there was a communication mishap... and this community for lack of attention on my part was almost lost in cyberspace.
i apologize
shant happen again :)
So what is a community with out communication eh? I am curious to see what this turns into... what it twirls about.
How about some introductions to start things off?
I'm andrea aka
evilpixy I was raised agnostic by mom. Dad's a *free spirit* whose presence in my life has become more appreciated as time goes by (our interactions have been rare but meaningful since I was 4). Xtianity leaves such a sour taste in my mouth, ever since my xtremely religous aunt chastised my mom that she was going to hell for being a single mother in a birthday card she sent one year when I was young. I've read the bible a couple times, and I do not remember a single verse that says a sister should cast judgment upon another. hehe
But just because at such a young age I was wont of Religion... did not mean I lacked SPIRIT. I communed with nature... talked to clouds and trees, prayed to them as if they were my jesus, and stars my god.
My teen years sent me soul searching even more, (as they do most people), and I devoured many a text on various religions, eastern, western, ancient and modern, and while all had such strong messages describing how to live a happy successful life. However much meaning I took from each was dependent solely on what it meant for me to read it at that time... and time being relative, and constant in change... I realized that I could never devote myself to any existing religion entirely.
Faerie magik touched me deeply... as well as ancient Mayan words, Kabbalism, and Buddhism. The otherworldly *fae* to me have come to represent so much of the raw emotion behind all life, that I can not help to think that I am one. They have existed in the oldest stories/fables from all over the world... and they continue while others disappear. They are a mainstay of my SPIRAL because they exceed the boundaries of my usual logic.
There is a necessary balance of order and Chaos in this world... and in my quest to find meaning in _my_ life it is what I always come back to.
The universe is infinitismally vast, and black holes are infinitismally dense. We are made up of Stardust. So too are we complex and simple at the same time. :)
We SPIRAL up and down.... we cycle thru our days... our lifetimes, coming back to center... who we are, again and again. And if we can pinpoint that center, that is what so often is referred to as enlightenment, when we are one with ourselves, we are one with the universe.
I am me! You are YOU! definitions stop here. :)
much love and sparkly goodness to you all.
xoxo
andrea