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Name: Alicia
ASL, or any variation of the sort: 21/F/TX
Hobbies!: this question makes me feel shame. i used to have so many of them, but lately ive been very unproductive for more than a year. however, im a gifted writer and thinker, and i used to really enjoy painting (and was good at it!) Lately been trying to make sense of my own mind its hard to do much of anything. I still read a lot though.
Favorite movies, books, musicians, artists, serial killers, cooks... your favorite (blank)'s that suit your hobbies: Alfred Hitchock's Psycho, Full Metal Jacket, Forrest Gump, Pulp Fiction
Fandoms?: I am a lover of good music... love classic rock, rolling stones, david bowie, ac/dc, marilyn manson, primus, system of a down, rammstein, (love metal), also love clive barker and stephen king... many other books & authors
Random things you want to share: ive had insomnia since i was at least 12. i have anxiety issues and i drink a lot so that plays a part in it. ive noticed when im happy, the sleep problems sortof disappear for a while, but they always resurface when the going gets tough....
Why you joined the community: to talk/get suppport from other insomniacs!
Im afraid of bedtime. I have to take many sleeping pills to fall asleep, but i always wake up during the night and then, oh, again i struggle to fall back asleep. my anxiety hangs over me all day and is uncontrollable. i feel sometimes as if im going mad when i lay in bed and cant keep my eyes shut, cant calm my nerves, and i feel it interferes with my happiness. currently seeking treatment... (my psychiatrist is "out of town" for about 4 weeks, boo hoo).
Is there anyone else who feels as if their insomnia is a major problem in their life?
ASL, or any variation of the sort: 21/F/TX
Hobbies!: this question makes me feel shame. i used to have so many of them, but lately ive been very unproductive for more than a year. however, im a gifted writer and thinker, and i used to really enjoy painting (and was good at it!) Lately been trying to make sense of my own mind its hard to do much of anything. I still read a lot though.
Favorite movies, books, musicians, artists, serial killers, cooks... your favorite (blank)'s that suit your hobbies: Alfred Hitchock's Psycho, Full Metal Jacket, Forrest Gump, Pulp Fiction
Fandoms?: I am a lover of good music... love classic rock, rolling stones, david bowie, ac/dc, marilyn manson, primus, system of a down, rammstein, (love metal), also love clive barker and stephen king... many other books & authors
Random things you want to share: ive had insomnia since i was at least 12. i have anxiety issues and i drink a lot so that plays a part in it. ive noticed when im happy, the sleep problems sortof disappear for a while, but they always resurface when the going gets tough....
Why you joined the community: to talk/get suppport from other insomniacs!
Im afraid of bedtime. I have to take many sleeping pills to fall asleep, but i always wake up during the night and then, oh, again i struggle to fall back asleep. my anxiety hangs over me all day and is uncontrollable. i feel sometimes as if im going mad when i lay in bed and cant keep my eyes shut, cant calm my nerves, and i feel it interferes with my happiness. currently seeking treatment... (my psychiatrist is "out of town" for about 4 weeks, boo hoo).
Is there anyone else who feels as if their insomnia is a major problem in their life?

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