Journal created:
on 16 April 2004 (#2853510)
Updated:
on 10 July 2015
Name:
the_mind_bender
Birthdate:
15 January 1984
This is my private journal that I use to talk about things that I can't talk about with people in real life for various reasons. Usually the reasons are that the thing is too weird and I don't want to scare people off whom I have spent so long getting to know, that it is depressing and I don't feel like just bringing it up out of the blue, or because it has to deal with someone that I know and I don't want to be talking about the person behind their back. I'm usually a more optimistic person than this journal portrays me as being but my reason for writing tends to, by necessity, focus on less happy things.
Despite this being a private journal, a lot of the posts are set to public as I make sure that there are no direct links between my journal and the rest of my life. And no, I won't tell you my name even if you really, really, really want to know (but that doesn't mean I won't tell you everything else you might ask). That doesn't mean that I won't come to care for you, but if you can't accept that one relatively small boundary in our online friendship than I'm not sure what I can tell you. It may suck, but I do quite often need this place as somewhere I can go to be myself away from everyone else. I'm still me, even without my name and contact information. If you can figure out my name on your own, than that will probably be fine, but I'm not going to say.
If anyone knows anything else I should put here, let me know. I think that is basically everything important.
Despite this being a private journal, a lot of the posts are set to public as I make sure that there are no direct links between my journal and the rest of my life. And no, I won't tell you my name even if you really, really, really want to know (but that doesn't mean I won't tell you everything else you might ask). That doesn't mean that I won't come to care for you, but if you can't accept that one relatively small boundary in our online friendship than I'm not sure what I can tell you. It may suck, but I do quite often need this place as somewhere I can go to be myself away from everyone else. I'm still me, even without my name and contact information. If you can figure out my name on your own, than that will probably be fine, but I'm not going to say.
If anyone knows anything else I should put here, let me know. I think that is basically everything important.
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