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Yeah... this is for all of you that don't believe the story. I was not planning on sleeping over either neither was anyone else , we just picked up Ani. It's no ones business either

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alright, ik some of them apply to straight people of the oppoiste sex, and i'm doubitng there are any who reads my lj...even you poulin haha j/k

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Smile:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Make out with me?:
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch if I moved?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Date me?:
» Love me?:

fill it out & send it back.

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Some pictures from Europe I thought I'd share




My cousin proposed to his now-wife in this garden.


I love the architecture


one of the many beautiful churches


Gozo...I absolutely love it here, if you ever watched "The Counte of Monte Crisco" this is where a main scene was shot, the whole movie was shot in Malta, one scene right down the street from my aunts..
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Hate being grounded. At least my parents aren't as insane as Kelly's. Lalalalala. I love lj, everyone is getting "xanga." But those suck, you are so pretttty!

Blah, looking back..

Random things

Do you have your own room?: yes
How many computers?: two, downstiars, and my own
How many phones?: one downstairs, one in my parents room, one in the family room, and my brother, mom, and i have cells...so thats 6.
TVs?: 6
How many people live in your home?: 4 ..sad
How many bathrooms?: 2
Where is the computer located?: computer room and my room
ceiling fans? how many?: uhh 1
how many rooms?: umm11
what is in your fridge? ehh leftovers
soda?: diet coke
alcholic beverages?: nothing, no one drinks
cheese?: yes
veggies?: yes

1. My eyes are different sizes, my right one is bigger which makes a tinier eyelid and opposite with the left one.
2. I'm very pale, and never tan or burn. I used to tan when I was 8...but alas it stopped.
3. I can't burp.
4. I love little kids, they make me so happy, even when you can't stand them.
5. The small of my back is extremely ticklish.
6. The smallest things make me smile the most.
7. I bruise sooo easily.
8. If I ever get cuts on me, they never really go away.
9. I get annoyed if the kitchen cabinets are open or if the microwave is blinking.
10. Once, when I was 3 I poo-ed in my gramma's closet full of her shoes.
11. I have tiny feet.
12. I love stickers.
13. I don't like pasta or seafood.
14. I have the worst memory.
15. My grandfather was my best friend, but he died when I was 9.
16. I always feel like I killed my Jachu (grandfather, Polish name) b/c I had surgery when I was 9 on my kidneys and when I was in the hospital my parents were with me in Boston and weren't w/ my grandparents and my Jachu lifted up my Bachi b/c she fell out of bed and then she was placed in a nursing home and he died like 2 months later.
17. I've been to Europe.
18. My hair is massively curly.
19. I have 3 big scars on my body.
20. I'm insecure about my body, even though I know I have nothing to be insecure over.
21. I freak out about the littlest things.
22. I want desperately to dye my hair strange colors.
23. When it comes to school projects I'm a perfectionist.
24. I actually like the Star Wars movies.
25. I'm always paranoid.
26. I don't like when people see my cry.
27. I'm very paranoid about spelling, and words are about the only thing I can memorize to spell.
28. I'm 50% French Canadian, 35% Polish, 10% Austrian, and 5% German.
29. I have loved the color green since 2nd grade.
30. Mark Wahlberg is orgasmic fantastic!
31. I wish my grandparents were alive.
32. I don't like video games but I like to watch my brother play them.
33. My brother saved my life and i had to get my stomach pumped when I was 4.
34. I look bad in pictures.
35. My bed is very high off the ground.
36. I'm going to put my old canopy bed up...today?
37. I'm actually really creative.
38. I paint my furniture in my room when I get bored, but my desk looks like shit.
39. I have scoliosis, and because of it I always have pain in my back, but I'm used to it now.
40. I have a security blanket.
41. I put it against my ear to soothe me.
42. I wish I was 12.
43. My family loves to yell.
44. I hate yelling and always have the urge to break down and cry when they do.
45. I don't have good vision (hence contacts).
46. My mom has 8 siblings.
47. Whenever something embarrassing happens to people in movies, I always get really embarrassed for them.
48. I love freckeles.
49. I swim really good.
50. I'm left-handed.
51. I'm really hard on myself.
52. I like to sit in my closet.
53. I get migraines and I have to take prescription medicine for them.
54. I've tried drugs once.
55. And I'll never do them again.
56. I've never actually been drunk.
57. I like to read.
58. I live off pop-tarts and ramen soup.
59. My brother smokes and I really hate it.
60. I hate how people don't take me seriously.
61. I'm scared of getting fat.
62. I love listening to rock.
63. I love rollercoasters.
64. My favorite animals is chipmunks.
65. I like old cars, I know more than the average guy does.
66. I'm really shy around people I don't know.
67. My eyes turn almost like orange-ish sometimes.
68. I don't think people look bad with pimples.
69. I really want to please my parents.
70. I like to boogie board and pole vault.
71. I'm a horrible test taker.
72. I have a hard time sleeping.
73. When I do I have nightmares.
74. My boyfriend's eyelashes are perfect.
75. In fact, he is perfect.
76. I'm an ass to my parents when people are around.
77. I have an ankle fetish, but I hate feet.
76. I like polka-dots.
77. I really don't like chips.
78. Boohbah is strange.
79. My full name is Jill Ann Mercik.
80. I eat a lot of apples.
81. Most people don't know but I run at least once a day.
82. I don't really want a cell phone anymore.
83. I know oldies songs better than the people that grew up in that era.
84. I wish I was allowed to light candles.
85. Sometimes I wish I could be Amish.
86. I want to name my daughter, Ava.
87. I went to speech lessons when I was younger.
88. I tend to tell little lies for no reason once in awhile.
89. In my old house my parent's bedroom was off of the kitchen.
90. I love play-do.
91. I played with barbies up until 5th grade.
92. When I was younger I had the hardest time figuring out how to tell time.
93. I can't do a cartwheel.
94. Kurt Kobain did not commit suicide.
95. I have very tiny hands.
96. I'm really good at spelling, I haven't made a spelling mistake since 4th grade, I'm serious.
97. George Bush isn't a bad guy.
98. I love to be told that I'm loved.
99. Mr. Richard is an awesome teacher.
100. My foot is asleep.
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Does this mean I'm the dumb slut? *twirls hair*

HASH(0x8b94a00)
You're Karen. 'Quite possibly one of the dumbest
girls you'll ever meet' It's okay though, you
have other talents. You're funny, and caring,
and your very innocent. Somtimes being nieve
helps you out too, you get to ignore all the
drama of girl world. You depend on your friends
quite often, without them you wouldn't know
what's going on. Your job within the clique is
the manipulatice, gullible, ditz. Anyone can
get you to do anything, you have a habit of
following the crowd. Tip? Be Nice, and Watch
Your Back!


What 'Mean' Girl from the movie 'Mean Girls' are you?
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Blah. Hate school, yet love it so much. Hate classesd and learning useless stuff, but wandering the halls is so...intriguing..but then again, yeah it definitely has its cons..Hope tonight works out, my mom's psycho. Blah. I feel so sick to my stomach, I ate lunch today, ick. Feel so fat I feel bad though like wasting food so yeaah. Ani's sitting next to me, :D. Bestest buddy in the world. Well I'm gonna go read my book and hope Bryan signs online.
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Blah, I update so much, yet feel so unloved..haven't been running in awhile. Did it like all last week, this week kinda blew it though. Kelly, did we go to the weight room Tuesday or am I imagining? I think it was last week...yeah we need to go more often, I need to like build muscle and shiiit. I say Friday's are our breaks and we'll do Mondays and Wednesdays of running the track till 4, and Tuesdays and Thursdays of weight room. Woot. Except I'm a lazy bastard...force me haha. Blah...blah, blah.

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Blah. Today was so long. Psycho parents, hope I can go tomorrow. Blah, feel so wicked fat tonight. Justin Gainer said something weird to me today. I asked him if he had any money b/c Kelly and I wanted to get gum or something and we told him we had no money and wanted to get food. And he goes to me "but you're so skinny, you don't need the food"." Isn't it "you're so fat, you don't need the food." Blah..odd, well maybe he thinks I'm fat...grr. Blah. I wish I did dance more..gotta get more flexible, I need to be perfect.
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