Mentally unstable girl obsessed with byler

real conversation I had with my friend today: my friend: you have to convince your mom to let you go to the anime con!!!

me: i KNOW! How do I convince her?

my friend: tell her there will be something you’re really interested in

me: like what?

my friend: like women!

we need more new music in 2026…

*stares directly at chappell roan*

I yearn to have a gf and go on double dates with my bsf and the guy she’s (practically) dating

since my birthday is next month, here’s what I’d like to get:

-guts cd

-lesbian pride flag

-a girlfriend

unfortunately I will only get one of them :(

I’m literally lane kim from gilmore girls if she were a brazilian lesbian

I forcefully “follow” a religion because of my mom

I have to hide who I am from my parents

I have a few secret hiding spots for the things my parents can’t find

oh and I love cds too :)

I’m so thankful for the byler community, if it weren’t for you guys I’d probably still think I’m straight

honestly I don’t think I’d fit in neither, but here is how I’d describe myself

I’m basically a femme, but I’m also a bit non gender conforming in the sense of liking a few more masculine accessories/clothes, but without making it my whole style

I hope this answered your question anon :)

I was so scared of admitting to myself that I wanted to date women that I thought I was aroace for 6 months of my life

Lmaoo, my friend saw my conan poster (the one that came in the wishbone cd) and asked “dont your mom think it’s weird that you have a poster of a man on your wall?”

then I told her it’ll help me hide my gay side from my parents and we started laughing our asses off

I told my friend that lesbians use carabiners to signal other lesbians and she was mind blown lol

UPDATES ON MY HAPPY JOYFUL LESBIAN LIFE!!!!

okay so do you guys remember [redacted]? (< the guy my bsf is practically dating) so, he has a lesbian bsf…!!!! and then my bsf showed me a picture of her… and guess what..? she has the most gorgeous hair (she dyed some parts of it, and I can’t shut up about how much I love dyed hair girls..) and apparently she’s the type of girl who likes wearing suits (which is honestly such a turn on to me) and she also likes wearing goth clothes!!!! (jackpot!! what?!??)

me and my friend spent the whole evening planning on how to get me with her, and her with the guy, and how we could go on double dates (then I said we’d basically be lumax and byler who were going on double dates in s3, lol she agreed)

anyways, she’ll text [redacted] and try to get us four to hang out so I can meet her!!!!

so basically, I MIGHT get a gf soon

EDIT: never fucking mind

sigh

what I see when my friend shows me a picture of any guy, vs what I see whenever I see a girl (like any girl)

I hope I’ll be the rich lesbian aunt

istg lesbians will keep on their nail polish until it looks smt like this