and yet I can not keep myself from logging onto it every day. Why has it become such an unhealthy obsession? Especially when I don't even have that many online friends to relate too? I feel like I can't scream loud enough. Not even in real life. But livejournal has done nothing to fix that. I can not keep myself from deleting entries. But If I stuck to pen and paper, there would still be nothing left.
maybe of importantence? I deleted all my previous entries. They were stupid and retarted and no body commented so I just wanted a clean slate.
I promise, promise, promise I will post more. And I promise, promise, promise (or at least I can try) not to make them boring and self-centered. But I need motivation. And that is where you come in. Please just let me no that some one actually reads this crap? I'll return the favor. I promise promise promise.