...

tbankyou so much and again sorry for the late response ive been . weird lately . sorry for the ramble its 5am and i havent exactly slept (´;ω;`)

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imagine a beach day with your f/o. you arrive together and immediately jump in the water, splashing and swimming around like you're children. you feel completely safe with your f/o, not worrying about what they think of you in a swimsuit and even noticing them stare at you from time to time, captured by your half dried hair, in which they describe to you as adorable.

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imagine your f/o checking out your favorite things after you recommend them! they'll sit down and watch the movie and show, read that comic or book, play that game, listen to all of your playlists, and they'll be even happier to have you there with them even though you already know everything about these things.

they don't mind hearing you talk about your interests, they like seeing you get excited over your favorite moments and scenes, they won't get mad if you pause what you're both doing to give them some background info. they're just happy that you're sharing something that brings you this much joy with them.

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to my fellow trans selfshippers... your F/O WILL beat up transphobes. doesnt matter if they dont get it or theyre trans themselves, they WILL beat up any identity invaliders. someone trying to make your day shittier? not on their watch. 🏏(<- baseball bat to beat em up)

some of my own selfshipping stuff below

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“do cbt therapy to heal” WRONG ❌❌❌ become emotionally dependent upon a fictional character❓❓❓❓ RIGHT ✅✅✅✅✅

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Imagine your big bad F/O seeing a plush toy while out and about that is so damn cute... that it reminds them of you.

Your F/O, in all their intensity and villainous wear and so out of place, goes from windows shopping to the cashier and probably scares the crap out of the poor employee!....... before your F/O turns red in the face as they quietly admit it's for you, their beloved.

Rumors might start going around the public that your villainous F/O is a bit of a softie...... but it's worth all the potential gossip just to see your precious face light up when they bring the plush home to you after a long day out~

As you give them a flurry of kisses and a tight loving hug, your F/O couldn't care what people might think of them... after all, you're the only one who matters in their life 🔪🥀✨️

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This might sound silly, but there are two versions of my F/O who exist in their canon at the exact same time....... so often I can't help but think of the two of them meeting and, in realizing they both love me, fighting for my affections and basically trying to outdo the other to show me which of them loves me more~~~~~

So imagine yourself being sandwiched in on both sides by two incredibly hot and charming versions of your own F/O and you're in the middle of their loving contest.... not really complaining over being so spoiled out of your mind with two overwhelming you in every way.

There's really not a winner or loser between the two of them, but damn...... as far as you're concerned, you're winning BIG time right now~ 🔪🥀✨️

After all......... You do have two hands.... one for each of them, right? :P