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new lj ryanthej3rk

 So after reading my old lj entries, two things really stood out.  The first thing was how angry i was about not being able to hang out with my friends on july fourth for like two or three years in a row.  But like seriously, spending those days with my family that i see once a year if i'm lucky is totally worth it.  I really appreciate that now.  anddddddddddd second thing...  October 22nd 2006. GG LOL.

fuck yes  =)

Its all so clear now....................  i need out, but i fear it isn't the people nor the place, but me.  


i need to change. Now.  I need to lose myself into something that's not unhealthy. heh. 

 

So I actually didn't like Ong Bak very much.  I think the protector was better, although everybody else says otherwise.  Ong Bak was ridiculous.  As was The protector, but i mean if your'e going to be ridiculous be all out ridiculous.  Eh. ionno if that makes sense.  

On the other hand my sassy girl was one of the best movies i've ever seen =).  I could watch that movie over and over. haha  I do find it interesting they chose to have a happy ending... Only thing i can think of is he didn't want sympathy?  Two years isn't very long.... =/  



Man... =(

If i was more awake i'd totally make another long ass post, but i'm tired as hell and my right contact is not being very nice atm.  I dislike being "yonsei" at times (I know gregg i'm not TECHNICALLY yonsei because i'm only half japanese).   Would i prefer to be issei or nissei? No.  They had it hella hard.  Whatever. Need to stop complaining.  

Ong Bak and My Sassy Girl tomorrow. Yay for foreign films. I want to see initial D.  I think i'm having an identiy crisis.  


I want to have a Disney marathon.

 

ONE DAY I"M JUST GOING TO BUST OUT SINGING LIKE THIS

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1P5…


And you're all your jaws are just going to drop. One day. Trust me =)

 

 Holy Crap there's some some HUGE mother effing raccoons here.