its all make believe isnt it- marilyn monroe*

ok.
i never write anymore
but i dont care
im bored
& myspace sucks
me & william are doing great 
its almost out 2 yr anniversary
...
i cant wait till volleyball.
im bored out of my head

well bye

i havent wrote in a while 

today - me and william and mom and dad are going to lexington to see hank williams jr. and trace adkins!!! how cool are we lol!

tomorrow- i have a dag on car wash to do ..which will suck ...cause i hate washing cars lol ...and i didnt sell not one ticket lol so i have to buy all mine lol ..


me and willie are doin very good for once i swear i love the kid 

..im exicted for school ..i have 2 classes with william ... : / i wish i had more ..but im lucky i have that ..and we have homeroom together ...and im happy i have pe!! ..so much better than learning!! 

well im gonna go straighten my hair!! -its getting long by the way ! lol 
xo-

ok ..me and william are back together..suprise lol i kno

but he called be back and he said he was sorry for everything...cause he said some pretty mean things.....but of course i took him back 

well ...i have a dentist app. today ...at 1 .and pratice at 2:30 ..so i will be late

i got kinda mad at pratice yesterday cause some ppl said nobody ran 5 laps..expcet them..well i have news i ran 5 laps...maybe they mis-counted and ran 6?? ..cause i was about to croke..but im over it lol ..i need to be friends with everybody on the team..including heather...its gonna take time....but im getting along with everybody...so im proud of me!


..well im gonna go blow dry my hair...and get ready love yah-tootles

WELL ME AND WILILAM ARE BROKE UP RIGHT NOW....NOBODY KNOS IT EITHER....BUT..I HOPE WE GET BACK TOGETHER...

WE BROKE UP CAUSE OF MYSPACE...AGAIN! AND ITS HIS FAULT ...AGAIN!! -LONG STORY -WANNA KNO ..ILL TELL U IN PERSON OR SUMTHIN


BUT HE SAID HES NEVER GONNA DATE ME AGAIN -SO IM WORRIED BUT I DUNNO WAT TO DO ....

I DONT WANT IT TO BE OVER..I NEVER WANT TO BE OVER

IVE DONE EVERYTHING POSSIBLE IN THE PAST HOUR TO KEEP MY MIND OFF OF HIM BUT SOME HOW I JUST CANT FORGET ABOUT SOMTHIN LIKE THIS...OO GOSH ..IM BOUT TO CRY..I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SEE ME CRY I FEEL WEAK.

BUT ...I DUNNO WAT TO DO TO KEEP MY MIND OFF OF HIM....MAYBE THATS TELLIN ME I DONT NEED TO ..I DUNNO ...HELP:(

-NIKKI

well me and william are doin very good!! ...im getin to see him more!!  i might go up there today<33 i think sam was right  maybe we juss had like a little rough patch in your relationship that will only make us stronger.i swear i love that boy


but i have another problem ...idk wat to do ..volleyball or dance team ..dance team dont pratice enough and i dont like being bad lol ...and i love volleyball but the season dont last long enough and i dont think i can do both ..help me :( 


NIKI LOVES WILLIAM

im so effin mad- william hasnt even been back for a day and were already fighting he frakin KILLS me ....he always promises me thing then ...they never happen like today i was sopposed to see him ...and im already ready ..and he calls and says he cant come get me ...and my mom and dad wont do nuttin for me and he knos that - and hes like its not my fault ..well he shouldnt have promised me that he would see me....i cant stand him anymore i love him ...but we DONT get along if you havent noticed well im gonna go

i havent updated in a while ..a week maybe idk who cares - but anyways ..i havent done anything i stayed the night with my cousin mercedes (miller) she looks so differnt than she used to-

i had to work only one day this week so that was good but i missed pratice cause mom was in the hospital ...sumthin bout her digestive system neways 

friday- i stayed the night at williams ..while he was in flordia ..i played with his niece lol ..and takled to his mommy alot 

saturday-i stayed at williams till like 7 and he still wasnt home and mom wasnt gonna let me stay again .he got home at like 12 lol 

sunday- well today im gonna go see william - im soo sooo exicted ...he got us shirts made for my birthday! and hes givin it to me early lol but i love him and i wanna see him lol !!!!!! 


well im gonna go ..do sumthin lol 
comment
xo-

well im goin to see william today so hopefully things get  better...i'll let yah kno it goes when i  get back ..
xo-
Nikki n WIlliam                                                                          

life effin sucks ..me and willie dont get along and we prolly wont be together long i hate to say it but its true ..i really dont think he loves me ..but i guess thats juss the way things go ...but u dont understand ..hes all i have ..i hardly have any frans anymore ..and it sucks ..cause ..we have been datin about a year and life with out him would juss be ..un narutral- sounds wierd but its true and i try to cry but i cant help it ...he always finds a way to make me ....like he took everything about me off his details ...he changed his myspace password he "forgot" his icq password ..and the worst thing is not 1 time today has he told me he loves me and ..my belly has been hurtin so bad about that i threw up..and it sucks ..i dont want things to be like this ..and if he does anything worng he always makes up sumthin like he didnt do that or he wasnt thinkin ..and im sick of it i cant stand this anymore ..as much as i love him and his family and the feeling of being with him ..i think its time to let go of that ..we need a break-

i dont kno wat to do ..help me-
xo-nikki

golly my live journal layout is screwed up!! lol im really exicted tho!! me and william r goin to tennessee this weekend!! yah!! neways im gonna go now! heh lub yah