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Hiya...first time poster here. ^_^ I'm Jess, I'm 24 years old, and I'm a high school RE teacher. I guess you'd call me bisexual, but I definitely prefer girls. :)
About a year ago, I started dating a woman I work with. She's called Vicki, and she teaches English. We'd been friends for ages before that. The thing is...I've never really been in a proper, long-term or serious relationship with anyone, and with Vicki, right from the beginning, it was purely physical. After a while she told me that she was falling in love with me, and I freaked out, because I assumed we were just together for the sex. I explained this to her, and...well, things carried on as normal. We were kissing in the storeroom after school one day, and another teacher who works at the school walked in. She's called Sarah and she teaches Science. Vicki knew her and I didn't. Vicki asked her out for a drink with us. Anyway, one thing led to another, and the three of us ended up having sex that week. I didn't particularly mind this whole threesome-thing, but then...we kept getting 'found out', in different ways, and now there are six of us. There's another Sarah, who teaches History, and Sinéad, who also teaches History, and Rachael, who teaches Maths. The six of us have sex regularly, and it's amazing.
But there are two problems.
The first problem is...I'm worried that this thing we have going on is preventing me from settling down with someone. Vicki was actually asked out by a guy she really likes, recently, and she turned him down for us. Even though this isn't a real relationship, it's purely physical. I'm not really looking for a serious relationship with anyone right now, but I'm afraid that what we're doing here will stop me getting one when the time comes. But at the same time, I don't ever want to leave my girls, because we're so comfortable with eachother, and the pleasure it brings is amazing.
The second problem is that Sarah W (the History one!) has been married since May this year. When we first started having sex with her, she was engaged. She's married to this guy called David, who teaches Maths at the school we work at. She hardly ever, ever talks about him to us. We've tried loads of times to talk seriously about it, but she just refuses or changes the subject or says she's got it all under control. But...I don't know. She loves him a lot, and they still have sex and stuff, but then...sometimes she'll complain to us about it. The most information we ever got out of her was one night when we all got really drunk, and she told us that she believed that there are hundreds of people for each person in the world. She said that she didn't believe that David was her soulmate or anything, and that even though she was married to him, she still wanted to go out and experience every different relationship she could. And I think that's why she's with us. It's not that she doesn't see anything wrong with it - it tears her up inside. But she won't leave him, or even just go back to being his girlfriend. She's been with him for six years.
It would be great if you could help. :)
About a year ago, I started dating a woman I work with. She's called Vicki, and she teaches English. We'd been friends for ages before that. The thing is...I've never really been in a proper, long-term or serious relationship with anyone, and with Vicki, right from the beginning, it was purely physical. After a while she told me that she was falling in love with me, and I freaked out, because I assumed we were just together for the sex. I explained this to her, and...well, things carried on as normal. We were kissing in the storeroom after school one day, and another teacher who works at the school walked in. She's called Sarah and she teaches Science. Vicki knew her and I didn't. Vicki asked her out for a drink with us. Anyway, one thing led to another, and the three of us ended up having sex that week. I didn't particularly mind this whole threesome-thing, but then...we kept getting 'found out', in different ways, and now there are six of us. There's another Sarah, who teaches History, and Sinéad, who also teaches History, and Rachael, who teaches Maths. The six of us have sex regularly, and it's amazing.
But there are two problems.
The first problem is...I'm worried that this thing we have going on is preventing me from settling down with someone. Vicki was actually asked out by a guy she really likes, recently, and she turned him down for us. Even though this isn't a real relationship, it's purely physical. I'm not really looking for a serious relationship with anyone right now, but I'm afraid that what we're doing here will stop me getting one when the time comes. But at the same time, I don't ever want to leave my girls, because we're so comfortable with eachother, and the pleasure it brings is amazing.
The second problem is that Sarah W (the History one!) has been married since May this year. When we first started having sex with her, she was engaged. She's married to this guy called David, who teaches Maths at the school we work at. She hardly ever, ever talks about him to us. We've tried loads of times to talk seriously about it, but she just refuses or changes the subject or says she's got it all under control. But...I don't know. She loves him a lot, and they still have sex and stuff, but then...sometimes she'll complain to us about it. The most information we ever got out of her was one night when we all got really drunk, and she told us that she believed that there are hundreds of people for each person in the world. She said that she didn't believe that David was her soulmate or anything, and that even though she was married to him, she still wanted to go out and experience every different relationship she could. And I think that's why she's with us. It's not that she doesn't see anything wrong with it - it tears her up inside. But she won't leave him, or even just go back to being his girlfriend. She's been with him for six years.
It would be great if you could help. :)
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