Hey guys...as many of you know, Trustcompany is my all time favorite band. And since their new cd "True Parallels" is coming out, im helping out be promoting the band and for people to help the cause out. I hope many of you join too to help us out in any way to get the band out there. Please at least check us out for a bit, it will really be nice if you at least visit us.
P.S. Im a part of the Trustcorps team. Im also in a contest where whoever gets the most unique clicks gets a signed guitar by the band. Please help me to make this dream reality. Ill be truly grateful!!! Thank you!!!
hmmm...how shoud I feel right now? thats pretty much the question ive been asking myself all day. well, I met up w/ Jess around noon. we walked to Coconuts then , her friend picked us up and we went for their shots. came back. walked around Sears and Coconuts (again). we then went to see Meet The Fockers. it was really funny. but I walked home towards the end of the movie since Jess had to go, and to stop me from thinking, I walked out also. Cause it seemed like she didnt wanna hang out w/ me at all today. Maybe its just my nervous vibe I get occasionally, but I just dont know.
Now, on to my friends issue and all. Some friends say that well be friends forever, but in reality, its never gonna happen. Since some ppl act like my friend before, now they ignore me like im invisible. Now how do you think that makes me feel? What would you do if everyone ignored you? well, maybe theyre just tired of me, and feel that I wont care if they ignored me or not. well im a fuckin human also! Im seriously thinking about dropping a few "so called" friendships now, if they dont see that I exist. And the reason that im writing this is cause some of those ppl are on my friends list...oh what are the odds of that? oh well, thankfully, I have a few real friends left. I dont care anymore...
blah, the rest of the day went okay. Lunch was a bit quiet, talked to Rob and Chris mainly. saw something that was very disturbing. would disturb someone else too. but yeah, ill tell her when I get home. Algebra and English were ok. Gym went out, talked to Anthony mainly. and Geometry was... odd lol. but yeah, im downloading more videos using the school computer because I got the dinosaur dial up lol. oh well, thats all for now...
arrggg...I cant get this Distillers song out of my head lol. but today is going good. talking and joking a lot. Hostory we did the review game. what a fight that was lol. and Biology we were doing experiments in the lab. Me, Sarina, Megan and Mike were having many interesting conversations. very fun. now im in Multimedia listening to this halloween stuff lol. dress down day Friday. Yay! I dunno if ill wear the full costume to skool though. maybe the makeup and wig? definately the makeup though. ill see if I can pull it off lol. but yeah, I wouldnt be able to stand the skirt or shirt all day. maybe at the party lol. but yeah, everythings peachy. oh and Crystal, ill burn you another video cd if you want me to (of stuff you want). tell me if you still wanna do that or not. oh well, thats all for now.
blah im bored. nothing much to do so im downloading music videos and burning them to CD-Rs lo. shhh. I gotta take pics for yearbook today. fun stuff...not. oh well, nothing much to say so ill shut up.
well, the rest of the day was alright I guess. Lunch awas pretty funny since Fred was trying to see who likes Eric lol. made Crystal walk away. it was pretty funny. kait gave me the cds and all. dunno why Crystal didnt give them to me personally though. so I think ill deduct some videos off the disk im gonna make her tonight lol.
Algebra was alright, did some problems and all. English was boring, nothing much to do really. Gym was boring alo since we didnt go out. but geometry was sooo funny. Travis said that the class sucks. well it really doesnt since its soo funny. oh well...
oh and Im doing something in Multimedia class that I may get in trouble for later. since while im doing the newspaper thing and all, im downloading music videos to the computer. once I reach like 700 MB, im gonna use the burner on my computer and burn the videos to disk. I could prolly get in big trouble though, but im willing to take the chance. oh well, thats all from me...
[x] written something on your body [x] made a wish [x] tied your shoes [x] eaten cake [ ] signed a contract [x] made something explode [ ] directly and knowingly supported the pornography industry [x] sent something through the US mail [ ] been very angry [ ] gone a day without eating [x] watched more than three different television shows [ ] prayed [ ] had a conversation that you considered very personally meaningful [ ] been intoxicated by any substance [ ] thrown up [x] gotten paid [ ] gone a night without sleeping [x] broken something you like by accident [x] envied someone very strongly [ ] finished an artistic project [x] hated [ ] fucked had sex [ ] made very loud noise [ ] made noise that was too loud [x] given a thumbs up [ ] agreed to go to Highland Park, CA within the next week [ ] slept in a bed that is not, or has never been, your own [x] sampled [ ] listened to Pat Benatar's "Love Is A Battlefield" [ ] been drunk [ ] smoked pot [ ] kissed a member of the opposite sex [ ] rode in a taxi [ ] been dumped [ ] been fired [ ] been in a fist fight [ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise [ ] snuck out of my parent's house [ ] been arrested [ ] made out with a stranger [ ] stole something from my job [ ] went on a blind date [ ] lied to a friend [ ] had a crush on teacher [ ] been to europe [ ] skipped school
DO YOU
[ ] have a bf [ ] have a gf [x] have a crush [ ] feel loved [ ] feel lonely [x] feel happy [ ] hate yourself [ ] have a dog [x] have your own room [x] listen to rap [x] listen to rock [x] listen to soul [x] listen to techno [x] listen to reggae [ ] paint your nails [x] have more than one best friend [x] get good grades [x] play an instrument [x] have slippers [x] wear boxers [x] wear black eyeliner [x] like the color blue [ ] like the color yellow [ ] cyber [ ] claim [x] like to read [x] like to write [ ] have long hair [x] have short hair [ ] have a cell phone [x] have a laptop [ ] have a pager
ARE YOU
[ ] ugly [ ] pretty [x] ok [ ] bored [x] happy [ ] bilingual [x] white [ ] black [ ] asian [ ] mexican [ ] short [ ] undecided on your height [x] tall [ ] grounded [ ] sick [ ] lazy [x] single [ ] taken [ ] looking [x] not looking [x] talking to someone [x] IMing someone [ ] scared to die [x] tired [ ] sleepy [ ] annoyed [x] hungry [x] thirsty [ ] on the phone [x] in your room [x] drinking something [ ] eating something [ ] in your pjs [ ] ticklish [x] listening to music [ ] homophobic [ ] racist
yeah, today was alright. I still miss Joy but oh well... but I did see something really interesting... but anyways, the rest of the day was alright, except for some of my skin getting torn off from flag football. that kinda hurt. this is what happens when you grab onto the flap from the belt instead of the flag.
On the 84, a mosh pit was started. it was pretty funny, especially w/ the 3 man war lol. so that was fun. Im up to over 80 music videos now that ive downloaded. go me!!! and im going camping and repelling this weekend. fun stuff. oh well, thats it for now...
Alright, now im getting to be pretty annoyed right now. THeres 1 person that is reading my journal and thinks she knows everything about me. And she claims that shes being informed by my family about whats going on with me. Yeah fuckin right!!! Youre out of my life, youve been out of my life ever since 4 years ago, and youre trying to squirm your way back in? Like hell you are. so stop reading my journal...because you no longer exist to me...
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