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Belogged Lumberjack

@hereticalsym69ls / hereticalsym69ls.tumblr.com

Emergency colorless icon commissions!!

I need to buy food, pay bills, and pay rent! These are 15 USD!!!

You are welcome to color these icons yourself! If you want a colored icon pay an additional 35 USD.

I have not made not remotely enough to cover any bills this month, and I also have been unable to go to my appointment yesterday because I couldn't afford to get there at all.

My friend is sending me dog food, but i can't rely on them to constantly do this.

I need help, I also need to pay rent where I live so I'm not homeless. 😞

I can also do half body colorless. You can color these as well they'll be 25 USD. Fr more or full body showing 35 USD.

Making a new post cuz my other one is starting to lose traction.

Hello! My name is siscar, I'm an unemployed Nonbinary POC.

I've applied for upwards of 20-30 jobs in the last 3 months and haven't heard back from most of them, despite this my mother insists that I help her with the bills on top of me having to pay for my own phone bill.

My savings account is almost empty and I'm getting very desperate.

Normally I'd offer to draw you something depending on the size of your donation but I already have two pieces I owe people and do not trust myself to take on anymore at this time.

Please do not donate if you yourself are struggling!

Reblog if you want/can.

Thank you, I truly appreciate your kindness.

Ko-fi: LINK

Venmo: @/necrobun7886

CashApp: $jk115964

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Making a new post cuz my other one is starting to lose traction.

Hello! My name is siscar, I'm an unemployed Nonbinary POC.

I've applied for upwards of 20-30 jobs in the last 3 months and haven't heard back from most of them, despite this my mother insists that I help her with the bills on top of me having to pay for my own phone bill.

My savings account is almost empty and I'm getting very desperate.

Normally I'd offer to draw you something depending on the size of your donation but I already have two pieces I owe people and do not trust myself to take on anymore at this time.

Please do not donate if you yourself are struggling!

Reblog if you want/can.

Thank you, I truly appreciate your kindness.

Ko-fi: LINK

Venmo: @/necrobun7886

CashApp: $jk115964

Just got another rejection letter first thing this morning and the water bill is due on the 29th 🥴👍

learning to stop hating yourself isn’t something that happens overnight.

it’s a series of negotiations you make with yourself over your whole life. it’s making one less self-deprecating joke. it’s looking at yourself in the mirror with a little more generosity. it’s forgiving yourself for that little mistake.

it’s not one thing and then you’re good. it’s many small choices you can make that slowly make your brain and body a little less uncomfortable to live with

Why is this the message I find waiting for me?

I don’t need a website if I want that, go away.

I think a lot about that Fruits Basket story where the onigiri (rice ball) thinks its plain and bad with nothing special about it

but everyone else actually admires it because of the delicious plum on its back that it can’t see

anyway, I’m going on a second date with a girl soon and couldn’t help but think “Why would she want to keep going out with me?? I’m like, so weird and a little crazy.”

but then I remembered that there is also a plum on my back that I can’t see and that people often like others for reasons we don’t recognize in ourselves. Be kind to yourself. There’s always something good about someone– however little we remember it.