Um...today I went to school.
I already feel like an outsider looking in. I went at about 10:15 to return my "On The Town" book and mouthpiece, and to talk to Mr. Thomas about painting. It was odd being able to just walk right in the front door without checking in (I probably was supposed to, though) and walk right back out. I feel like I already don't belong...I'm a visitor.
I went to the band room to find Thomas, and I was attacked by Becky and Leanne. I'm coming in tomorrow at some point to paint on the bandroom wall...again. Becky said she'll help me if I'm not done by the end of school. She helped me last year, so that'd be cool.
Seth came in about 10 minutes after I did...he also had to return his book for Peter. He looked at me and said something like "I got your Myspace post, good job making me cry again." ...I knew that he didn't use his live journal anymore, so I sent what I wrote about him through myspace, figuring that he might want to see it. He sent me a nice, cry-worthy note back, I'd post it but it's his words, and I'm not sure that'd be in good taste without asking him. Long story short, we feel the same way.
Ryan Walsh burned me a CD, that I just listened to last night, having found it in my bag. Well, he included this one song:
Hold up
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out (x3)
I think we should all listen to it...even if I cried when I heard it the first time. Then I put it on loop, and it made me happy...I am an emotional wreck, but I'm getting better. I swear.
I went to the band room to find Thomas, and I was attacked by Becky and Leanne. I'm coming in tomorrow at some point to paint on the bandroom wall...again. Becky said she'll help me if I'm not done by the end of school. She helped me last year, so that'd be cool.
Seth came in about 10 minutes after I did...he also had to return his book for Peter. He looked at me and said something like "I got your Myspace post, good job making me cry again." ...I knew that he didn't use his live journal anymore, so I sent what I wrote about him through myspace, figuring that he might want to see it. He sent me a nice, cry-worthy note back, I'd post it but it's his words, and I'm not sure that'd be in good taste without asking him. Long story short, we feel the same way.
Ryan Walsh burned me a CD, that I just listened to last night, having found it in my bag. Well, he included this one song:
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Cause all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
We're all of us stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out (x3)
I think we should all listen to it...even if I cried when I heard it the first time. Then I put it on loop, and it made me happy...I am an emotional wreck, but I'm getting better. I swear.