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I need Michael so badly right now it hurts :( 
Why can't I have him. It's not fair

I'm fungry but i'm soooo tired. Should I eat then sleep or just go to bed hungry seeing as its so late and I have already eaten heaps tonight. It's so late I think i should just suffer and go to sleep.

I added someone on a fake facebook account because I wanted to look at their pics without them knowing it was me but they wont add the fake me! WHY WONT PEOPLE JUST LET ME STALK THEM. I'm just curious as to what this person looks like after 10 years. That's all. Stupid people being paranoid and selective about who they add on facebook *sigh*.

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P.S Whats a pingback?

It's only the first few weeks of semester and I am already sooo over uni. :( I have so many presentations this semester and one next week which is for an hour and a half?! Kill me nowwwwwwww. There is a girl in that class who I really hate, I don't really have a reason for disliking her s much. I just do. She seems smug and confident and she is younger than me which I really resent. I feel so jealous of people who are confident and seem happy with themselves because I have to live life feeling so uncomfortable and scared. I wish I could let go of all my insecurities and anxiety and just hve fun and enjoy my life while I am young. I know am going to regret it when I am older. I already regret not making the most of my teens.

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P.S My cat is having a dream :) Looks like he is trying to run in his sleep. cute. I wonder if he dreams about me. :op

I want a funnel cake! I had a dream about them and now I need one. I don't even know where I have had one before! Do they even exist in Australia?

No, not really.

I just bought some foundation and when I got home and opened it to try out what it looked like on my skin I notced it had a big fingerprint in it?! That is so disgusting and I can't take it back because I broke the "seal" (and to be honest I just really can't be bothered) people have obviously been removing the security seal to test it and then just putting it back onI can't use it because I am too paranoid about getting something from all the bacteria. What if the person had some skin infection or I break out in a rash or breakouts. I Just can't risk it  it's too gross. *sigh* What a waste of money. That will teach me to buy foundation that is on sale, you really do get what you pay for.

I'm really pissed off.

Ninemsn I guess because it is my homepage. I always get side tracked by interesting news articles.

I'm staying up and waiting for the MJ memorial at 3am so thought I would post an entry while I wait. There are heaps of MJ specials on tv at the moment but I can't bring myself to watch them. They are so disrespectful to Michael and it is very upsetting. I was listening to 'Tabloid Junkie' today and wish those stupid ignorant people who watch this stuff and beleive it straight away would listen to the lyrics of that song. " Just because you read it in a magazine or see it on the tv screen don't make it factual"  and  ""you don't have to read it
And you don't have to eat it, To buy it is to feed it"

'*sigh*  it makes me angry so I will talk about something else.

Just finished watching the Aus next top model finale. I can't believe Tahnee won! pffffffft that show is so rigged. :( How can they expect the audience to just not question how much the public vote is worth?
 
I'm going to go read a book because I am finding it near impossible to write a proper entry with my cat now asleep on both my arms and having to type with one finger.

The title of my first post was  "First post! Yay!" (How original).
In the post I complained a bit and then listed what I ate that day (How exciting!!) I know realise why no one reads my LJ. lol :p

Yes, I think they definately do.