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memento vivere

@insanitysilver / insanitysilver.tumblr.com

reads fast, writes slow

tagging/content warning systems for media are often mocked outside of fanfic which is kind of too bad because i do think it'd be a really interesting vector of literary analysis to examine what the author or publisher thinks they should be informing their audience about vs. the actual content of the media in question

tagging my work devoid of any explicit sexual content as "dubcon" and sitting back to watch people fight over what i could have meant by this like i'm a roman emperor watching gladiators being devoured by lions in the coliseum

i'm helping out at a creative writing workshop for uhhh i think 10-12s? 10-14s? idk. but that age range. and anyways

a) i forgot how fun this is

b) it's really hard not to like, re-write for them and stick to just "hey add descriptions here, change this grammar, really cool ideas!" bc i'm an adult and not trying to talk over/railroad these kids, but i'm just so excited for their ideas!!!

c) little boys write cool stuff like "what if we went to mars but it sucked so we left, but left behind all our technology and the technology rose up and created its own society and then went to war with us for abandoning them? what if transformers had 100x the war crimes? what if the earth blew up. what if we were the robots all along?"

d) little girls out here writing like "aunt melanie's skin was sloughing off the bones as her beloved dogs tore her apart, turning on her in blind animal instinct. the second she stopped providing food, she became food." and a lot of body horror and dark themes about group pacts and betrayals and ritualistic murder/sacrifices. like a lot

me, turning to the teacher who is also doing this: hey so, i'm personally really cool with the tone and direction these girls take, but is any of this? how you say... a red flag?

teacher: little girls have really rich inner lives to combat the way they're puppeted by society in real life. they'll learn to censor it out in a couple years, but it doesn't go away.

me, who was also a weird little girl who phased in and out of weirdness depending on social settings: nice.

You actually cannot skip to being good at a creative endeavour that you haven't put much practice into. You cannot trick your way out of the 'knows that your work is not what you want it to be but don't know how to improve it' stage by planning or reading or talking about it really really hard. At some point you just have to craft through it until your brain finds it's own unique way back to the 'everything I make slaps' stage and be prepared to start the cycle all over again. You just have to make that project you're excited about slightly less good than you want it to be. (Says this standing in a pool of blood and covered in blood and also coughing up a little blood)

everyone stop reblogging this I hate to be reminded of my own good advice

Bob Ross once said "talent is just applied interest". everyone you think is "naturally gifted" in fact put in the exact same amount of practice at their shit as you, they just happened to think practicing was fun so they didn't mind doing it more often

i think why ao3 bingos scratch such an itch for me is that they really put the power & specificity of possible ao3 searches on full display. It also makes other media aggregate platforms a bit frustrating in comparison.

  • I want to be able to easily filter for songs that are 145 bpm and in E minor.
  • I want to filter for youtube videos with the keywords "underwater acoustics" published in the past two years with under 1,000 views.
  • I want to filter for historical fiction ebooks currently available in my library published before 1950 and under 120,000 words.

I would think in many cases, these data points should be available on the back end? Netflix can make you a category called "Anime Dramas", but you can't filter a list like that on your own (on site).

think that everyone has their own personal theme in life

every nolan film is about time. it winds its way through his filmography; it is fractured in memento, distorted in inception, expanded in interstellar, reversed in tenet.

every hopper painting is about stillness. it is found in every brushstroke; at dusk in automat, at dawn in morning sun, at noon in office in a small city, at night in nighthawks.

i have a friend who orbits ideas of power, another who delights in the prosaic and the plain. one weaves around systems and structures, another returns always to wonder at the sea.

there are other elements of course - our lives cannot be measured by single concepts no matter how large they may be - but time and again i think we return to the things that fascinate, the things that intrigue, the things we cannot quite tear ourselves away from. the themes of our lives.

GUYS. DID YOU KNOW YOU CAN WRITE CHOOSE YOUR OWN ADVENTURE FICS ON AO3

Other things you can do:

  • Linked footnotes
  • Customized page dividers
  • Sticky notes
  • Lined paper
  • Paper that looks stacked on top of each other
  • Old looking paper
  • Newspaper articles
  • Tumblr posts
  • iOS text messages
  • Emails
  • Fake ao3 authors notes and kudos button
  • Freaking discord chats

Its fucking amazing. Ao3 is fucking amazing. Can I legally marry a website?

There is nothing better than returning to a text years later and palpably feeling the way your literary criticism skills have expanded since the last time you engaged with the text. It literally feels like you’ve unlocked more text per text each time.

Release: Rosé Pine Site Skins  

Card Layout

Closer to Home Layout - see instructions

Alternative Tag Styles

UPDATED: 6/17/26

When updating, be sure update all of the skins.

They're finally here! After much ✨ pain and suffering ✨, Rosé Pine skins have finally arrived. Credits to the lovely @zerafinacss for the original neos skin, which forms the bulk of the codebase.

If you notice any issues, feel free to drop a comment on AO3 or shoot me a direct message here.

Also, be sure to check out my userscripts which pair nicely with these skins or the AO3 Essentials script set.

  • AO3: Skin Switcher - Change skins from anywhere on the site without losing your original place.
  • AO3: Site Wizard - Change fonts and font sizes from anywhere on the site; automatically fix spacing issues.
  • AO3: Auto Filters - Save your preferred tags, ratings, warnings, categories, and language filters. Auto-apply them every time you browse
  • AO3: Custom Favorites - Replace AO3's "Find your favorites" with custom shortcuts to any page (including filtered searches!).
  • AO3: Advanced Blocker - Filter works by tags, authors, titles, word counts, language, completion status, update frequency, primary pairings / characters, and much more.
  • AO3: Quick Hide - Quickly hide works, bookmarks, and comments while browsing. Hide things you've read or aren't interested in.
  • AO3: Reading Time & Quality Score - Adds customizable reading time and engagement score bars to every work. See how long a chapter will take and hide work metrics.
  • AO3: Script Sync - Sync any AO3 userscript's data and settings across multiple devices. Useful for all the scripts above!
  • AO3: Chapter Shortcuts - Adds a shortcut button to jump straight to the most recent chapter of any work.
  • AO3: Reorder Ship Tags: Reorders relationship tags on blurbs so platonic ships (&) appear after romantic ships (/).

Pictured: My userscripts + FicTracker (BBC's Version)

sometimes i write a scene just to feel something intensely for six minutes and then go back to being a person who pays bills.

Writer’s Month Prompt List 2026

It's that time of the year again! 31 days of writing prompts. You have two prompts each day, meant to give you a choice if one of them doesn't speak to you, but how you handle them is up to you. Whether you work with only one of them, put both prompts in the same fill or write two fills, one for each prompt.

This even is open for all forms of writing. Original stories, fanfiction, poems, haikus, drabbles or novel lengths. We don’t dictate what you write or how you write it; all fandoms, all ships and all themes are welcome in our event. AI created content is strictly forbidden.

Some important links: Rules (more detailed) | FAQ | AO3 Collection 2026 | Discord Server

  1. stars | cave
  2. family | clearing
  3. plants | river
  4. horse | field
  5. beauty | forest
  6. war | festival
  7. brave | night
  8. fire | beach
  9. sun | workshop
  10. thunder | home
  11. healing | garden
  12. strength | boat
  13. message | hall
  14. wise | wilderness
  15. music | well
  16. moon | mountain
  17. strategy | sea
  18. pleasure | sky
  19. marriage | mechanic
  20. thief | cabin
  21. wealth | vineyard
  22. light | graveyard
  23. justice | underworld
  24. memory | sunrise
  25. death | grove
  26. hunting | castle
  27. snow | spring
  28. kindness | Atlantis
  29. dog | lake
  30. wind | island
  31. earthquake | volcano

As we are halfway through July, a gentle reminder that the events starts in sixteen days!

fic rec ask game

Inspired by the bug me for fic recs ask game. Send an ask with a number and get a fic rec!

  1. Recommend a fic that lives in your brain rent free.
  2. Recommend a fic that is not posted on AO3.
  3. Recommend fic that is less than 5,000 words.
  4. Recommend a fic that is over 50,000 words.
  5. Recommend a gen fic (no pairings).
  6. Recommend a fic that does something cool with format or structure (epistolary, social media, 5 things, non-linear, etc.)
  7. Recommend a fic that uses a trope you love.
  8. Recommend a fic with an interesting premise/concept.
  9. Recommend a fic from a book fandom.
  10. Recommend a fic that is more than 10 years old.
  11. Recommend a fic you think is a hidden gem/deserves more reads.
  12. Recommend a fic that formed or changed your opinion on something (characterization, backstory, relationship, etc.)
  13. Recommend a fic you've re-read multiple times.
  14. Recommend your favorite fic.
  15. Recommend any fic of your choice.