Cloaked Frodo

From the Halls of Mandos

My darling hubbit sent me a link to TORn regarding Christopher Tolkien stepping away from his position at the Tolkien estate [something I never thought he would do voluntarily]. Together with the news of a new LOTR television series, the return to TheOneRing.net website brought up such bittersweet memories for me.

It's been nearly 15 years since LOTR Chicago Fellowship. It was even longer since I saw the LOTR films in the theaters and dove head-first into the fandom and all the strange and wonderful things that happened afterward. It's been over ten years since we closed up the fan club and sailed to the West, so to speak. Not even the Hobbit films brought back the feelings I've felt about it all--I loved the films as I love all of PJ's vision of Middle Earth, but it didn't bring on this wave of nostalgia I'm feeling this morning. I truly feel that it's all gone, now.
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Well, almost time for my annual entry.

Yes, I'm still alive and still reading LJ even if I don't post more than once a year, practically. It's a bit odd, since Elvish Rose convinced me to get a Tumblr account so we can share our Hiddles giggles, that I feel more compelled to read up on LJ. It's also weird to see just how much has stayed the same in my random fandom over the decades [eep!! It's been DECADES!?] I remember my parents being all uptight about their geeky daughter being into all these strange media outlets like Star Wars, Star Trek, Doctor Who, Marvel comics, even things like Lord of the Rings and Sherlock Holmes [remember READING those? *sigh*] I was watching British period dramas and the Muppets from birth it seems, and I was reciting Shakepeare when I was toddler. And my parents are still moaning over my refusal to 'grow up' Heh. At least now I know I'm not alone and the geeks have inherited the Earth.

Every once and a while I miss Chicago Fellowship. It was a strange time for me, personally, and I'm still living some of it. I'm a terrible one for looking back, really...agh, so sentimental!

But there's so much fun and dancing for this Sincere Jester nowadays. I can't help but love and enjoy it all! Fandom has given me so much, and I still believe that fans are some of the most powerful, caring people out there. Chicago Fellowship closed up years ago, but I still go to cons occasionally and just bask in the friendly carnival of it all. I don't think I'll ever be able to go back to being a solitary fan [despite my Luddite-like efforts], not when so much of it has become mainstream.

So, just waving and grinning at you all. Just thought I'd say how much I love you!
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Cloaked Frodo

A Mere Decade

Ten years ago I sat in a dark theater and saw the Shire leap from my mind's eye onto the screen.

So much of life has gone on since that wonderful moment. For me the road has gone on and on, and I look forward to more adventures.

Namarie
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Time traveling is such a...

I had to pop back on to Livejournal; where else can I be assured that my fellow fanfic writers will rant about a certain author's opinions on our beloved creative scribblings.

First I must say I have long enjoyed Diana Gabaldon's works; still do, matter of fact. I appreciate her style of writing, her extensive research, her complex characters, and more. I even understand the gut reaction of 'hey, these are MY creations; stop playing with my stuff!'--the lack of control an author has over their creations is going to be frustrating, especially if you encounter writing that is offensive to you. HOWEVER, it is inexcusable to put fanfic writers in the same category as pedophiles and adulterers. The very idea that she considers fanfic writing to be amoral is to me to be extremely judgmental and downright ignorant, but she can have whatever opinion and moral stance she likes. As a survivor of molestation, I am VERY offended that anyone would have the audacity to draw a parallel between fans creatively expressing their interest in their fandom [through writing, poetry, video, filking or any other creative outlet] and the perverted fantasies of criminals. It's sickening.

I have long held the opinion--and it is an OPINION, folks, not LAW--that fanfic writers must police themselves. There are several rules I choose to live by as a fanfic writer and I suggest to other writers, too:

1) Know your fandom and the originators of your fandom. Make it EXPLICIT on your writing that the characters, terms, and situations are copyrighted to the original author and that you are in NO WAY claiming them as your own. If the author has made it clear that they don't want to find published fanfic involving their work on the Net [or anywhere else], DON'T publish it. Period.

2) NEVER, EVER, associate your fanfic with money. In any form. Not even to cover the cost of hard-copy publishing to hand out at cons, not even to pay for your website, not for auctions or raffles. NO PROFIT, period. Don't even ask for donations for your fanfic costs. If you can't cover any costs yourself, don't involve your fanfic. Trust me on this one: IT AIN'T WORTH THE PRICE.

3) Stay anonymous, especially to the authors. Do not ask the authors for feedback on your writing, don't slip them your website address or photo manips at book signings or conventions, do not ask for endorsements, don't even bring it up to them. Ever. Some authors feel required to take legal action if they become aware of the fanfic, and at the very least, some feel that reading such writing could influence their own writing. Keep it in the fandom, by fans for fans.

The entire situation with Diana could have been avoided if the woman arguing her point had just taken the time to realize she was talking about a fanfic she had read, not the canon of the author RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER. It would have been far easier for Diana to simply say, 'I didn't write that; if you'd read my books, you'd know that, and that was probably a fanfic--take your issue up with them. I don't wanna know about it.'

Fanfic writing is NOT illegal, despite what Diana asserted in her rant. Much of it is poor quality, I agree, but then again, it is by definition FAN generated, and not every fan is a good writer; in fact, I daresay MOST fans are not. We write because we love the fandom and perhaps because we like writing and sharing with other fans; it's an expression of fandom, folks. And it ain't going away. Live with it.


Okay, that being said, my header was my reaction to scrolling back to catch up a bit with my LJ friends, and being amazed that I seem to have traveled in time yet again. Wow! I haven't aged, have I? Yet it seems that time has passed and we've all been living our lives. It's a most disconcerting feeling, really, especially reading back over some of my own posts. Ah, well. Lots of memories, anyway. Wonder when I'll check back on LJ next...
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Cloaked Frodo

Haunted by the Ghost of Fandoms Past...

Yes, I know you're all blinking at your screens and exclaiming, "Is that TEL? On LJ? What ever happened to HER?" [actually, I suspect that if anyone is reading this, they're going, "Who's tel, again?" Anyway...]

I most definitely win the prize for most infrequent LJ blogger, since I seem to be averaging an ANNUAL post. *cringe* Truth is, I just...moved on.

But I occasionally check in, and a few local people know I'm alive and well [very much more so than in years past, I must admit.] Just had another b-day, and I thought I cruise over to LJ and see how things are. Lots of current events, both personal and public, have brought me back to thinking about my former fandom activities and such, so I got back on LJ to catch up.

*sigh*

In some ways, I wish I hadn't.

*deeper sigh, and thoughtful pause*

I'm not going to dig up muck that should have turned to compost long ago. I'm out of it, out of a lot of that madness. I hope I can say, I've just grown up. I've moved on to other fandoms. I still raise my glass to professor and read and re-read my books and even some fics, but I'm done with the wank. I wanted to enjoy LOTR again.

Happy birthday to me. [It was yesterday.]
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Looking back while running in place.

I realised this morning that I hadn't read any LOTR fanfiction in ages, nearly as long as it had been since I wrote any. My last foray into such was last AUGUST, if it can be believed, and is in fact the last time I posted anything to my LJ, if I'm correct. Hardly an excuse, that it's been a horrid winter filled with much illness on my part [although luckily nothing like the bleeding I was subject to in the past.] or that I've started working again, as an office manager in a building that is ironically right around the corner from where we had ELFmoot 2007.

I fell into an odd bout of memory re-surfacing when I got to work today, no doubt in part because Passover is mere days away now, and was thinking about all the strange and wonderful turns I've taken since diving into LOTR fandom via the films, and I found myself scribbling [very well, typing] a quick double drabble, which I posted over on my LJ archive, fics_by_tel . I'd really love to participate in more LOTR gatherings, especially with writing, if only RL scheduling will permit it.

There's far too much to go into regarding said RL; Not sure when I'll get a chance to update, but most likely not in the next week or so. All's well, as they say, and yes, I am still alive and occasionally kicking. More later!
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Cloaked Frodo

*blink*

Every once and a while I've gotten so fed-up with life as I'm living it that I wander through Craigslist just to see if there's anything out there. Found an ad for a job that I thought would fit, and almost for laughs sent in my resume. I haven't had a job in so long and been turned down so many times, I wasn't thinking of letting it get my hopes up. But.....I got a call, went on interviews, contemplated that this might actually be real and my life will take a radical change very, very soon...


...and I got the job.

*blinkblink*

Like, a REAL job.
A full time job.
With a real salary.

GUH!

*boggled*

[Wanna hear something even more weird? elvish_rose got a full-time job today, too. In essence, the income in my house nearly doubled...]

*am still in shock*
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