Reconnecting unexpectedly.
Wow... Four days since my last post and I already have enough for another one. On sunday night I accidentally left my phone in my car, and missed a call in to work on monday morning. It seems to be a pattern that whenever I loose my phone for more than an hour something happens where I need my phone. I finally realized that something happened when I found my phone and saw that there were a bunch of missed calls that came from 3 different numbers. I tried calling each of them back; the first was from work, the second didn't pick up, but the third was from Girl A (apparently my work had been trying to get to me however they could). From there my accidental phone call to Girl A broke out into a conversation, one that continued for over an hour (I'm not sure how long it was total). During that conversation I appologized for not wanting more for her and she appologized for how everything fell apart. I also got to know a lot more about what happened and why. In the end her explanations were almost exactly what I expected but it helped a lot to know that she knew what was going on and recognized her part in it. Although she still doesn't seem to realize that some of the spiritual beings that she associated with before were not her friends, her current behavior seems to rely much less on outside help to get things done. While I know that some of the beings were directly connected with her, such as the familiars that she had to protect a certain grove, this makes me wonder how much of the other stuff was not actually connected with her but rather to her and working on its own initiative. I have always known that a lot of it was working without her knowledge or influence, but what happened next made me wonder if more were independent than I had originally thought. I also figured out a pretty major piece of one of her puzzles, one that I'm fairly certain she assumes I know nothing about (specifically having to do with the soul-tie that had been formed).
The next day I ended up seeing her again when I went to work to catch up on some non-required reading. She was working and we ended up spending a lot of time together during her break and in passing. We were, almost immediately, relating to each other almost exactly as we were before in terms of closeness. But now we were able to both be a lot more honest about things, especially the weirdness that we both experience. It was nice. Our weirdnesses differ in certain ways, but they are also very similar in other ways. The small thing of being able to wrap my arms around her and hold her means more to me than I know how to describe. The truth is that, even though I know that we still cannot be together as we are, I still love her and would do nearly anything to be there for her and protect her. That was a relaxing day.
The next day, wednesday, I was called in to work in the morning while she was there. The two differences between then and the night before was that Girl A was less relaxed (probably significantly because of fatigue and caffeine) and there was a lot of spiritual influence going on. Unlike last time around, when they were trying to get us together, this time they seem actively determined to pull us apart. One of my angels, the one that stays nearest to me, was even concerned about how much of it there was. My choice then became to pull away from Girl A for no other reason than because of the demons, or to stay despite them and deal with what was happening. I did offer to try to help in any way I could, but I also knew that God had given me strong protection for a reason and that I should trust Him rather than be intimidated. I spent a good bit of time there with her before driving her home when she was done with work. She didn't want to at first, we both seemed to know that something was going to try to wreck my car if I took her back (which was surprising, I'm not used to anyone else knowing) but, when the incident happened at a blind corner, God protected me. I also knew that something was going to happen the next day (thursday) and wasn't sure what to do about it at first. After some prayer for guidance, and guidance granted, I chose to move forward. More on that later, though, since I have to get ready for work right now.
The next day I ended up seeing her again when I went to work to catch up on some non-required reading. She was working and we ended up spending a lot of time together during her break and in passing. We were, almost immediately, relating to each other almost exactly as we were before in terms of closeness. But now we were able to both be a lot more honest about things, especially the weirdness that we both experience. It was nice. Our weirdnesses differ in certain ways, but they are also very similar in other ways. The small thing of being able to wrap my arms around her and hold her means more to me than I know how to describe. The truth is that, even though I know that we still cannot be together as we are, I still love her and would do nearly anything to be there for her and protect her. That was a relaxing day.
The next day, wednesday, I was called in to work in the morning while she was there. The two differences between then and the night before was that Girl A was less relaxed (probably significantly because of fatigue and caffeine) and there was a lot of spiritual influence going on. Unlike last time around, when they were trying to get us together, this time they seem actively determined to pull us apart. One of my angels, the one that stays nearest to me, was even concerned about how much of it there was. My choice then became to pull away from Girl A for no other reason than because of the demons, or to stay despite them and deal with what was happening. I did offer to try to help in any way I could, but I also knew that God had given me strong protection for a reason and that I should trust Him rather than be intimidated. I spent a good bit of time there with her before driving her home when she was done with work. She didn't want to at first, we both seemed to know that something was going to try to wreck my car if I took her back (which was surprising, I'm not used to anyone else knowing) but, when the incident happened at a blind corner, God protected me. I also knew that something was going to happen the next day (thursday) and wasn't sure what to do about it at first. After some prayer for guidance, and guidance granted, I chose to move forward. More on that later, though, since I have to get ready for work right now.