*eats easter egg* MMM.. not the gooey kind, the lil cadburry mini egg kind. yummy. dude.. isn't.. easter in APRIL ? why the hell do stores have easter crap. sheesh. *shakes head*
I went on like 1,000 errands today. I dropped off movies, went to subway, went to 7-11 to the atm machine, went to the dollar store, went to the thrfit store, went to the library, and then went to anita's to book up a tutoring schedual agian.
I love the dollar store... I got tiny curlers ,nail files, bows for my hair, flower nylons, black nylons, hair bands ( like 1,000) haha.. uh..a picture frame .. religious statues... ( i collect them... oh.. the irony..)..
then at the thrift store.. i bought a shirt that is black, and in neon yellow and pink says "LOS ANGELES.. L.A GEAR " .. and a baby tee that says "animaniacs" , remember that show ? I don't even know if it's still on..
anyways.. right now i've got curlers in my hair and i'm painting my nails.. i'm recompiling my kernel on my slack box. i'm installing some modules, and different programs.
i used enlightenment for a bit. it was pretty cool.. i'm use to KDE.. although I've used Gnome for the longest.. *shrugs*, i don't even stay in the x enviroment that long, i like console, WAY better.....
bbbrr!! i'm cold. hehe. anyway.......... i talked to ty ty last night on the phoneee <3 i was so tired i could barely stand up, haha. ::snores:: ah. i just realised my hair is still in a side pony tail..not that, that is bad.. just usually it comes undone during the night. so.. this is my plans for today....
1.) gym.. 2.) after the gym, go for a drive down foothill, then happy valley..blasting the cure again.. 3.) take a shower.. 4.) see if luna wants to watch velvet goldmine.. at her/my house 5.) see to my hamster..
oh! that reminds me.... i need to get graveyardkids.com running.. i've had hosting for it, for a whole month and i haven't even been working on it. i must get to workkkk....
yay my dad said, next week he'll let me drive down to Newark.. that'll be so much fun. I want to drive to new park mall, mah mall man. i have 510 pride... eek eekk.. where i grew up =)
news: i'm giving up my personal site. why ? i don't need it anymore. i don't need to exploit my life anymore. well , except on this live journal.. ha.. haa..
my two favourite things in the world.. are the cure.. and the t.v show laverne and shirley..
my webcam use to be fun. but it bores me now. i'm going to keep it running, however, because i know i'm on a few friends portals , and i'll update it whenever i feel like it, once a year, once a month.. with pictures of my hamster or whatever.
oh.. i'm getting my hamster a domain.. , YES HE'S THAT SPECIAL! .. anyways...... i'm kind of done with my "online life" so to speak. except for my friends, and you know who you are. and my boyfriend...... =) *wink*
anyone know a lot about fonts ? does anyone download fonts and then extract them to fonts.. and for some reason.. the fonts don't show up in paint editors !??!! *cries* anyoneeeeeeeee ?!
wooooo.. i just went on an hour joy ride after the gym going through the country side, blasting the cure so loud everything was shaking, haha. finally someone's blasting GOOD music :P I'm so sick of the rap crap being blasted. anyway.. not that i dislike all rap. i do like bone thugs and harmony and those layzie, krayzie bones that sprung from bone thugs.. and.. some other stuff.. but thats besides my point.. anyway.. i rolled down the sun roof, and speeded my way... my town is really beautiful.. well.. the side closer to the hills.. it's all green and pritty in the winter time. anyways.. the point of this post .. was to say.. i've never been happier in my entire life. even though i'm in the worst state i've ever been in, physically and mentally.. i've seriously never been so happy. the only downside is i look like crap. i don't even look half decent anymore. i've gained so much weight, my hair is horrible, my face is like a mask.. but my right eyebrow looks good. but , i'm happy. i guess that's what really counts. but i think i'll be happier once i get off all the weight i gained from medicines.
anyway , tis a friday night. i have no plans. i may take a shower and visit the graveyard later.. do some reading. i'm trying to find some nice place to visit, besides the grave yard. maybe happy valley road..
well i think in a couple months, or maybe a month, i need to find a job. get more money. maybe i should stop blowing my nose on 5 dollar bills. eh.., nah..
i've spent like 500 dollars in two weeks outta my bank account. i'll be broke in another 4 weeks if i keep going on like i do. i know i must of inherited the "big spenda" genes from my dad. me and him spend like crazy. i could go on a shopping spree in walgreens. i buy tons of crap i'm never gonna use/wear/need. i think that's apart of being bipolar, i'm not sure.
all i know is that i never want to own a credit card.. never. that's sooo asking for trouble. blahblah..
anyways.. day 4 of my officially cutting out soda & milk. the headahces have passed
i'm boreded. i feel like listening to placebo. i actually feel like driving into the city tonight.. hmm.. mebbe i'll do that. i think that may be concidered suicide.. but i can try anyway... heh heh..
well i fink i'm done. time to check e-mail. toodles noodles.
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*yawn* hello earthly beings..... it's 9:36.. and i've gotta go see my independent study teacher at 10:30.. in 10 mins i will have had my drivers license, for a whole 24 hours! =)... For English I read, "The Fall of the House of Usher".. and I've read that story like at least 50 times before, because I bought the book in the 8th grade.., anyway, I had to answer like 20 questions about it. My brain is so fried from everything. My brain can't comprehend like it use too. Now I have to re-read things like 50 times. It isn't as bad as when I would hallucenate so badly the pen would melt in my hand.. and the lines on my paper would jump out. I haven't gone to the school to turn in work, since I've been in the hospital ! A week before I went into the mental ward, that was the last time.. I can't believe it because it was so long ago !... Since I don't have much work at all for him to check.. I'm so scared of my mistakes.. I try my hardest.. but he knows my condition, and he's a really nice guy. But I'm just scared of doing something wrong, and him thinking I'm an idiot... All well.. My hamster found a new little sleeping spot in his cage.. He now sleeps in his bathroom.. yep.. he had a house dedicated to his feces. Now he's sleeping in it.. but i cleaned it out, so.. I just hope he isn't doing his business in there too ! 9.41..... OOooo I wonder if I'll be driving to the school.. I mean, ussually my mum drops me off.. but now that I have my license.. heh heh.. heh.. weeeeeeee =).. Okay.. Iama go read some E-mail.. Bye bYe.
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