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HI! I’M PETRA!

25 | it/its, thon/thons, shi/hir, or ae/aer | weirdfur indigenous intersex transfeminist & renowned fat woman lover i am an angel bat bunny wolf thing and i like bugs and cats :o)

here's a wishlist for bottom surgery supplies I need to stock up on. If you can help me out, i'd really appreciate it!! But no pressure!

this is my art blog: @scarabteeth

this is my personal blog where i kinda post whatever. mix of personal posts and whatever stuff i like, objectumposting, aesthetic junk, furry stuff, poetry, and fashion. i'm deeply plushum, and i have a major special interest in bugs/spiders, so please feel free to send me cool pics of plushies and bugs/spiders/etc :o). enjoy your stay!

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hi! iiiit was suggested by a few people a while ago to maybe try fundraising for my medical junk + transportation needs.... so i decided to do that. tldr im a severely disabled indigenous trans woman in need of a better mode of transportation + medical supplies (particularly incontinence care & my medicine). the bus route to my job is horribly unpredictable during my shift hours and i'm getting worried about keeping my job. i also cannot possibly manage my job with my medical issues such a pressing problem- no one wants to have unmanaged incontinence issues at work, and my medications are things like necessary inhalers and other things that keep me Alive.

absolutely no pressure, but it really would mean the world to me if anyone could help out <3

$336/$1500. Thank you all so much for your help so far. We're getting there, but i still really need the help, and donations have certainly slowed- but i believe!!!! we've got this 🙏 anything helps!!

most of this is for transportation, ANYTHING extra (if there is any extra) will go into stocking more incontinence care products. i can grab cases instead of buying individual expensive packs if i have enough, which would be fantastic. the goal of this gfm's budget is to have at least enough for one case (4 packs, about a month's supply to keep me going while money is tight and scary)

$836/$1,500!!!! we're getting so much closer, please please help if you can, anything helps! i really need this and i'm so close, i can feel it. if we keep the momentum going i might be able to get what i need before my next shift and before i need to restock on my medical stuff 🥹. it would mean everything to me

$1,101/$1,500!!!!

ok i didn't realize i could turn that stupid automated goal setting off, which put it lower than my goal initially, then raised it way higher than my goal for no reason this morning, but now it's off!!!! my goal has always been $1,500 (as you can see in my other reblogs) gfm is just kind of an evil platform. but ah well. WE ARE SO SO CLOSE!!!! i can taste it. i'm so amazed. if i can just reach a little more, i might be able to do everything over the next few days

$1,141/$1,500!

we're close, but we're stalling! someone have slowed to a trickle and i just need a Little more to reach my goal. ANYTHING helps!!

$1,341/$1,500!!!!

THE BIKE.... HAS BEEN ORDERED!!!!! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!💜💜💜💜‼️‼️‼️‼️ i'm so so amazed & touched by all your kindness!!!!!

the rest of the gfm covers my medical supplies, so donations are STILL IMPORTANT & APPRECIATED! but this feels like such a huge weight off my chest. it's really coming. it feels amazing. thank you so so much

Indigenous groups across the Americas had all encountered Europeans differently. But where other coastal groups such as the Haida or the Mi’kmaq had met white men who were well-fed and well-dressed, the Inuit frequently encountered their future colonizers as small parties on the edge of death.

“I’m sure it terrified people,” said Eber, 91, speaking to the National Post by phone from her Toronto home.

And it’s why, as many as six generations after the events of the Franklin Expedition, Eber was meeting Inuit still raised on stories of the two giant ships that came to the Arctic and discharged columns of death onto the ice.

Inuit nomads had come across streams of men that “didn’t seem to be right.” Maddened by scurvy, botulism or desperation, they were raving in a language the Inuit couldn’t understand. In one case, hunters came across two Franklin Expedition survivors who had been sleeping for days in the hollowed-out corpses of seals.

“They were unrecognizable they were so dirty,” Lena Kingmiatook, a resident of Taloyoak, told Eber.

Mark Tootiak, a stepson of Nicholas Qayutinuaq, related a story to Eber of a group of Inuit who had an early encounter with a small and “hairy” group of Franklin Expedition men evacuating south.

“Later … these Inuit heard that people had seen more white people, a lot more white people, dying,” he said. “They were seen carrying human meat.”

Even Eber’s translator, the late Tommy Anguttitauruq, recounted a goose hunting trip in which he had stumbled upon a Franklin Expedition skeleton still carrying a clay pipe.

By 1850, coves and beaches around King William Island were littered with the disturbing remnants of their advance: Scraps of clothing and camps still littered with their dead occupants. Decades later, researchers would confirm the Inuit accounts of cannibalism when they found bleached human bones with their flesh hacked clean.

“I’ve never in all my life seen any kind of spirit — I’ve heard the sounds they make, but I’ve never seen them with my own eyes,” said the old man who had gone out to investigate the Franklin survivors who had straggled into his camp that day on King William Island.

The figures’ skin was cold but it was not “cold as a fish,” concluded the man. Therefore, he reasoned, they were probably alive.

“They were beings but not Inuit,” he said, according to the account by shaman Nicholas Qayutinuaq.

The figures were too weak to be dangerous, so Inuit women tried to comfort the strangers by inviting them into their igloo.

But close contact only increased their alienness: The men were timid, untalkative and — despite their obvious starvation — they refused to eat.

The men spit out pieces of cooked seal offered to them. They rejected offers of soup. They grabbed jealous hold of their belongings when the Inuit offered to trade.

When the Inuit men returned to the camp from their hunt, they constructed an igloo for the strangers, built them a fire and even outfitted the shelter with three whole seals.

Then, after the white men had gone to sleep, the Inuit quickly packed up their belongings and fled by moonlight.

Whether the pale-skinned visitors were qallunaat or “Indians” — the group determined that staying too long around these “strange people” with iron knives could get them all killed.

“That night they got all their belongings together and took off towards the southwest,” Qayutinuaq told Dorothy Eber.

But the true horror of the encounter wouldn’t be revealed until several months later.

The Inuit had left in such a hurry that they had abandoned several belongings. When a small party went back to the camp to retrieve them, they found an igloo filled with corpses.

The seals were untouched. Instead, the men had eaten each other.

I, reading this for the first time, have the look on my face right now.

man i need to do more sex work. fuuuuck. i need a rich guy to pay me to look pretty on his arm

it's not even that jkr isn't a general transphobe as well, obviously she is, but the frequency with which a trans woman talking about transmisogyny and how it harms transfems and using that specific language to describe that specific phenomenon is immediately translated to "transphobia" and "trans people" when it reaches a wider audience is like. idk you can't stop noticing it once you do. why are you so uncomfortable with the idea of talking about women and centering them in the conversations that they start

im a trans woman and a real human being capable of suffering by the way. i exist.

im not porn, im a girl. i have friends and interests and hopes and things i want to do. i laugh and cry and i give hugs and i watch the sunset. i'm real. im a person. i'm a woman. please stop treating me like im an object. i'd love it if you stopped, i'd give you anything in return for it. please see me.

i do all this just like you do. i'm real. please see me as real. it would make me so happy if you did, if you saw me as just another person.

For any Black Trans/LGBT+ who needs some help!! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤

THATS MY BESTIE!! Ery is amazing and i can 100% vouch for them/their services! They were a long time user on here before the fucking cops (tumblr admin) nuked their account in the Black blogger purge. Definitely reach out to Ery if you need help!!

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hi! iiiit was suggested by a few people a while ago to maybe try fundraising for my medical junk + transportation needs.... so i decided to do that. tldr im a severely disabled indigenous trans woman in need of a better mode of transportation + medical supplies (particularly incontinence care & my medicine). the bus route to my job is horribly unpredictable during my shift hours and i'm getting worried about keeping my job. i also cannot possibly manage my job with my medical issues such a pressing problem- no one wants to have unmanaged incontinence issues at work, and my medications are things like necessary inhalers and other things that keep me Alive.

absolutely no pressure, but it really would mean the world to me if anyone could help out <3

$336/$1500. Thank you all so much for your help so far. We're getting there, but i still really need the help, and donations have certainly slowed- but i believe!!!! we've got this 🙏 anything helps!!

most of this is for transportation, ANYTHING extra (if there is any extra) will go into stocking more incontinence care products. i can grab cases instead of buying individual expensive packs if i have enough, which would be fantastic. the goal of this gfm's budget is to have at least enough for one case (4 packs, about a month's supply to keep me going while money is tight and scary)

$836/$1,500!!!! we're getting so much closer, please please help if you can, anything helps! i really need this and i'm so close, i can feel it. if we keep the momentum going i might be able to get what i need before my next shift and before i need to restock on my medical stuff 🥹. it would mean everything to me

$1,101/$1,500!!!!

ok i didn't realize i could turn that stupid automated goal setting off, which put it lower than my goal initially, then raised it way higher than my goal for no reason this morning, but now it's off!!!! my goal has always been $1,500 (as you can see in my other reblogs) gfm is just kind of an evil platform. but ah well. WE ARE SO SO CLOSE!!!! i can taste it. i'm so amazed. if i can just reach a little more, i might be able to do everything over the next few days

$1,141/$1,500!

we're close, but we're stalling! someone have slowed to a trickle and i just need a Little more to reach my goal. ANYTHING helps!!

i'm trying really hard. i've been trying really hard for a really long time. it feels like i've lost everything and all my dreams keep getting clawed out of my hands no matter how tight i hold them. i don't trust almost anyone anymore. motherhood feels so far from my grasp it's unbearable. bottom surgery is even further. i was right there and now it's years away again. i feel like a stranger, like people barely talk to me anymore. i don't know how to stop feeling like this. i don't know how to make everything stop hurting. i've been holding onto it for so long and it doesn't have anywhere to go but it keeps scorching me from the inside and bubbling over like this and it won't stop. i just want it to stop. i don't know how many more months of feeling like i can't breathe i can take before i suffocate

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what if you had like multiple pieces of objective evidence that most of your friends don't really care about you compared to literally anyone else. how i've been existing lately

& i have to pretend not to feel hurt or angry or sad about it ever and be really happy and okay all the time!!!! YAY!!!!