.i.love.him.

yep, i finnally made my decision.. this is my last public entry..

if you want to be kept or added..

coment on this and ill add you..

i dont even wanna write in here seriously.. i dont see the point..

neeley broke his ankle..yesterday at football practice.. so he called me when he got back from the hospital to tell me bout it.. i didnt even wanna believe it.. haha i didnt believe it till like min lata.. when he was talkin to his mom..haha.i kno wat trust..lol

umm, volleyball we all had to run a mile..it wasnt that hard..it did make me tired tho.. but, like runnin takes alot of shit off my mind.. that has been bugging me.. and took my mind off worryin bout neeley..so it was pretty kool

i flipped someone off today, just because she flipped me and sis off first.. and well, somone told lepresto that i flipped her off...but, never mentioned that she did it first.. so, he asked me abotu it.. i jsut told him that i did flip them off but, just because they did it first.. and i dont like ppl to think they can run over me...well, he just said ok.. i understand now..lol..so, whoever told him.. i didnt have to run or anything..lol.

school, well, its school.. i mean..ppl goin by sayin stuff and everything no big deal at all..lol..

anyways, i dont kno wat im gonna do about my livejournal..i used to write in here to get things off my mind..but, now i cant say wat i feel.. so ill probably make it friends only..and maybe cut some friends on my friends list..so i can write watever i want in here.. im just so tired of ppls crap..so idk well see..

i hate..

..ppl that think there better than everyone else.. gawd, i mean get over it.. most likely your not better than anyone else..

..ppl that think im scared of them.. or their older sibling.. cause im not.. i could care less whose after me..i mean not gonna hide or anything.. lol. cause thats so stupid..

..ppl that think they can go around say dumb lil comments thro the hall..and think that it hurts my feeling..cause honestly it dont.. once again i could care less wat your dumbass thinks.. and "gawd, theres a blair twin"--omg.. it doesnt get to me.. cause hey im a blair twin and if you dont like me.. good for you.. im just blessed to have a sister that will always be there for me.. and looks just like me.. or.. ppl goin around callin me a slut, skank, whore, ect. because im not and usually they are..

..ppl that try to be somethin that there not.. or try to be someone else.. instead of themselves..

..ppl that talk about me behind my back.. and dont think that im gonna find out.. because most the time.. i do.. and it pisses me off

well, thats been on my mind all day long.. so im so glad that i got that off my chest.. i feel so much betta now..lol.o yea, sis helped me out with some of these..

we have a volleyball game tonight..all yall should come..we face belfry.. so, well see how that goes..

-lata yall
-i love neeley

*.first period: we did this lab thing.. heather was my parenter.. hey i think we did good..lol. we got it done!! 2 points for me and heather..hehe.. gah, were so dumb.. we got so confused..but, hey thats just me and heather..

*.2nd period: algebra 1.. it sucked today.. we had to draw squares and crap.. i was bored so i just turned around and told heather " my orange square can quick your oranges square's ass" she looked at me and went "my orange square can take your orang squares boyfriend".. then finally i went "nu huh my orange square is to sexy".--haha cant yall tell we were bored..lol..

*. third period: life skills.. shoot, i almost got in torouble in there.. haha.. and i wouldnt even doin anything.. i mean yea i talked the first part of class..then, i started doin my work.. and she was like tellin everyone who was gonna get "wrote up" watever that means..lol.. she was like "cody your the next one on my list, you two boys your the next ones, girls(me n heather) your the next on my list" gawd, it took everythin in me not to crack up..lol. you have no idea.. it was funny..other than that i just worked..

*.fourth period: law and justice..hmm, well we worked in there as usual..lol. nuttin ever exciting ever happens in there..seeing how were not even allowed to talk..

*.lunch: i got me and sis two of those lil pizza things..sat down and ate..then, made sis go get me a hunney bun and i swear they didnt have it..shew, so sis jsut bought me this other thang!

*.fifth period: worked on this stupid project that was due tommorow..

*.sixith period: english.. i had to take a STAR test today.. gawd!! i hate that stupid test.. and omg.. let me tell you.. i was like the first one to get started and was the last one to end.. how gay?! i mean seriously..lol. then, i finnally got back to the room.. and everyone was moved around..seriously she hates our class..lol. its funny.. we wreviewed for our test tommorow..

*.seventh period: world geography..seeing how i missed it friday causei had to go to the orthadonist.. mr, howell put me a desk out in the hallway and i had to take my test sittin out in the hallway.. everyone that wouled walk by would just stare at me..it was weird..lol.then, i went in and did my work..

*.after school.. i went straight out there to meet my dad..so, we could hurry and get to the orthadonist..yea, i did try to go friday but the power was out.. so i had to go back today.. finnally, got my bottom retainer.. i think its neat! haha..then, after i was out.. i went to volleyball prac.

*.volleyball practice was good.. we practiced.. at first i was doing bad..causei was thinkin abotu neeley..so i had to get him off my mind.so i could play..cause i really dont want ANYBODY.. to take my spot..haha..i tired hard.. i think we do good..lol

*.im finnally home.. ive been doin homework.. i got that done! THANK GOD! and ate.. then walked the dog..so, anywyas.. thats bout it.. so im gonna get off here and talke to sis.. and wait on neeley to call.. but, he wont be callin anytime soon.. he has a game tonight..

*.i love jonathan neeley..more than anything in this world.. hehe

-im bored..

-and i dont really feel like writtin in here

-so,ill try to update yall tommorow or something.

-anyways, im gonna go watch the vmas

-i love jonathan neeley

*.1st period: went over a worksheet. thats bout it
*.2nd period: algebra..did a worksheet.. took another quiz
*.3rd period: life skills.. she i kinda like that class but sorta not..lol.. it sucked today.. but, then agian it was kinda easy.
*.4th period: went over the first ten ammendments.. i diddnt listen.. i wrote neeley a note.. and we have a quiz over that crap tommorow and i have no idea bout it..so, i probably should have listened..oh well
*.lunch: chicken patttys..yum..haha.. not.. it was kinda hard..but you kno thats ok it was betta than the crap we had yesterday
*.5th period: computers.. gawd that class sucked today..i like the class and all but gawd.. i hate someone so bad!!!
*.break: i went and sat with heather and stephen..and talked to them the whole time..lol
*.6th period: english.. oh gawd..that woman really doesnt like me at all..
*.7th period: geography.. reviewed for a test were havin tommorow.. but you kno.. i think i kno all that crap.. haha.. so oh well

volleyball was perty good today.. except sis was gettin mad alot..shew, i just hate it when she gets mad..seriously.. it sucks.. i dunno y i should care when she gets mad but you know wat for some reason i do..

well, my moms went to west virginia to be with david.. she didnt even tell me..i didnt evenkno till dad came and got me.. so, im pretty pissed at her right now..just because like every thursday she kinda leaves me stranded with no where to go to see him.. which i think is bull crap..lord i dont even kno were emma is stayin to night GAWD.. it just makes me so mad..

but, thats enuf about my lovely life.. im gonan go..cause im talkin to neeley on icq..i love him so much.. i really do..

-i love you neeley

umm, my computer is so screwed up..so,im using my sisters computer right now..

lord, the most interesting thing about the whole day was,, 6th period.. shew, mrs, gilpin. threatened to give me ISS.. for giggling.. it was crazy.. i mean i tried not to laugh but some of the faces she makes are just SO funny..and wat she was doin to me just cracked me up.. haha.. i got moved across the room too!! haha..

volleyball game, shew lets not even go there.. the game had to be the worst game of my life....SERIOUSLY.. i sucked.. i cried at the end..lol yea i kno wat a fag? but, still i was having a bad night..

anyways, im gonna get off here and wait till neeley calls back..haha.

-i love you neeley
-sam

shew, im bored..watchin punk'd..

pikecounty bowl was this weekend.. i went..and stayed there till like one in the mornin watchin pikevilles game.. and then for some odd reason i got mad at neeley...i dont even kno why i did that and now i regret it alot.. shew, im so stupid..i probably wont even see him this weekend.. idk, i feel like crap right now..

saturday, i went to the hunington mall.. i kno yall are thinkin that i go shopping all the time..lol.. and lately i have but, i think i have shopped enuf. lol. then, came home and fell asleep waitin on neeley to call.. he never  did by the way..but, i wasnt mad about it

today, i sat around the house waitin for tiff to get home from her boyfriends church..and him and his family all game in and they stayed and talked for a while..after they left, i talked to neeley for a lil bit...then me,dad,sis,tiff,and treasa went to dairy queen to get ice cream..and then to walmart.. now im home and only gotta talk to neeley for a lil bit.. and now im just so bored.. im just been thinkin alot..and it just sucks so bad..

i think im gonna put a shout out to neeley on here..so here it is..

neeley, i love you alot.. and im so sorry about this weekend..ive been an ass to you.. i really never meant to be one..  it scares me to even think about me and you not together. because your the person i come to forever everything and your always there for me no matter what.. your the best i have ever had.. i love you alot!!

yesterday, me and neeley went to the movies... we went and watched dukes of hazzard.. it was like packed but, thats still ok.. i got to see neeley and it made me so happy! lol. even tho he hated the movie..but, oh well.. lol.

today, i went shopping with my daddy.. we went everywhere.. i ended up gettin like 4 pairs of pants, 3 shirts, and a pair of shoes.. hehe.i had to it was pay back for him being an ass to me and my sister..lol. it was fun tho..lol.

tommorows, the first day of school.. im not exactly exited.. but, oh well.. ive already lost my schedule.. its awesome..lol..

well, im gonna get off here cause im talkin to neeley on the phone..

-love you neeley

im bored..lol sis is reading her notes and being depressed(understandable tho), neeley got off the phone(who knows why), and me, well, im sittin in sissys room waiting for neeley to call back..

i havent really done anything today.. shot pool with peewee and layed around the house.. waiting on neeley to get home..shew, i kno my life is pathetic soundin.. lol

well, i missed volleyball practice. cause, my momma was SUPPOSE to call me.. well, did she..NO!! lol. but hey thats ok i guess.. i didnt hafta wake up early..but, i was really lookin foward to goin.. seeing how since neeley has school and sis, well, sis is just boring..haha.. i get perty boring around here..

i guess i have bored yall to death enough..so, im out..

-i love jonathan neeley
-forever and always